I am pissed off...you would not believe how fucking shitty i am right now.
Ms. Duncan is such a stoopid fucking cow.
I just got a message on my answering machine (i was busy listening to the radio..so i didn't hear the phone ring) and it said that something else had come up so my appointment with her got moved from 2:30 to 3:15.....so..i have to wait...even longer. and i won't get home till later this afternoon..and it really screws me over..and OMG SHE IS A BITCH!
She doesn't even realise how far i have to travel to get to school...omg bitch..of course she doesn't give a shit..as long as i'm there on time...
URGHHHHH....well i guess..at least this gives me more time to practise..and take my four minute monologue..to five minutes...and of course my blocking is fucked..i keep screwing it up.
Drama is the devil...ok it's not...Ms. Duncan is the devil.
Oh on a brighter note. Hitz fm is back on air 89.9 tune in kids cos it's cool...and after i got the message from dana duncan..they played michelle branch..so..i was happy.
And yesterday i went to school also, but for singing...and on the train i wrote a few things, so i'll shall write them out and post them here on blogger for your enjoyment.
Make sure you keep checking out mp3.com/studio_414 cos it is good, and i've had 144 plays so far. So keep listening, more will be coming eventually...
Oh and Aaliyah's Rock the boat is at number 23 on the billboard charts(usa) and MICHELLE BRANCH is right under her at 24! *applause* excellent stuff..and go buy those cds. Aaliyah's album is really..very very good.
ok..cya *eves*
Thursday, October 04, 2001
Tuesday, October 02, 2001
*I don't know who's side i'm taking
but i'm not taking things too well
I can see inside your aching
But is it too early for me to tell
I try to help you out through the hardest of times
Your heart is in your throat
And i'm speaking my mind
Though it looks as if it's over
I'm still not over you
Cos I still love you like i did before
I know it for sure
That you still feel the same way I do
If only she knew... *
-If only she knew , by Michelle Branch
Hi kids...just a few lines from a song i'm listening to right now.
And it's a cool song...i like it!
So...what's up in my life? Oh nothing much..just..dealing with a few minor issues, such as "Men are the scum of the earth..."
I won't go into my reasons for it, cos i might bore you all to death, and that really wouldn't be a good thing :)
Tospol's baptism was beautiful, really nice. He's such a dude :) the party was good too! and rach is a funny bunny when she's...tipsey. She slapped me! well..i guess it was pay back for the time i once slapped her...but that was a long long time ago..and i was on a high! so don't blame me...blame the sugar.
Almost time for school again, and i haven't started the serious study yet. My drama is just..lacking in drama. i've been working on my voice, but it's kinda hard..when you don't have a voice some days...and the cold i had at the start of the hols..has come back.
Evil..i hate being sick. And i'm going to school tomorrow for a singing lesson..and i'll be there on thursday also...
Ms. Duncan is gonna kill me..she'll like bite my head off or something mean like that...or make me feel like dirt...or like crap cos i can't act...my blocking is out of whack..and my voice is too soft. Then she'll tell me that we went over this time and time again..when actual fact...we never did.
I'm feeling very musically creative at the moe..but i haven't put anything down yet. I feel like..i don;t know how..or where to begin.
I'm getting bored again..i'm gonna go..read some buffy transcripts. Cya *eves*
but i'm not taking things too well
I can see inside your aching
But is it too early for me to tell
I try to help you out through the hardest of times
Your heart is in your throat
And i'm speaking my mind
Though it looks as if it's over
I'm still not over you
Cos I still love you like i did before
I know it for sure
That you still feel the same way I do
If only she knew... *
-If only she knew , by Michelle Branch
Hi kids...just a few lines from a song i'm listening to right now.
And it's a cool song...i like it!
So...what's up in my life? Oh nothing much..just..dealing with a few minor issues, such as "Men are the scum of the earth..."
I won't go into my reasons for it, cos i might bore you all to death, and that really wouldn't be a good thing :)
Tospol's baptism was beautiful, really nice. He's such a dude :) the party was good too! and rach is a funny bunny when she's...tipsey. She slapped me! well..i guess it was pay back for the time i once slapped her...but that was a long long time ago..and i was on a high! so don't blame me...blame the sugar.
Almost time for school again, and i haven't started the serious study yet. My drama is just..lacking in drama. i've been working on my voice, but it's kinda hard..when you don't have a voice some days...and the cold i had at the start of the hols..has come back.
Evil..i hate being sick. And i'm going to school tomorrow for a singing lesson..and i'll be there on thursday also...
Ms. Duncan is gonna kill me..she'll like bite my head off or something mean like that...or make me feel like dirt...or like crap cos i can't act...my blocking is out of whack..and my voice is too soft. Then she'll tell me that we went over this time and time again..when actual fact...we never did.
I'm feeling very musically creative at the moe..but i haven't put anything down yet. I feel like..i don;t know how..or where to begin.
I'm getting bored again..i'm gonna go..read some buffy transcripts. Cya *eves*
Monday, September 24, 2001
I am a bad girl.
No i'm not...i just think that for once, i'm beginning to see *what* i want. I've always known *who* i want.
But it still feels like this hazy fog, that i'm stuck in. I can't see clearly. Or i'm afraid to venture out into it, scared that something shitty will happen to me.
I found this on one site that i was visting...i was bored...who cares what the actual site content is ppl...grow up and get over it.
But i found this piece was relevant
Strangly enough, i found it...comforting isn't exactly the word i'd use. But it made me think, and see that maybe once i get it out...tell the person i like..that i like them, that even if they don't like me the same way back...i'll live.
I am officially a bored teenager. I mean it..i couldn't get more bored than this. I'm 17! i should have a social life...well i do...sometimes. I went out the other night, with lisa. That counts.
And considering i've been feeling kinda down lately....maybe theres only one thing left for me to do...
Go shopping. I need shoes.
No i'm not...i just think that for once, i'm beginning to see *what* i want. I've always known *who* i want.
But it still feels like this hazy fog, that i'm stuck in. I can't see clearly. Or i'm afraid to venture out into it, scared that something shitty will happen to me.
