next time we'll go to reddish

is it cos im cool?

daft punk - around the world
her space holiday - something to do with my hands
brand new - secondary
funeral for a friend - the getaway plan
mxpx - everything sucks (cos all i ever needed was to eat popcorn with you)

and for those who like their music dirrty...

pussycat dolls - don't cha
timbaland & magoo - love 2 love ya
koffee brown - quickie
J-kwon - tipsy
ludacris - stand up

AND the obligatory Amerie song - 1 THING

WELL KIDS - i could post another sad bastard blog about how i'm feeling all down and upset about the shit thats been going down. BUT that would be just too depressing even for me. Despite what i feel now - Im more determined than ever now to be in this band - and if they wanna throw me out of the band they'll have to do it with me kicking and screaming. Cos im not going fucking anywhere.

So last nite was supposed to be the night "we'd be clubbing" ice cube and dmx style - but like it didn't happen. Almost happened. Instead i picked up the girls and we went to the tempy and met up with da boyz. Well that lasted about ten minutes, because the tempy is pretty quite and underconstruction on a thursday night. So we went to the irish pub Flanaggan's down at the donnie hotel. Which I don't mind - and there were more ppl there than at the tempy. The tempy will actually be really cool once it's renovated - but right now its a hole. Literally.
So at Flanagan's morgs got all drunk - lisa drank lemon lime and bitters, and i drank coke. after alittle gambling and Al making only 15 cents on the pokies ..we left for maccas and then I left after that and didn't get home till 1am with the car. Considering my car curfew (my parents care more about the car being out late than me) was at 11 according to my dad and 12.30 according to my mum - neither one of them has said anything about my 1am return. Im alittle miffed that i didn't get my alcamhole - but like i got to see friends and that made me feel 100 times better than any alcoholic high could.

I feel like what im doing isn't worth it anymore - because people who i respected don't respect me enough to tell me to my face what i'm doing wrong. Instead they choose to talk behind my back, make plans to replace me - tell others that my backing vocals aren't working out - that i don't know this, and i won't do this and that. I don't feel like i'm being heard - and i feel like i've just been gutted from the inside out because these people care enough about the band to be good - but don't care enough to tell speak to me. I don't feel like i'm part of the band - because well...im not. I'm just there and do what i'm told. The only one i speak to is james but his attitude of late has been giving me the shits and i have no allies in the band whatsoever. cookie doesn't count cos he's not in the band - he's just always there. But even so, last nite was between me and james and the others could have spoken up - told me to stop being stupid and given me their opinion - but they didn't. and quite clearly it shows that i've got nowhere to go. I want to give this band my full commitment - but i honestly don't know whats going to happen. I've been learning the songs - and i now have to go out and buy some head phones cos none of mine fit into the bass synth. So im waiting for my dad to get back with the car so i can head down to JB or somewhere and get sum. might msg cookie about the keyboard stand. Thinking of borrowing one for the gig - but i might end up having to pick one up this weekend reguardless. Everything costs money, and i have a limited supply. James forgets that i hardly work at myer cos im a casual - he forgets that i can't save, not because i spend it all - but i don't earn enough to save with all my costs of mobile bills, and public transport costs, (which is quite alot even on concession cos i have to travel zones 1,2,3 almost everyday during uni), uni stuff like books, minidiscs for class and cds. He thinks only of what he wants to happen and after last night he gave off the impression that he didn't even want to help me out. I mean where am i gonna find a stand for a a fricken two octave keyboard ..it's a fucking midget of a keyboard..it'll probably fall off the stand when i'm playing it anyway..i'll have to buy some blue tack also...
I don't blame deniz for questioning my commitment to the band - even im not that sure. I know i want to be in it, but everything is so up in the air and with uni...i want to stay in melbourne, heck i'd love to stay in victoria - but the point of my course is to get a job and that could mean moving well away from here. And while the thought scares me, i have to do it - but i'm also excited about it. But i guess i could also be getting ahead of myself - i may not actually get a job at all....but i want to think positive. About all aspects and honestly - if i didn't want to be in the band i wouldn't turn up every week. I just wish they'd ALL talk to me about it...because im sick of hearing everything from james.

