updated


new layout...well not really new. Just for this blog which has been the same for what..two years now. while my last layout was nice, it was just shitting me to tears. so no more of that. here's the new one. still has a tagboard, and its basic and pink. i was gonna use a layout i found at blogskins which is based on artwork from the exploding dog website...it was cute but a few things annoyed me about it - so i thought fuck it..just go with a blogger template.

its official, i am leaving on the 30th of January at 8.30 in the morning...im flying up to Newcastle and then my PD (my boss) is picking me up and we'll go straight to Muswellbrook from there. Im not quite with it all yet...it feels surreal...but oh well, it'll be real enough once im on the plane.

cold tea

john tedja deat carl a. finlow - alone with you
utada hikaru - passion ~*after the battle*~
my chemical romance - helena
cut copy - future
l'arc en ciel - all year round and falling in love

WELL

I got a job. again it's all happening so quickly but at least i have time to prepare myself for it, unlike the Goulburn job where i just packed up quickly and left within a week. This time i won't be leaving I think till the 30th so thats good. gives me time to work stuff out.

So i'm leaving the band nancythompson...which is killing me to do. honestly...i have to take this job because in the long run i think it'll be the best thing for me. and while i love being in the band and wish i could do more and play more gigs...i have to take this job. I've landed this job so quickly...it was unexpected but hey, thats radio. So I'm moving to NSW to Muswellbrook...which is about an hour and a half from Newcastle...and apparently its really hot up there at the momement. But im excited about it. My own hot 30 show...i'll be doing production stuff...its exciting. the move will be hard but u know..if it works out it'll be worth it. If it doesn't then i'll come back. I might start blogging more often again...and i think it'll change the layout to something simpler...its been the same for awhile.

and i said hey!

spice of life - beck mongolian chop squad
one way ticket to hell - the darkness
hit in the USA - beat crusaders
better version of me - fiona apple
hung up - maddonna

I think i don't need some things anymore. I was once dependent on others to provide me with their creativity and thoughts...and now i don't feel the need to satisfy that fantastical urge anymore. I don't feel like anything is missing from my life..i just feel content. no, i actually feel better than content. nothings perfect - i hate my job, i hate the unnerving reality that awaits me. i need to get my arse into gear now. but there are some things that i feel will be harder to leave behind. i'm putting certain things off, but oh well. if i was to stay i suppose i'd still be happy.

I'm sorry.
I've been neglecting you.
I didn't mean to. It just happened. myspace has taken over. I've writen 45 posts there since i started. And people actually read it! wow. not alot...but more than this one.

Well Stevo just got the Job in Ballarat today. They called him this morning - so he'll be moving up there in two weeks time. YAY. sleep overs at Stevo's place. It'll be like when he and petey came to visit me in Goulburn. I almost wish I had stayed in Goulburn. I wish I had that job. I could do production. I feel like I am holding out for jobs up there at Eagle to open up. But I shouldn't do that. There are so many more opportunities, I might end up pigeonholing myself at Goulburn. and its 8 hours away from home. I might aswell just go to the other side of Australia for a job...no point staying in Victoria. I have the rest of Australia to see. Radio is such a hard industry to bust into. I've already been in it for 5 weeks...and im back here dealing with the reality of uni and band...Im gonna play more than one gig in this band even if it kills me. I don't want to leave the band..but i know its not going anywhere...but our music is good and people need to hear it. Even if its only a few people. gig this friday 18th nov at the CUE BAR on brunswick street...be there or I kill you

in my head:
jessica simpson - these boots are made for walking (don't ask, its been in my head since this morning)
i'm feeling you- santana feat michelle branch
can i have it like that - pharrell feat gwen stefani
do you do you want to? - franz ferdinand (or whatever its called, fucking love it)
Rob Thomas - ever the same
Two More Years - Bloc Party

Albums: Bloc Party Silent Alarm & 30 seconds to mars

Well this is my last week in Goulburn, i've updated the myspace.com/onlyclouds blog more regularly than this one. I'll be back in Melbourne sometime this weekend, i haven't decided yet. Depends on how cookie and I feel...we're just gonna play it by ear and one extra night in Goulburn thanks to 2GN won't be such a bad thing. But I'm dying to come home and just hang in melb and go to uni...but everyone seems to be leaving. There will be none of us left!! But I'll be able to finish all my work in melb..haven't done much here at all...naughty me. I've been busy with other stuff. Well my schedual for this week is fairly good - taxi ride interview and acoustic gig this thursday arvo. I'll be handling that and recording it and such. I need to stop eating chocolate. I've eaten more m&m's in these last four weeks than i've ever eaten in my whole life. And i've decided that I won't eat KFC this week. anyway..got stuff to do! i'm outtie!