I found this on one site that i was visting...i was bored...who cares what the actual site content is ppl...grow up and get over it.
But i found this piece was relevant
Strangly enough, i found it...comforting isn't exactly the word i'd use. But it made me think, and see that maybe once i get it out...tell the person i like..that i like them, that even if they don't like me the same way back...i'll live.
I am officially a bored teenager. I mean it..i couldn't get more bored than this. I'm 17! i should have a social life...well i do...sometimes. I went out the other night, with lisa. That counts.
And considering i've been feeling kinda down lately....maybe theres only one thing left for me to do...
Go shopping. I need shoes.
Saturday, September 22, 2001
I'M SORRY!! I'VE LEFT THIS FOR SO LONG....OK...SO A WEEK OR MORE OF NO UPDATES!
MY BAD!
i've just been, busy....ok actually i've been doing nothing at all! i've been home, but i just keep forgetting about this.
Yes, So where to begin.
Today, i did nothing...but i got a call from lisa, and we went to some lil Diamond creek festival thing. The fireworks were fantastic, the bands were..good. The rides were fun...hehe..
So it was, an adventure to remember.
Things have been going on alot lately. Alot of things have just turned to shit...some things i shall tell you..some things i won't.
But all you should know is..i'm a bad bad bad girl. I have done something, or i have been doing something...misleading...but i'll dig my self out of this hole.
Boys *not men* are the scum of the earth. nuff said.
I've been reading the buffy tv transcripts lately. Their very cool, and considering i like..haven;t seen that many buffy episodes, it kinda fills me in on what i've missed, especially the early episodes.
Movie of the moment is "Hercules Returns" it's hillarious the second time you watch it. It's clever...in a way, and it makes for an interesting film. It begins with the three main characters...who i don't know their names...and the opening of an old theatre and screening of "hercules" ..but they realise on the night that the film is all in italian and has no sub titles, so they dub the voices. Now it leads to some interesting lines and interpretations. So overall its a good Australian film...
damn..it's 11pm already. I gotta find a video, i'm taping eskimo joe on rage tonite. So..yay.
write more another nite. Cyas
*eves*
MY BAD!
i've just been, busy....ok actually i've been doing nothing at all! i've been home, but i just keep forgetting about this.
Yes, So where to begin.
Today, i did nothing...but i got a call from lisa, and we went to some lil Diamond creek festival thing. The fireworks were fantastic, the bands were..good. The rides were fun...hehe..
So it was, an adventure to remember.
Things have been going on alot lately. Alot of things have just turned to shit...some things i shall tell you..some things i won't.
But all you should know is..i'm a bad bad bad girl. I have done something, or i have been doing something...misleading...but i'll dig my self out of this hole.
Boys *not men* are the scum of the earth. nuff said.
I've been reading the buffy tv transcripts lately. Their very cool, and considering i like..haven;t seen that many buffy episodes, it kinda fills me in on what i've missed, especially the early episodes.
Movie of the moment is "Hercules Returns" it's hillarious the second time you watch it. It's clever...in a way, and it makes for an interesting film. It begins with the three main characters...who i don't know their names...and the opening of an old theatre and screening of "hercules" ..but they realise on the night that the film is all in italian and has no sub titles, so they dub the voices. Now it leads to some interesting lines and interpretations. So overall its a good Australian film...
damn..it's 11pm already. I gotta find a video, i'm taping eskimo joe on rage tonite. So..yay.
write more another nite. Cyas
*eves*
Friday, September 14, 2001
hey all, wassup?
my computer just beeped at me....
Well its finally friday! LAST DAY OF TERM!
I can't believe i've made it this far, year 12...last year of school ever. It's going to be weird moving into uni life. Like school is very structured and you know every year you'll be doing the same thing.
Then year 12 is like, (for me anyway) i don't know what i'm doing...next year seems scary, because it'll be like starting all over again.
Uni is like, venturing into the unknown. And the thought of that scares me and being away from friends. And i don't want to lose contact with any of them, because it's your friends that help make you who you are, and they keep you grounded.
And every now and then, itz always good to have some one bring you back to reality.
I think i'm getting all..mush. moosh. mushy moosh. yep.
Is anyone else finding this week the most emotional and stressful week of this year? So far i have just been, unbelievable. Work everywhere. I'm a mess. lol. I just did my english SAC...and i finished it really early, so i..kinda fell asleep, in class.
I have a media sac coming up. but that's open book, and i know what i'm talking about.
And i have to see ms. Sullivan to get some stoopid biz man stuff, i have drama. I'm royally screwed for that. I don't even know if itz worth turning up to class. I could fake sick. But that' s like..such a year 10 thing.
And i should go down and see the dude in the dungeon and talking about some vet music thing and the mymlc.net stuff. But i don't have enough time. cos we have speech night singing in like 15, and by the time i get down to the computer dept, i gotta leave again.
And i have some printing to do...so i should finish that now.
*baby i want something else, i'm not listening when you say..Good BYEEEEE...*
- semi charmed kind of life - third eye blind...
I'd just like to say, thank you to people reading this. You make my day, by just knowing someone can be bothered to read it.
Sprocket vomit! lol...i love that, i found it on a band name generator.
Ah life, so complex. yet so simple.
Well i'm gonna go finish drama journels,cya...later.
*eves*
There i go, there goes my world.
my computer just beeped at me....
Well its finally friday! LAST DAY OF TERM!
I can't believe i've made it this far, year 12...last year of school ever. It's going to be weird moving into uni life. Like school is very structured and you know every year you'll be doing the same thing.
Then year 12 is like, (for me anyway) i don't know what i'm doing...next year seems scary, because it'll be like starting all over again.
Uni is like, venturing into the unknown. And the thought of that scares me and being away from friends. And i don't want to lose contact with any of them, because it's your friends that help make you who you are, and they keep you grounded.
And every now and then, itz always good to have some one bring you back to reality.
I think i'm getting all..mush. moosh. mushy moosh. yep.