I'm feeling alittle under the weather today. You know, its the usual shit for me. Good thing i didn't have that shift at myer today - otherwise i probably would have ended up throwing up on a customer and that would have been very very bad...ah well. customers suck. I'm so over myer and working - i'm so anti-myer is not funny. Honestly its a bad attitude and one that could get my ass kicked if i don't fix it up. I just wish i was anywhere but at myer. and im sick of getting screwed around by them. but they sent my group cert. in the mail so i can do my tax now.

My family is expecting a Japanese student this coming Thursday. So that shall be exciting - and awkward. oH FUCK. I was supposed to go to a 21st tonite! WHOOPS. just remembered that exact second ago. hmm oh well. I'm reading white ninja right now...very funny. I saw star wars with lisa last nite - that was fun. we scared the ticket girl at the cinema. haha...memories.
and im downloading ep 7 of family guy season 4, which is turning out to be pretty good so far. If you haven't seen the puking scene - i suggest you all watch it now. Also i've been listening to some new music, mostly all the cds cookie lent me...
The bravery, nine inch nails, finch...yeah its all fucking good.

And my most favourite cd - Her Space Holiday "the young machines" ...one of the best records i've ever heard, its like happy emo electronica. its sweet as and i was told that missing link was getting more of HSH's records in so im gonna go visit and pick up whatever they've got and the anadivine records which i've wanted for awhile now.

anyway im gonna read sum more of the new harry potter book while i wait for episode 7 to finish downloading....

I want to hurt something - I want to strangle my father and take a knife and thrust it into the back of his bald head. I want blood. Because someone FUCKED UP - and ruined my night. yes. that's what my murderous rage is all about. Let me tell you what has happened so far tonight that has made me uncontrollably angry.
Firstly, the plan was to see star wars and go out for dinner with lis + carlos and co. Well, after waiting half an hour and realising that no one was coming home with a car on time - i decided that i would bus to the restraunt instead. So just before ten to 7, I made my way down to the little bus stop near my house. Figuring that if i was early - i would get the bus at 7 then get to blackburn rd just b4 7.30. Well...no bus turned up and at 7.25 i made my way back home to beg my father for the use of the saab. After finally getting in the car and driving down the drive way, I realised I had no P plates on the car. After turning the backseat, front seat and the glove compartment apart - i also realised that the plates were not in this car. Oh no, after storming my way back to up the drive way and into the house and asking my dear sister if she knew of the whereabouts of the p'plates, she promptly told me that she saw two sets of P'plates in the honda.... OKAY now this is where i got fucking angry. WHAT THE FUCK ARE TWO SETS OF P PLATES DOING IN THE ONE CAR? I know that I didn't take the plates from the saab and use them in the honda..cos the honda has its own set...so what are they doing in the other car....WELL. MY dad claims ignorance as usual saying "I'm not the one who looks after the P-plates" ...which that means if he sees them still stuck on the car's back window or front, he'll take them off but leave them on the backseat or somewhere that's not in the glove box. Once after one of these times i found a missing P plate hidden between the side of the backseat and the door. SO since Fred would never own up to this time, i figured the only other idiot who uses P plates is my brother. So i left him an angry message on his mobile: "Hi Redmond, it's Evelyn. Did you take the P plates from the saab and put them in the Honda? If you did THEN I FUCKING HATE YOU"
Since he's not actually here to defend himself - i can;t assume it was him. But fuck there are some idiots living under this roof...and i'm sick of it. Physically sick of it. I want to crack someone's skull open, I want to fucking destroy something. I've already screamed alittle, stamped my feet and kicked a door...and my own revenge so far has been eating half of the chocolate pastries...fuck i'm evil. Nah if im really provoked i'll usually go break something or mess something up...i already steal my dad's spare change on a regular basis...DAMNIT
this is supposed to make me feel better but it's not. It's making me worse. FUCK. i even put make up on and now i have to take it off? DAMNit. now mum's home and giving me shit...FUCKING HELL. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK..fucking VCUNT SLUT BITCH WHOREE EEEE FUCKING IDIOTS! fffffffffffffffffffffffffaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!
FUCK OFF

finch - insomniactic meat

How am I not myself?