Is anyone else finding this week the most emotional and stressful week of this year? So far i have just been, unbelievable. Work everywhere. I'm a mess. lol. I just did my english SAC...and i finished it really early, so i..kinda fell asleep, in class.
I have a media sac coming up. but that's open book, and i know what i'm talking about.
And i have to see ms. Sullivan to get some stoopid biz man stuff, i have drama. I'm royally screwed for that. I don't even know if itz worth turning up to class. I could fake sick. But that' s like..such a year 10 thing.
And i should go down and see the dude in the dungeon and talking about some vet music thing and the mymlc.net stuff. But i don't have enough time. cos we have speech night singing in like 15, and by the time i get down to the computer dept, i gotta leave again.
And i have some printing to do...so i should finish that now.
*baby i want something else, i'm not listening when you say..Good BYEEEEE...*
- semi charmed kind of life - third eye blind...
I'd just like to say, thank you to people reading this. You make my day, by just knowing someone can be bothered to read it.
Sprocket vomit! lol...i love that, i found it on a band name generator.
Ah life, so complex. yet so simple.
Well i'm gonna go finish drama journels,cya...later.
*eves*
There i go, there goes my world.
Tuesday, September 11, 2001
hey all...
i got back from drama camp on Sunday, it was very good. I don't know why i was so worried! it was great. I had a blast :)
I've been feeling really enuthsed by it, ya know, I'm like "miss enthusiastic for drama" sorry my spelling really bad at the moe, i just cant be stuffed fixing it anymore.
Well my week has started off OK. Monday was a very ordinary day, today, well being a Tuesday, so far not much. But i have a singing lesson coming up, so that will be exciting. Also i have a Biz man SAC which i know i'm gonna totally stuff up. I wasn't in a homework mood last night, too tired.
I've almost finished my Vet Music work for the year! YAY! woohoo!!! so i'm very happy bout that. I just have to study for a few SAC's now and then i'm done for, basically this term. And tomorrow is my last PE lesson, EVER! I'm jumping for joy.*jumps for joy*
hehe. :)
I'm gonna go, Everyone PLZ check out my MP3.COM site. The url is in my past blogs. There is a new track up, and itz very cool...so download it! And if you can, spread the word...i want to get my "pretty eyes" song higher on the POP Vocal's chart!!!
But thank u, cos i've made it to 200 and something, so that's very good!
so i'll cya all l8ter.
byes.
i got back from drama camp on Sunday, it was very good. I don't know why i was so worried! it was great. I had a blast :)
I've been feeling really enuthsed by it, ya know, I'm like "miss enthusiastic for drama" sorry my spelling really bad at the moe, i just cant be stuffed fixing it anymore.
Well my week has started off OK. Monday was a very ordinary day, today, well being a Tuesday, so far not much. But i have a singing lesson coming up, so that will be exciting. Also i have a Biz man SAC which i know i'm gonna totally stuff up. I wasn't in a homework mood last night, too tired.
I've almost finished my Vet Music work for the year! YAY! woohoo!!! so i'm very happy bout that. I just have to study for a few SAC's now and then i'm done for, basically this term. And tomorrow is my last PE lesson, EVER! I'm jumping for joy.*jumps for joy*
hehe. :)
I'm gonna go, Everyone PLZ check out my MP3.COM site. The url is in my past blogs. There is a new track up, and itz very cool...so download it! And if you can, spread the word...i want to get my "pretty eyes" song higher on the POP Vocal's chart!!!
But thank u, cos i've made it to 200 and something, so that's very good!
so i'll cya all l8ter.
byes.
Wednesday, September 05, 2001
ALOHA! it is wednesday...don't believe what the blog says..itz all american...i'm not american...haha
The media screening was fantastic! Some really great films were shown, some were hillarious darling! and others were thought provoking and interesting. Overall it was really good, and the mulitmedia and other photography was excellent.
In aussie words "It was a Top night!"
Well tomorrow afternoon, i will be going to DRama Camp...finally...i hope its worth it. It will be hard, but hopefully fun. I should try and be positive about it, but at the moe, i'm still leaning towards negative...i dunno i guess drama isn't my thing anymore.
And in vet music we were giving out solos in the songs we are doing for speech night, and i got a little solo! yay! so it'll be good, i'm looking forward to it. I think i prefer singing to acting any day!
yes, well aren't i the mulit talented one...*sarcasm...if u didn't get it*
well i'm gonna go and do something productive. Cyas all later *MUAH*
ev
The media screening was fantastic! Some really great films were shown, some were hillarious darling! and others were thought provoking and interesting. Overall it was really good, and the mulitmedia and other photography was excellent.
In aussie words "It was a Top night!"
Well tomorrow afternoon, i will be going to DRama Camp...finally...i hope its worth it. It will be hard, but hopefully fun. I should try and be positive about it, but at the moe, i'm still leaning towards negative...i dunno i guess drama isn't my thing anymore.
And in vet music we were giving out solos in the songs we are doing for speech night, and i got a little solo! yay! so it'll be good, i'm looking forward to it. I think i prefer singing to acting any day!
yes, well aren't i the mulit talented one...*sarcasm...if u didn't get it*
well i'm gonna go and do something productive. Cyas all later *MUAH*
ev
Tuesday, September 04, 2001
Hi all !!!!
Itz 7:11 pm Tuesday night...I'm still at school....waiting..killing time here...
I'm going to the VCE media screening, it'll kick ass.
Lots of good films and stuff, itz all good.
i'm sitting here with Frances, my good buddy...
YAY...we went for a walk b4, ya know...skipping down glenferrie rd.
the usual thing u do. LOL
Drama camp is this thursday till Sunday, which will be scary. I'm scared.
In fact i'm terrified, i'm all nervous and itz not good.
I swear i'm so freaked by this i'm growing grey hairs. Stress less ev.
And i have to perform
This is Ev's friend Frances. She smells goood....like an Angel....mmm give me some Angel now!!
OK..thanks frances....as i was saying, i have to perform again on thursday, b4 we go on the camp.
I have nothing to perform, i'm like stuck. Like i've hit an invisible brick wall but i keep on trying to walk through it.
ok i'm going now, more later...maybe when i get home.
CYAS!
Itz 7:11 pm Tuesday night...I'm still at school....waiting..killing time here...
I'm going to the VCE media screening, it'll kick ass.
Lots of good films and stuff, itz all good.
i'm sitting here with Frances, my good buddy...
YAY...we went for a walk b4, ya know...skipping down glenferrie rd.
the usual thing u do. LOL
Drama camp is this thursday till Sunday, which will be scary. I'm scared.
In fact i'm terrified, i'm all nervous and itz not good.
I swear i'm so freaked by this i'm growing grey hairs. Stress less ev.
And i have to perform
This is Ev's friend Frances. She smells goood....like an Angel....mmm give me some Angel now!!
OK..thanks frances....as i was saying, i have to perform again on thursday, b4 we go on the camp.
I have nothing to perform, i'm like stuck. Like i've hit an invisible brick wall but i keep on trying to walk through it.
ok i'm going now, more later...maybe when i get home.
CYAS!
Friday, August 31, 2001
I swear i'm gonna shoot this computer. if it fucks up on me one more time, itz going bye byes.
I just wrote like...half a blog, and my computer just screwed up on me. Maybe a good bashing will get it working properly again, but then again, i probably fucked it up by kicking the shit out of it while it was in my school bag.
I've noticed lately that i swear alot, like alot..like more than i usually do. At the moe, i'm fave word seems to be shit. Damn, i've gone back to the basic bad language. Shit was one of my first evil words that i learned while still in primary school. Ah those were the days...
Do you know, that one holiday. i dunno about a year or more ago, while i was wit my family up at our holiday house, my mother met up wit a family that she taught at school who were staying up in Dramana (sorry me can't spell...but itz the nicest beach..) and me and my bro walked around wit the son of the family and a few other peeps, and every time one of his friends swore, he like apologised to us saying that ya know, excuse the bad lang, since ur mom's a teacher u prolly don't swear. my bro and I were like, wtf? i'm a compulsive swearer. That was weird...and i think i'm a bad influence on my parents, cos now they've started swearing, occasional "FUCK OFF U IDIOT" in the car, ya know..road rage. lol. And my mum told me off cos i said "Suck shit" to some guy, and she said it wasn't lady like. Ooooh kay...
ANYhoo!
I've just read my horoscopes...and i thought that a deeper analysis was needed to fully understand it.
Aries Mar 21 - Apr 20
Fri August 31, 2001
Neptune and the Moon cast a dreamy spell over all you do today; social gatherings will have a glamorous edge. This is the perfect night for a first date and an even better night for rekindling an old flame. Be sure to dress the part... pay attention to the little details and spoil the object of your affections with your thoughtfulness and creativity.
*courtsey of msn.com.au*
Ok First of all. what was Neptune and the Moon doing anyway? why were they conspiring to cast "a dreamy spell" over me today. Well obviously it worked since i'm still half asleep. I like the idea of social gatherings having a glamourous edge, but wasn't that LAST WEEKEND when i went to a party dressed as a beauty queen? *for those of u wonderings...yes i looked damn gorgeous..so did rACHY and Lisa - we kicked beauty queen ass*
Ok, so itz the perfect night for the first date...I don't have a date, and i'm not about to get one in the next 5 minutes.
And duh! state the obvious..."be sure to dress the part" if i was going out, i think i'd wear something other than jeans and tee shirt.
"Little details" ok...well, um...these come in with the annoying questions "will my ass look big in this?" or "should i wear my hair up, or down" or "fishnets or no fishnets..that is the question" BUT then again, if they mean the little details..in other words the minor meaningless details of the date that no one pay any attention to because no one cares! "Spoil" my date? nah uh...itz the other way round, and they should feel special that i agreed to leave my night of pigging/lazing out in front of the tv for them.
"Thoughtfulness and creativity" when ever that comes in.
OK maybe i wouldn't be as negative, if i had a date...or a social life right now.
Oh I hate year 12.
I just wrote like...half a blog, and my computer just screwed up on me. Maybe a good bashing will get it working properly again, but then again, i probably fucked it up by kicking the shit out of it while it was in my school bag.
I've noticed lately that i swear alot, like alot..like more than i usually do. At the moe, i'm fave word seems to be shit. Damn, i've gone back to the basic bad language. Shit was one of my first evil words that i learned while still in primary school. Ah those were the days...
Do you know, that one holiday. i dunno about a year or more ago, while i was wit my family up at our holiday house, my mother met up wit a family that she taught at school who were staying up in Dramana (sorry me can't spell...but itz the nicest beach..) and me and my bro walked around wit the son of the family and a few other peeps, and every time one of his friends swore, he like apologised to us saying that ya know, excuse the bad lang, since ur mom's a teacher u prolly don't swear. my bro and I were like, wtf? i'm a compulsive swearer. That was weird...and i think i'm a bad influence on my parents, cos now they've started swearing, occasional "FUCK OFF U IDIOT" in the car, ya know..road rage. lol. And my mum told me off cos i said "Suck shit" to some guy, and she said it wasn't lady like. Ooooh kay...
ANYhoo!
I've just read my horoscopes...and i thought that a deeper analysis was needed to fully understand it.
Aries Mar 21 - Apr 20
Fri August 31, 2001
Neptune and the Moon cast a dreamy spell over all you do today; social gatherings will have a glamorous edge. This is the perfect night for a first date and an even better night for rekindling an old flame. Be sure to dress the part... pay attention to the little details and spoil the object of your affections with your thoughtfulness and creativity.
*courtsey of msn.com.au*
Ok First of all. what was Neptune and the Moon doing anyway? why were they conspiring to cast "a dreamy spell" over me today. Well obviously it worked since i'm still half asleep. I like the idea of social gatherings having a glamourous edge, but wasn't that LAST WEEKEND when i went to a party dressed as a beauty queen? *for those of u wonderings...yes i looked damn gorgeous..so did rACHY and Lisa - we kicked beauty queen ass*
Ok, so itz the perfect night for the first date...I don't have a date, and i'm not about to get one in the next 5 minutes.