colours - utada hikaru (live in budokan)
honest mistake - The Bravery
nivea feat youngblood + lil jon - Okay
Brave Captain - All watched over by machines of loving grace
and the i heart huckabees soundtrack

I'm loving the new episodes of Family Guy - can't wait to buy season 4 on dvd,...if i don't download it all first! hahahaa. anyway. yes it seems big pond have put a great big black X next to our name and are now slowing down our broadband. Apparently we've (I've) downloaded too much and despite having unlimited broadband, we've seemed to have reached the limit. So I'm still online -they've just slowed us down alittle...but im still on the Bit torrent...last weeks episode of naruto was cool...but im waiting for the good shit to kick in. But okay - im in the wrong...i did download way too much recently. I went alittle crazy with the Laruku music videos and mp3s...BUT IT WAS WORTH IT. and the hikki making of videos - i now know how utada hikaru made the Traveling music video...and the awesome thing was it was subtitled. SO it was worth it.
Well I'm gonna go drink green tea, eat some buttery pastries and watch tonight's season finale of the o.c - peace out.

Well glumbert.com is one of my favourite destinations - since finding the hilarious dance, white, boy dance video - i've found something else alittle less awkward yet still very amusing. Its got special effects and everything - its Azn eminem!
Also I've found these cute dolls called Dollfies - their fully posable but you can buy different wigs, eyes and clothes for them. very cute - in fact theres one website that has a whole heap dressed as Hyde from L'arc en ciel...its also alittle disturbing cos the Hyde doll is with the Gackt doll - not for those who are homophobic. which is pretty much all my guy friends...just watch the first link. Also for those who like their sprites - Naruto - GO!

anyway. well...Jackie Chan's Kitchen was alright today...went there for lunch with a few of da boyz and lis. A tad expensive, but we did eat alot. well me and lis started b4 the boys got there...they were soo late and damn we were starving. But it was good, except that jackie chan himself wasn't there...nor were there any pictures alluding to the fact that he owns the restraunt. Its just like any other yum cha.
I'm watching the video of Hyde when he met megumi - who is his wife...how odd...meeting ur future wife on television. It was one of those awkward moments - where neither one of them knew what to say or what to do...and everyone else keeps interfering...its certainly amusing when hyde gets a slap upside the head for his poor performance. lol

I got my hair done last night - it took four hours of sitting in a chair with coloured goop on my head - but its done. lol and it looks awesome. But sorry, I don't have a picture so you'll just have to imagine it. But there's red in it. and my nails match my hair...yes i did plan that one. I think sitting at home all day long is making me nutty.
I'll post pictures when i work out how to get the email working on my phone...or if i find the crappy digital camera...and put batteries in it. ANYWAY. last night after i finally got my hair done, cookie picked me up from south yarra at like...8 something and we drove to brunswick street and went to the Evelyn Hotel which was very cool. We saw nevereleven play and i got some cute badges that say "I fancy the guitarist" and "I fancy the singer" ...cookie refused to wear one. BUT so we saw nevereleven and they were good, i think they get better every time i see them - but the band that played after them, In The City, were amazing. they like wiped the floor with nevereleven's butt...oh they were good. We coulda stayed around to see Augustus but since cookie had work the next day we left early and had a wonderful drive home in the fog. and when i say wonderful drive - i actually mean DANGEROUS drive, because we couldn't see a fricken thing. anyway, i can't find any blogskins i like...so this changing and updating of my blog might take alittle longer. But i might change the name of it finally, so we'll see.

I want to post a picture of our new puppy up here - but i'm too stingy to start an email account on my mobile phone - mostly cos i know its gonna cost me more money, and i'm sick of paying those jerks more money. They trapped me into this 79 dollar cap plan + monthly fee and i'm paying like 100 dollars a month. I can't even afford to get my nails done :( haha...who cares. ANYWAY. I have a plan to get my hair done on Thursday night,
then I'm gonna show lisa my hair cos she NEEDS to see it while it still looks good.
BUT this is what I was thinking of : It's of course a picture of the
Lovely KODA KUMI Japanese pop star who offers fantastic "fan service"in each one of her music videos...Not that i go for that kind of thing, i'm more interested in her outfits and CRAZY dance moves than to be tempted by the seductive qualities of an overly attractive jpop star. That and I'm female...So see her hair - That's sort of what I had in mind...the pink and red, i was thinking of also purple at one stage, but might let that one go for now...so that;s kinda what i was thinking, but the only problem is that my hair isn't that straight...so i might have to do alittle rethinking on the cut...Oh well. YEAH i bet you all wanted to know the logistics of my hair and hair cuts...but sadly that's all i have for you today. Yes I'm bored out of my mind...well not totally. It's weird how sometimes you just can't get a person out of your head - anyway time for the obligatory playlist:

Everyday Is Exactly The Same - Nine Inch Nails
Lip Gloss and Black - Atreyu
Juneau - Funeral For A Friend
Secret Letters - HYDE (my new rock god - see www.myspace.com/onlyclouds for more)
You make me want to be a man - UTADA (tom neville remix)


..i just checked the utada forums - 12 replies to my request for the making of the colours video! FUCK...see what happens over night..CRAZY stuff goes on without me!

Just letting you know that there will be a few changes to this blog. I'm just deciding where I want to take it for now. So since Celebrity gossip has become a hobbie of mine - you can thank mr. fucking simon kirby for that one - I've decided that i'll be posting links to sites and stories of interest. And I've been wanting to compile a list of links for awhile..like a blog roll or something. I dunno...i want more linkage i guess. Also I'm looking at podcasting...I think maybe I could start doing that if i can think of a cool idea of a show or something...cos that way I'll be still doing my radio thing but like..online. Any-hoo. Also the layout will change. I've been sick of this layout for about a year now...lol/ but i'm too lazy because of the shoutbox here and i've realised it really serves no purpose so- i think it's gonna go. Comments are easier to look at anyway. Also i'm thinking of putting up a radio blog thing here...well basically once you see it you'll get what I mean..it's kinda like a streaming mp3 player on my blog, but with songs i've uploaded or whatever. I thought that might be nice to have a continually updated music playlist so you can all check out what i'm listening to.

Anyway today's breaking news:

Courtney love is fat

Lindsay Lohan is still going through puberty - and she won't go nakie

Tom Cruise tried to Convert Scarlett Johansson - but that's not why she quit the mission impossible gig...no, it was cos of schedualing conflicts..uh huh. She saw those crazy Scientology creeps and ran the other way...'that's what i'd do if i saw tom cruise.

Lindsay threw a hissy fit of diva porpotions at the Herbie: Fully Loaded Premiere...Apparently she was upset because the song "First" she broke her back making for Disney, didn't appear until the end credits...and no one stays for the end credits except for movie nerds - so no one will ever hear it. Damnit.

Katie Holmes has been dropped from the next Batman film...Well she didn't really do anything in the film anyway - except kiss batman...whoops did i just give away the ending of her career?

A spice girl reunion is on the cards for the next LIVE8 concert in London...BUT Mel B is making it difficult as she's the only one who's stopping the reunion to take place on July 2nd. But she's all for getting back in 2006..for the ten year anniversary...

***I found this link on the immoderation blog and i couldn't resist - Dance, White Boy, Dance
Maybe you kids can learn some new dance moves...hehe.

Speaking of dance moves learn to dance like NAPOLEON DYNAMITE!

The 4 men who were arrested over the 'water-spraying prank' on Tom Cruise at the Premier of War of the Worlds last Sunday were released on bail. The prank was for a UK television show and was supposed to be 'light-hearted' yet turned into very very nasty. Apparently now the pranksters might be charged with assult for the incident.
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POSH HAS BINGO ARMS!? wtf? Posh now think's she's a bit flabby...which is funny because last time I looked she didn't even have arms.
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FAMILY GUY MOVIE? September 27th DVD release - Finally we can get an epic-like episode of STEWIE! woo
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If your like me and waiting in anticipation for the new melbourne international film festival - don't wait...check out the new program of films online now.....i'm buzzing with excitment..and also because AZUMI is out on dvd now..HAHAHA! yeah i know...it was a bad film, but hey i'm still gonna pay my 30 bucks for it.