And duh! state the obvious..."be sure to dress the part" if i was going out, i think i'd wear something other than jeans and tee shirt.
"Little details" ok...well, um...these come in with the annoying questions "will my ass look big in this?" or "should i wear my hair up, or down" or "fishnets or no fishnets..that is the question" BUT then again, if they mean the little details..in other words the minor meaningless details of the date that no one pay any attention to because no one cares! "Spoil" my date? nah uh...itz the other way round, and they should feel special that i agreed to leave my night of pigging/lazing out in front of the tv for them.
"Thoughtfulness and creativity" when ever that comes in.
OK maybe i wouldn't be as negative, if i had a date...or a social life right now.
Oh I hate year 12.
Thursday, August 30, 2001
greetings: HI HO!
mood: like a fizzy drink gone flat....
listen: Show me the money!!! * by the architechs*
work: i got an appointment with the dragon of drama..the Ms. Dana Duncan....ARGHHH!! must learn all my lines..must learn all my lines...
If someone was to buzz me on icq and ask "Sup?" I would reply with "Notta"
cos notta lot goes on around here on the very blue level three of centenury building at mlc.
And my horoscopes for today are confusing me, first it says on one site that ya know..all romance is good blah blah..and on another site itz telling me completely weird shit like, i'm confused. WELL DUH! I AM NOW AFTER READING THAT SHIT!
How cool is that 5ive song? dude..itz got me dancing round in my chair. And that "They might be giants" i luv them, they kick ass.
Fuck...how sore are my shoulders! i did Yoga yesterday and i felt so relaxed and stretched from it. And now, like my upper arms slightly hurt. No biggie though, i mean, i'd think the whole strap thing they do would hurt more the day after...lol...for those of u who don't know the strap thing, um...don't worry.
I had a conversation on the phone last night (yay) and i was talking with my good friend lisa. It really made me think, not of anything HUGELY important, but it made me think. which is always a good thing, making me think. LOL
yes i'm gonna go now, i have more important things to do ...like talk with rach..then learn my lines. LOL
*cyas*
luv eves
mood: like a fizzy drink gone flat....
listen: Show me the money!!! * by the architechs*
work: i got an appointment with the dragon of drama..the Ms. Dana Duncan....ARGHHH!! must learn all my lines..must learn all my lines...
If someone was to buzz me on icq and ask "Sup?" I would reply with "Notta"
cos notta lot goes on around here on the very blue level three of centenury building at mlc.
And my horoscopes for today are confusing me, first it says on one site that ya know..all romance is good blah blah..and on another site itz telling me completely weird shit like, i'm confused. WELL DUH! I AM NOW AFTER READING THAT SHIT!
How cool is that 5ive song? dude..itz got me dancing round in my chair. And that "They might be giants" i luv them, they kick ass.
Fuck...how sore are my shoulders! i did Yoga yesterday and i felt so relaxed and stretched from it. And now, like my upper arms slightly hurt. No biggie though, i mean, i'd think the whole strap thing they do would hurt more the day after...lol...for those of u who don't know the strap thing, um...don't worry.
I had a conversation on the phone last night (yay) and i was talking with my good friend lisa. It really made me think, not of anything HUGELY important, but it made me think. which is always a good thing, making me think. LOL
yes i'm gonna go now, i have more important things to do ...like talk with rach..then learn my lines. LOL
*cyas*
luv eves
Tuesday, August 28, 2001
*Try again*
- if at first u don't succed, pick your self up and try again -
I'm sure everyone has heard of the shocking plane crash involving r&b queen Aaliyah.
All our thoughts are prayers are with her and the other 8 people involved in the crash. As unfortunate as it was, we must always remember the good, Aaliyah for her music and acting talents, and the other people involved in the accident will be remembered for their contributions, etc.
As for me, i'm still getting over the shock. I am a fan of aaliyah's music, but i'm not the biggest. But i can tell her death has hit the music industry and fans hard. Fans on the net are in shock, upset that they've lost their r&b songtress. Aaliyah's music and personality has had a lasting affect on people, and will always be remembered for that.
I know that i was affected by her death, who wasn't? it was huge news, distressing and upsetting as it was, everyone i've spoken to has been shocked by the accident.
Today i decided that i'm only going to listen to Aaliyah's music, so i pulled out her first album, the two singles from it and the "try again" and "we need a resolution" singles, which i am currently listening to here in my vet music class.
So that's my kind of tribute to her, and my whole web page has gone black.
i was gonna keep this short, because Lisa is intimidated by reading long paragraphs. LOL
no matter what happens, keep smiling people :)
***luv eves***
- if at first u don't succed, pick your self up and try again -
I'm sure everyone has heard of the shocking plane crash involving r&b queen Aaliyah.
All our thoughts are prayers are with her and the other 8 people involved in the crash. As unfortunate as it was, we must always remember the good, Aaliyah for her music and acting talents, and the other people involved in the accident will be remembered for their contributions, etc.
As for me, i'm still getting over the shock. I am a fan of aaliyah's music, but i'm not the biggest. But i can tell her death has hit the music industry and fans hard. Fans on the net are in shock, upset that they've lost their r&b songtress. Aaliyah's music and personality has had a lasting affect on people, and will always be remembered for that.
I know that i was affected by her death, who wasn't? it was huge news, distressing and upsetting as it was, everyone i've spoken to has been shocked by the accident.
Today i decided that i'm only going to listen to Aaliyah's music, so i pulled out her first album, the two singles from it and the "try again" and "we need a resolution" singles, which i am currently listening to here in my vet music class.
So that's my kind of tribute to her, and my whole web page has gone black.
i was gonna keep this short, because Lisa is intimidated by reading long paragraphs. LOL
no matter what happens, keep smiling people :)
***luv eves***
Monday, August 27, 2001
*i only just turned 15
i'm filled with hopes and dreams
i turn the radio on
and i hear the strangest song
I'm afraid of britney spears and christina Aguliera
Backstreet boys and n'sync
i don't know what to think *
*"I'm afraid of britney spears" - by Live on release*
Hey dudes...i'm having second thoughts about the name of this blog.
Spill or not spill. I'm thinking itz more along the lines of, like "adolcent fantasies" or "troubled teen"
or "My so called life" or something like "m&m's", "annoyance" or maybe "angry teen"
I dunno..they kinda all suck.
Hang on "Evelyn's guide to self-indulgence"
i just thought of that one...cos..i'm eating nutella...straight from the jar....yummmm....
i finally saw the movie "she's all that" last nite...i went to the video shop on a mission...and i rented it out. And itz one of those early teen movies...early i mean as in..after clueless by b4 american pie.
rachel leigh cook is the coolest actress...her and anna paquin..But of course, no one kicks more ass than christina ricci. but she's not in this movie...so ANYHOO...
But it was an interesting movie..i mean, the storyline wasn't orginial, the characters were your average sterotypical trendies and jocks, but i did like the way th film was made, production wise. AND the scene transitions kicked ass.
i also rented out "drowning mona" which is a very cool film. see i've wanted to see drowning mona for awhile, cos when it was at th movies, i wanted to see it but my friends wanted to see urban ledgends: final cut..which pretty much sucked.
ok..i'm gonna go watch "she's all that" again and eat something more fattening than nutella. Cya all later.
*eves*
oh yeah..and saturday night rocked...
i'm filled with hopes and dreams
i turn the radio on
and i hear the strangest song
I'm afraid of britney spears and christina Aguliera
Backstreet boys and n'sync
i don't know what to think *
*"I'm afraid of britney spears" - by Live on release*
Hey dudes...i'm having second thoughts about the name of this blog.
Spill or not spill. I'm thinking itz more along the lines of, like "adolcent fantasies" or "troubled teen"
or "My so called life" or something like "m&m's", "annoyance" or maybe "angry teen"
I dunno..they kinda all suck.
Hang on "Evelyn's guide to self-indulgence"
i just thought of that one...cos..i'm eating nutella...straight from the jar....yummmm....
i finally saw the movie "she's all that" last nite...i went to the video shop on a mission...and i rented it out. And itz one of those early teen movies...early i mean as in..after clueless by b4 american pie.
rachel leigh cook is the coolest actress...her and anna paquin..But of course, no one kicks more ass than christina ricci. but she's not in this movie...so ANYHOO...
But it was an interesting movie..i mean, the storyline wasn't orginial, the characters were your average sterotypical trendies and jocks, but i did like the way th film was made, production wise. AND the scene transitions kicked ass.
i also rented out "drowning mona" which is a very cool film. see i've wanted to see drowning mona for awhile, cos when it was at th movies, i wanted to see it but my friends wanted to see urban ledgends: final cut..which pretty much sucked.
ok..i'm gonna go watch "she's all that" again and eat something more fattening than nutella. Cya all later.
*eves*
oh yeah..and saturday night rocked...
Saturday, August 25, 2001
you know..i think i'm pretty dumb...
i could have just edited the post instead of posting another one with the correct link. duh ev...*slaps head*
Well aloha to people reading this. I know a few ppl bother, which is nice.
*waves to people reading this*
I've made 31 cents now on mp3.com...thank u to who ever is listening or downloading the songs! much appreciate it!
*BIG HUG AND KISS FOR EVERY DOWNLOAD*
cos ur making me money! lol hehe...anyhoo.
i gotta get ready soon...going to a party...one of those masquerade parties..where everyone has a mask..so i made one about an hour ago. I tell ya, itz so hard to find masks these days! i went to lincraft and all they had were..plain or ones covered in feathers...and i don't wanna go looking like a chicken...so i got a plain one..i just made it pretty. i had diamantes sticking all to my hands..i hate craft glue or PVA..cos it sticks..and peels off...eewww.
OMG! i thought i lost this blog for a second. Thank god for the god old trust EDIT button.
Making good use of it now...
dudes.. at the moe..i was listening to Michelle Branch...HOW GOOD IS SHE! omg.
And Hanson's Wake-up.
Now here i would like to apologise for one of my earliest blogs...like..one of the first 4 blogs.
I was talking about hanson...that won't happen again. sorry.
AND my low..when i was all sad and depressed over a male...That won't happen again either..cos itz pathetic and i acted immature and st00pid..only thinking of myself. of course. i guess i shouldn't use this blog to express my sadness...cos it makes other ppl sad (eg. Bec) and i dun want any guilt feelings...so itz all gonna stay good now.
HI BEC! sorry..i used u as an example up there...lol
WELL I'M GONNA GET OUT OF HERE..and get ready for the party...
*note: if u have any comments, suggestions for a chat topic, want my opinion on something, etc...Just click on the link up above, Yeah..the one that says CONTACT...that's it. the lil plus sign won't take u anywhere...and if that doesnt work..just find me at evesygal@yahoo.com THANKS *MUAH!*
LUV EVES
i could have just edited the post instead of posting another one with the correct link. duh ev...*slaps head*
Well aloha to people reading this. I know a few ppl bother, which is nice.
*waves to people reading this*
I've made 31 cents now on mp3.com...thank u to who ever is listening or downloading the songs! much appreciate it!
*BIG HUG AND KISS FOR EVERY DOWNLOAD*
cos ur making me money! lol hehe...anyhoo.
i gotta get ready soon...going to a party...one of those masquerade parties..where everyone has a mask..so i made one about an hour ago. I tell ya, itz so hard to find masks these days! i went to lincraft and all they had were..plain or ones covered in feathers...and i don't wanna go looking like a chicken...so i got a plain one..i just made it pretty. i had diamantes sticking all to my hands..i hate craft glue or PVA..cos it sticks..and peels off...eewww.
OMG! i thought i lost this blog for a second. Thank god for the god old trust EDIT button.