IN EVELYN news: well i got a copy of three air checks i did at eagle fm in Goulburn. airchecks are just the recorded talk spots i did for the hot 20 weekly show. So if you'd like to hear what Goulburn heard i'll send you some mp3s, just leave me a msg in the comments if u wanna hear..i personally find it hilarious - but im sure you'll all be like..."ev, all you do is giggle"

also I have found a new jpop band to become obsessed with, L'Arc~en~Ciel - their music is pretty good and they've been around in japan since like early 90's...i have the music videos to prove it. lol. but their good...they used to be like weird grunge back in the 90's...they were a bit glam and now they look kinda j-punk but not. bUT ITS so confusing cos every memeber of the band has like several solo projects and there is just SO MUCH music and they've done like 39 music videos...im jusy trying to collect their new ones now...and i downloaded their new album AWAKE which i must say is pretty good. You'd think i'd be bothered by the fact that I can't understand what their singing about, but it doesn't really bother me at all. Hyde, the lead singer is actually extremely good...EXTREMELY good. and he's hot. in fact their all hot. that helps in me liking them more ;)

SO listen with your heart ;)

L'Arc~en~Ciel - New world
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Killing me
Shiina Ringo - Kabukicho no Jouou
Foo Fighters - best of you
Coldplay - X&Y
From Autumn to Ashes - Autumn's Monolgue
Koda Kumi - SHake it

It's the year 2005...and Paris Hilton decides she wants to give up her famous party lifestyle, Tom Cruise wants to marry Katie Holmes - but swears its not a publicity stunt, and Newlyweds is one of the dumbest yet most entertaining shows on televison. Is this what Hollywood has succumbed to? Is this the best news they can give us? I think not..

I'm scared of Tomkat cos - Cruise is the devil
Lindsay Lohan has nothing better to do than do the cruise

this is gross

The queen now has an ipod - which makes me wonder what she might be listening to...perhaps to the sex pistol's ''God save the queen'?

Britney thinks she's got psychic powers - whoops i mean prophetic powers...ah whatever...she probably thinks it all the same thing.

Hilary Duff has big teeth

Does anyone else not get why Jessica Alba was cast as the invisible woman? I mean she's too hot to be not seen and her clothes are more invisible than she is.

Leo got was in stitches after a hilarious hwood party went wrong and a bottle was thrown in his general direction.

Kelly Osbourne Has no Regrets

Okay so Im a bit behind...but give me time and I'll find something new.

Are you listening?

if only - hanson
in my head - Queens of the stone age
maybe - N.E.R.D
Killing me - L' Arc en ciel
Azoura - Shiina Ringo

I've been thinking alot. I've been feeling like crap because of some things a friend said. My relationship is different not because there isn't communication, not because we don't feel the need to talk about sex, sex and sex - just because i won't rush into something with someoneI've just met - doesn't make my relationship anything less than what it is now. It's fantastic now. I think distance does make the heart alittle fonder. I think i've come back from my two weeks refreshed - smarter - i know whats good for me now and what's not - I know where I want to be in 6 months time, I know that that nothing lasts forever, but it could if i wanted it to. If i wanted to stay in the one place, be lil old dependable me...but i can't do that. And I won't become what someone expects of me...i'm sick of assumptions and this and that. I'm sick of other people's ideals when i have my own to stick to. I'm happy where i am now...but forgive me for wanting more. I'm not satisfied anymore with just the ordinary life i've been living now. And I'm sick of people rubbing my face in it ...yeah right so you got to third base with a chick you've only known two months - you say your in love...fuck that. What is love? does anyone really know? I'm angry and pissed for the way a friend is making me feel inferior...like my relationship doesn't matter cos he's found a soul mate...while i'm taking things casually and slow. Im allowed to - i have my reasons...he can go fuck a tree...wait he's already doing that. Giving me shit when he's the shit giver. Fuck him. I don't care anymore. I'm over it. Back to being happy thank you.

I haven't unpacked yet. Im too tired...drove half way home..my legs hurt, my hands hurt. my toes hurt...and i'd rather curl up in bed and cry myself to sleep because i'm still not over anything. and i can't look at that damn puppy without thinking about the pet we lost.


i feel older today. I feel like im still somewhere else...like my body is here but my head is still in Goulburn. and maybe i want it that way. im glad to be back...maybe i'll feel better tomorrow...i need some sleep. I reallly need some sleep. I'll tell you about my day later.