Making good use of it now...
dudes.. at the moe..i was listening to Michelle Branch...HOW GOOD IS SHE! omg.
And Hanson's Wake-up.
Now here i would like to apologise for one of my earliest blogs...like..one of the first 4 blogs.
I was talking about hanson...that won't happen again. sorry.
AND my low..when i was all sad and depressed over a male...That won't happen again either..cos itz pathetic and i acted immature and st00pid..only thinking of myself. of course. i guess i shouldn't use this blog to express my sadness...cos it makes other ppl sad (eg. Bec) and i dun want any guilt feelings...so itz all gonna stay good now.
HI BEC! sorry..i used u as an example up there...lol
WELL I'M GONNA GET OUT OF HERE..and get ready for the party...
*note: if u have any comments, suggestions for a chat topic, want my opinion on something, etc...Just click on the link up above, Yeah..the one that says CONTACT...that's it. the lil plus sign won't take u anywhere...and if that doesnt work..just find me at evesygal@yahoo.com THANKS *MUAH!*
LUV EVES
Friday, August 24, 2001
OMG...all that and the link DIDN'T work!!!
ok here it is TWICE:
www.mp3.com/studio_414
AND www.mp3.com/studio_414
righty-o!
have fun over the weekend kids...remember...SEAT BELTS.
ok here it is TWICE:
www.mp3.com/studio_414
AND www.mp3.com/studio_414
righty-o!
have fun over the weekend kids...remember...SEAT BELTS.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOGGER!
YAY!
Hey everyone....today is a grand day in the land of evil ev...
I have a huge annoucement to make:
STUDIO 414 IS FINALLY HERE!!!!
go click on the link...listen and love it kids! Lots of music..and more to come, so itz gonna rock!
AND itz only been up officially since yesterday..which was thursday..And already we've made 6 CENTS!! WOOHOOO!!!
now that's a cause for celebration!
yay..i've made 6 cents...actually 3 cents...i'm gonna have to split it.
Did you all love rach's lil blog on spill? it was very entertaining *applause for rach*
hopefully..maybe i'll make it a regular thing, get the others to do a lil blog. hehe..
we'll i'm gonna go waste some more time on something else, blog wit ya later.
Damn i'm in a good mood! hope it lasts for the rest of the day...i just hope i don't fall asleep in business management again, i swear ms. sullivan has evil eyes for me now. After that humiliation last class...lets just say...when i sleep..i don't normally like to attract attention to myself...
well kids, don't stop movin'
*eves*
YAY!
Hey everyone....today is a grand day in the land of evil ev...
I have a huge annoucement to make:
STUDIO 414 IS FINALLY HERE!!!!
go click on the link...listen and love it kids! Lots of music..and more to come, so itz gonna rock!
AND itz only been up officially since yesterday..which was thursday..And already we've made 6 CENTS!! WOOHOOO!!!
now that's a cause for celebration!
yay..i've made 6 cents...actually 3 cents...i'm gonna have to split it.
Did you all love rach's lil blog on spill? it was very entertaining *applause for rach*
hopefully..maybe i'll make it a regular thing, get the others to do a lil blog. hehe..
we'll i'm gonna go waste some more time on something else, blog wit ya later.
Damn i'm in a good mood! hope it lasts for the rest of the day...i just hope i don't fall asleep in business management again, i swear ms. sullivan has evil eyes for me now. After that humiliation last class...lets just say...when i sleep..i don't normally like to attract attention to myself...
well kids, don't stop movin'
*eves*
Wednesday, August 22, 2001
I HATE LAPTOPS TOO....
hehe...well im not going to write a full-fledged essay on the problems and stuff that they cause...
BUT....yea....every mlc-ish person knows how fucking annoying they can be....what is wrong with pen and paper??
worked for ppl for millions of years...hehe :) egyptians and so forth....is that counted? seeing as its kinda cave-wall not paper...
NEwayz!!!!
*BIG HUGZ to you too sweets....no...i can do better....*BIG CUDDLY BEAR HUGZ AND A MWAH* hehe.. :) luv ya sweetz...
If amy is out there....
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :) and thanx heapz...i'll be back to myself soon....i hope...
Get happy ppl...
SEEYA! *RACH*..... :)
hehe...well im not going to write a full-fledged essay on the problems and stuff that they cause...
BUT....yea....every mlc-ish person knows how fucking annoying they can be....what is wrong with pen and paper??
worked for ppl for millions of years...hehe :) egyptians and so forth....is that counted? seeing as its kinda cave-wall not paper...
NEwayz!!!!
*BIG HUGZ to you too sweets....no...i can do better....*BIG CUDDLY BEAR HUGZ AND A MWAH* hehe.. :) luv ya sweetz...
If amy is out there....
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :) and thanx heapz...i'll be back to myself soon....i hope...
Get happy ppl...
SEEYA! *RACH*..... :)
Today's introduction: I HATE LAPTOPS!!!
OK...this NEC is a piece of shit...Note to ppl out there...DON'T BUY NEC COMPUTERS...their pieces of shit!
You have been warned.
Where: I'm at school- wednesday lunchtime...
mood: i feel sick....blaaaa....
listen: Bardot - kick ass and N'sync POP - but the remix of it....ahhh
Site: blogger
Bad: I still have one more class left today
good: Itz an early DAY! woohoo!!!
extra goodness: GO TO mp3.com/studio_414 and listen to the ONE track up there. ITZ MINE! AND ITZ VERY COOL.
thanku very much
muchos gracias...(my poor attempt at spanish....i suck..maybe cos i don't do spanish..i only have this lil phrase book for lots of entertainment on bus rides with david)
Ok, well lisa told me to keep this short. So i guess the shorter the better...for lisa. Because she told me that long chunks of writing scares the shit out of her (not her exact words,i just fixed em)
Rach is here now...she's still sick...aww *BIG BIG BIG HUGZ* everyone...send ur love to rachy wachy! :) !!!
ok..well i suddenly cant be stuffed writing anything else...just cos......
rach just told me i was" awwww...your so cute"
awww.....
i think i'm gonna go.....do something.