Well you know...not much happening. Just ate food...all i seem to do is eat. I've had macca's three days in a row already and i don't wanna repeat that today. I've already decided that when i get back to melbourne, there are several important things i need to do.
I shall list them here for you to read:

- go to the dentist and cos i think some teeth need pulling!
- go to the beautician cos my eye brows need some shaping - but other than that they look okay.
- call myer and find out when my next shift is
- go to myer and find out why my discount card expired LAST WEEK!
- email jim and orgaise some studio time at swinny
- go out with lisa and have dinner somewhere...we made plans last night...
- go to jackie chan's restaurant @ donnie for yum chaaaaaa mmm...
- get cookie's b'day present (if im lucky i might be getting tickets off a friend for taste of chaos - if not then im fucked haha yeah yeah i bet i know what ur thinking "that would make a fucking beautiful present for cookian )

B4 i leave Goulburn i need to:
-get copies of my ads
- do the mid-dawn compliation(which i should be doing now)
- finish off my cup -o-soups.
- possibly do laundry
- order breakfast at the motel
- order dinner at the motel
- get as much room service as possible cos im not paying for it
- Panel on saturday for the outside broadcast
- Buy bottles of mount franklin water cos Goulburn water tastes like someone shat in it, then pissed in it,then spewed in it, then boiled it, then spat in it.

kanye west - jesus walks
daughterboy jao
don't phunk with my heart - BEP

mmm..maccas...hello kitty toys. awwwweeeesomeee..
i'm at the station still. 25 mins till the hot 20. yep, tonite will be my third night co-hosting. its fun you knowww...i guess cos i just sit there and giggle alot...but its easy. im not freaked out about doing it or anything. im gonna order dinner tonite from the lil restaurant at my motel. mmm..make the radio station PAY! lol. I'll be panelling for the OB on saturday - so i won't be back in melbourne till either saturday night or sunday day. hmm..well i'll try for saturday night you know...my dad is coming up here on the saturday arvo on his way home from thredbo and jindy so he'll be here around 1 or 2...which is good for him. i don't care as long as i get home this weekend sometime. I want to meet our new puppy...yes..my mum went impulse shopping the other day - and came home with a miniature schnauzer last thursday. Apparently its very cute and tiny - but i have to get home b4 my sister officially names it cardigan. hmm. yes she's crazy. AND my sister took my hanson ticket right...NOt even a message or a call saying thank you or telling me about the gig. All i know about it was that "it waz awsum" cos aubrey replied a day later to a message i sent to her. FUCK. anyway. i heard some hanson on barry bissel's countdown...yes barry is still around! lol picked it up off the satellite...which is where certain shows get streamed to stations in case the cds don't make it on time...but this station doesn't do barry, but i listned to a little of it when i was compiling the mid-dawn shift. almost 10 hours of music and sweepers and promos from 8-6am. yep and i threw in a few diff songs...like bloc party..and my chemical romance. They play better music on the night rotation than they do during the day!
haha! rossco was giving me shit on the radio about tonite! he thinks i have no idea about what im doing! how insulting...yet how true! lol...haha
anyway im feeling lonely..maybe i'll give YOU a call.

Crusty Dippin' Chunks

I'll tell you this kiddies - kfc tastes sooooooooooooo good. I've been asked to stay on at the station for saturday.i think its because they'll need some one to do all the dirty work for the outside broadcast. i'm gonna try amd score some free shit...might be a bit late getting a copy of the coldplay album but...damnut. Anyway im having a great time in Goulburn. This weekend i went up to Jindabyne which is past Cooma and about an hour away from Thredbo. It was reeeally nice - and great to see water...cos Goulburn has none. So yeah I met up with a few other Swinny kids, pete, michelle and dave (dave drove me up - he is increidibly nice - in fact one of the nicest most polite people i know). So that was fun, we got alittle smashed - cheap drinks and all that jazz. Cable tv is also good - watching alot of films. SO anyway the weekend was great - also met the old swinny boys who work at snow fm and 2XL - so that was great. they were telling us soooo much, i now know everything - but the bad thing about that nite was that they didn't shut up at all. Chris was just going on and on and on and on so much that i was like falling asleep. We ended up crashing in chell's hotel room - like three of us on her king size bed and pete on the couch. It wasn't until the next day that michelle realised that the couch folded out into a bed lol!

i've found that people in radio love to talk about themselves and give you advice - they LOVE it. don't have to have an ego - but when they find someone else who is radio inclined - like us swinny kids, they just go off. They love us - cos we'll fricken listen. and they lovvvvvvvvvvve that. Well im co-hosting the hot 20 tonite, exciting eh. in 20 mins! arghh!!! i'd better go and get stuff..i dunno lol. shouldn't be too hard, just gotta prepare in my head - ah well..cya kids.