MAKE SURE YA 'ALL GO TO MY MP3.COM WEBSITE....MP3.COM/STUDIO_414 !!!!!!
LUVVVVVVV eves***
OK...this NEC is a piece of shit...Note to ppl out there...DON'T BUY NEC COMPUTERS...their pieces of shit!
You have been warned.
Where: I'm at school- wednesday lunchtime...
mood: i feel sick....blaaaa....
listen: Bardot - kick ass and N'sync POP - but the remix of it....ahhh
Site: blogger
Bad: I still have one more class left today
good: Itz an early DAY! woohoo!!!
extra goodness: GO TO mp3.com/studio_414 and listen to the ONE track up there. ITZ MINE! AND ITZ VERY COOL.
thanku very much
muchos gracias...(my poor attempt at spanish....i suck..maybe cos i don't do spanish..i only have this lil phrase book for lots of entertainment on bus rides with david)
Ok, well lisa told me to keep this short. So i guess the shorter the better...for lisa. Because she told me that long chunks of writing scares the shit out of her (not her exact words,i just fixed em)
Rach is here now...she's still sick...aww *BIG BIG BIG HUGZ* everyone...send ur love to rachy wachy! :) !!!
ok..well i suddenly cant be stuffed writing anything else...just cos......
rach just told me i was" awwww...your so cute"
awww.....
i think i'm gonna go.....do something.
MAKE SURE YA 'ALL GO TO MY MP3.COM WEBSITE....MP3.COM/STUDIO_414 !!!!!!
LUVVVVVVV eves***
Monday, August 20, 2001
Sunday, August 19, 2001
:: I wanted to be like you
i wanted everythingso i tried to be like you
and i got swept away
i didn't know that it was so cold and
you needed someone to show you the way
so i took your hand and we figured out that
when the tide comes i'll take you away
if you want to i can save
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares
i'm sinking slowly
so hurry hold me
your hand is all i have to keep me hanging on
please can you tell me
so i can finally see
where you go when your gone
if you want to i can save you
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares
all you wanted some body who cares
if you need me you know i'll be there
if you want to I can save
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me so i can finally see
where you go when your gone ::
::All You Wanted - by Michelle Branch::
Hey ppl, if anyone is bothering to read this. I hope someone is. otherwise itz just a waste of my time.
I am on a major low. I was at this lil gathering/party last nite. And i didn't go wit rach...itz the kinda thing i would go with rach...cos of the ppl there. And everyone at this lil party was very very cool. But i went from nervous...to a plain bored/depressed low for no reason at all. I sure as hell wasn't any life of the party last nite. I had no life...i was like...lifeless.
And i'm all depressed and sad and lonely...i guess i could say for no reason at all...cos u know how been a teenager is like. One day you love life, and the next your cursing it for being so bloody depressing.
Ok, maybe i do have a reason for being on a tiny lil low. Itz not biggie...just nothing i'm gonna write here in case certain ppl read it.
or if a certain person reads it..which i doubt they will..anyway. But i've decided that i'm not gonna wait for shit to happen.
I hate it when, a few weeks ago i was really..i dunno...u could say..Satisfied with life, i was happy. And now i feel..just weird. I dunno...(i dunno about alot of things today..lol)
i guess its dumb and stoopid just sitting around, letting everything just turn bad. Its my fault though, for not doing anything.
I think i've hit a boring patch in my life. Nothing seems to entertain me. And i mean that.
I'm bored with the internet...i'm bored with computer games...and my favourite Spider solitaire. I'm even getting bored with TV...which almost never happens.
i'm bored with school...i'm just very bored. and i don't know why...lol...maybe itz some weird thing that can be cured with...pills. or simple medication like...a mars bar. Mars bar's cure everything...especially headaches.
oh wellz...i gotta go do some drama h/w (grrr)
cya kids
i wanted everythingso i tried to be like you
and i got swept away
i didn't know that it was so cold and
you needed someone to show you the way
so i took your hand and we figured out that
when the tide comes i'll take you away
if you want to i can save
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares
i'm sinking slowly
so hurry hold me
your hand is all i have to keep me hanging on
please can you tell me
so i can finally see
where you go when your gone
if you want to i can save you
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares
all you wanted some body who cares
if you need me you know i'll be there
if you want to I can save
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me so i can finally see
where you go when your gone ::
::All You Wanted - by Michelle Branch::
Hey ppl, if anyone is bothering to read this. I hope someone is. otherwise itz just a waste of my time.
I am on a major low. I was at this lil gathering/party last nite. And i didn't go wit rach...itz the kinda thing i would go with rach...cos of the ppl there. And everyone at this lil party was very very cool. But i went from nervous...to a plain bored/depressed low for no reason at all. I sure as hell wasn't any life of the party last nite. I had no life...i was like...lifeless.
And i'm all depressed and sad and lonely...i guess i could say for no reason at all...cos u know how been a teenager is like. One day you love life, and the next your cursing it for being so bloody depressing.
Ok, maybe i do have a reason for being on a tiny lil low. Itz not biggie...just nothing i'm gonna write here in case certain ppl read it.
or if a certain person reads it..which i doubt they will..anyway. But i've decided that i'm not gonna wait for shit to happen.
I hate it when, a few weeks ago i was really..i dunno...u could say..Satisfied with life, i was happy. And now i feel..just weird. I dunno...(i dunno about alot of things today..lol)
i guess its dumb and stoopid just sitting around, letting everything just turn bad. Its my fault though, for not doing anything.
I think i've hit a boring patch in my life. Nothing seems to entertain me. And i mean that.
I'm bored with the internet...i'm bored with computer games...and my favourite Spider solitaire. I'm even getting bored with TV...which almost never happens.
i'm bored with school...i'm just very bored. and i don't know why...lol...maybe itz some weird thing that can be cured with...pills. or simple medication like...a mars bar. Mars bar's cure everything...especially headaches.
oh wellz...i gotta go do some drama h/w (grrr)
cya kids