In a studio

playlist:
Amerie - 1 Thing
john ledgend - used 2 love u
foo fighters - best of you


well here i am. its wednesday - so far its been good this trip to lil old goulburn. I'm having a great time - and its so nice getting messages from lisa and calls from cookie and james and everyone. I'm staying in this small hotel - the station is like a 30 minute walk from the hotel and i froze my ass off this morning. I kid you not - it was fucking freezing. But the town seems okay - and i have dodgy cable in my hotel room which makes up for the lack of entertainment in Goulburn. Seriously there is nothing to do in this one horse town - i dun even know if they have a horse here. They have a very large Marino Sheep though...me and dave saw that when we came into town..lol. i would have thought my email would be full by now...but it seems the junkmail filter is keeping most crap at bay...thankgoodness. i bet my yahoo mail is like up to 1000 junkmail messages..god that shit just keeps coming. So who saw Hanson on Rove? I did...lol it was funny...it was like OMG..HANSON IS IN A VAN!

anyway - if anyone wants that ticket to hanson i will give it to you for FREE! FOR FREE! its just one ticket - and seriously its a great offer considering you'll spend a night listening to decent music and being surrounded by chicks. HOT chicks. Girls who don't wear bras with their tank tops! Seriously...its the place to go this Sunday night if you wanna pick up. You'll be able to have ur pick from 16-25 year old ladies...

Anyway - the radio station up here is cool - everyone is awesome...and i mean AWESOME. also im learning heaps and its great chatting with Ross - cos he's from swinburn too so he knows what im all about and what i can do while blair the PD is like "i dunno what u can do" ..he's like only 22 and a PD! its craaazy. but yeah i'm enjoying it here...i might get KFC tonite...and destroy my body with its toxins. yeah sounds like a fricken plan. BTW this blog will be posted on my space also. can't be fucked writing two diff blogs...OKay well i'm gonna go do something productive for the next two hours and then leave. CYA kiddiessssss...*MUAH*

btw - we have like advanced copies of the coldplay record...how fucking cool is that..mind you all the copies are fucked- the cases are broken and shit. but ah well. and next week i might be co-hosting the hot 20 with Ross ...yay! how cool...im doing vox overs and making ads and shit..its great. Anyway. I mean it this time. Im gone *MUAH*

Well i'm gonna miss this. Our little conversations...its becoming a regular thing. I talk, you listen and never respond. You remind me of a dog...always obedient, always listening out - but never able to tell me how much you love (or hate) me back. But you know what - I'm leaving you. Yes, you. I'm leaving tomorrow morning at 5am and i won't be coming back till the 11th of June. Yes you'll be able to contact me still - email and mobile calls still apply. I'll just be away from you all for two weeks, on my own, trying to survive on what little money I have left after paying my phone bill and going crazy shopping. But here's a tip - Myer stocktake sale this Monday, they've already started marking down stock - get in now and you could grab some items b4 the sale officially starts ;) hahaha...everyone misses me at miss shop, you know why...cos i actually did work while i was there haha. Well Goulburn isn't that far away - i'll still be nearish...just a few hours away by car...tomorrow will be an interesting day I think. We'll see if Dave still likes me after spending 8 hours in a car with me. lol. If i can blog I'll keep you all posted with my radio doings up there...im just burning cds now and waiting for naruto movie to download..probably won't be done unless i leave the comp on. I could sleep in here tonite...its so nice and warm. OKAY i'd better get offline and get some sleep....see you when i get back!

songs:
utada hikaru - deep river
koda kumi - shake it (OHMYGAWD ...if you do one thing b4 u die, it should be watching this video)
kelly clarkson - behind hazel eyes