*muah*

listen:
nickleback - photograph
her space holiday - japanese gum
the postal service - such great heights
end of fashion - she's love
drag - You and I

Well I just did an interview with Darren Middleton from band Drag and Powderfinger. It went okay. Interviews are actually very hard...it wasn't one of my finest moments. especially since i ran out of shit to ask and say. So right now i can't wait to interview taxi ride...woo hoo. that was sarcasm btw. My interviewing skills at the moe suck...well i've never had to interview musicians before! I interview nerds and businessy people...not musicians. The only musician i've ever interviewed has been James and he sucks. He's the only person I've ever interviewed who becomes shy when he knows he's being recorded....oh well there was that nerd guy - but he had never ever had two females ...or even one..in his room before. James is odd like that - he'll be all talkative and this and that and then you put a mic in front of him and he clams up. Which is funny cos he reckons he's the frontman of our band - yet if he ever had to do an interview he'd fuck it up. ahh well...thats what media training is for.

anyway - i'm looking for -----------FUCK-----------------forgot the news....station went off air for like ten seconds. and i put the wrong playlist on. double fuck. ah well. crisis over....until next time.

the beautiful girls - let's take the long way home
the used - i caught fire
jimmy eat world - futures

myspace is fucked. So i'm writing here lol. I've got to be on air soon on eagle. Doing the hot 20 tally room thanks to tully park tavern. 48 triple2 93 5 is the number i have memorised. if people feel like it they can call up and bother to vote or request a song. hmm...things are busy here in goulburn. Im staying up here one extra week. I spoke with Rossco today - he misses eagle and his hot 20. I told him that i'd swap shifts with him lol...i'd do mornings in jindy and he can do hot 20 here. lol. Im getting into the hot 20 more now, it's good. I had fun last night and i usually do. But something isn't right for me. Im fully planning on coming back to melbourne after my 5 weeks are over here. I want to do all that uni work - do my production and write those essays and do interviews. I want to play a few gigs with the band - but things are moving out of my control now. Things are moving quicker than i'd like them to. Its funny how im back here again though - after all this time - its odd how things work out...and its even more odd that things happen when you least expect them to. Half of what has happened this year I would never have ever expected - i mean its not every day when all your career dreams come true - its not every day that you fall for someone - its not every day that life seems to just work out. BUT the problem here is that I'm not happy about staying for an extra week. I am trying to look on the positive side of things, like interviewing taxi ride the band and doing lots of stuff...but honestly even i can tell when something isn't right and i've been walking around like an emotional wreck for days now. I should be more excited than this - more enthusiastic than this. But I'm not. I guess if i think about it too much it will do my head in. But i don't think i'll end up staying here for longer than needed. I'd rather work in canberra or somewhere else...a night time music show is my ideal gig. I know music like no body's business - i've always been up on music and charts and videos and artists. i think this is just one small stepping stone to my next gig - whatever happens- happens.

I'm sorry, I've neglected you. I've been posting on myspace all week and not here at all!
check out www.myspace.com/onlyclouds to see what you've missed eh.

Im at the station now its almost 20 past 9am...i have to put some ads on so i'd better get a move on and do that. Then i'll come back. Oh this coke is making me burp.

Well this week has been crazy so far - it all began on Monday when my radio class visited the MCM entertainment studios. That's where they make the syndicated radio shows like Planet Rock, Take 40 Australia and several other shows. In fact Miss Ricki Lee from Australian Idol was there being interviewed by BARRY BISSEL while we were there. And any Aussie who doesn't know who Barry Bissel is needs to be shot on site (eg. Rosie who takes our class for webdesign). He's like one of Australia's radio legends. He is awesome.
Anyway so we were all there waiting for some business cards to put in our contact books when Jim says to us all that eagle fm in Goulburn is looking for someone to replace Rossco the hot 20 host for four weeks while he goes to cooma. Immediately my jaw drops - I was there for two weeks last semester - it was right up my alley because i knew how it worked. Michelle and Fitzy were also interested as we all do the Hot 20 show on 102 the Basement (which you can only listen to if you go to Swinburne Uni in Hawthorn and sit in the foyer of BA building on level 1). And I thought okay, i should make up a demo - i'll do it later.
I turn up on Tuesday for the tutorial and Jim is like - "Evelyn, Blair talked about getting you for the hot 20" and i thought - Holy Shit this is serious, they actually wanted me for it. So Jim is like, Let's call Blair right now.
But we didn't - i freaked and decided I shoudl calm down first and think about what I was gonna say. So about two hours later i made a call spoke with Blair about getting a demo in and then started making one right away.
I pre-recorded a hot 20 shift tuesday night - finished it than decided i would air check it with jim and take the best talk breaks and use that in a demo. The next day i turn up and Jim was like "Some of it is good - you need to stay more focused. Do a few more breaks" So I spent an hour re-doing a few breaks did some hot 20 specific things like the quiz and stuff...and then got jim to listen to it. He liked it alot better - in fact he was extremely happy with it - I put the breaks together, edited the endings and starts then i made it into an mp3 and then ran up stairs from level 6-10 (the lifts were fucked) and got onto a comp and emailed it to blair. Ran back down from level 10-6 (lifts were still fucked) then i got my stuff, left, went to the swinny courtyard tuckshop (IT'S NOT A CAFE) got a roll walked to the train station and went home. When I got home and checked my email I recieved a reply already from Blair asking for my mobile number.
So that's where I am at right now. Last night I was also freaking out about the band - i thought they'd hate me for going away for a month , but they denniz was the first to speak up and say that career comes first. Which i feel better about, and they understand i think..so it went better than expected. I thought i was gonna get this commitment shit again - i think james also did some more truth stretching back then. but oh well - it's james. he's most well known for talking from his rear end ;)
But it'll be good - i'll be able to save money and buy a fricken bass amp cos im sick of spending 12 bucks each week hiring one.

BUT THIS IS NOT DEFINATE. I may not get the job - but i think i have an extremely good chance of getting it. BUT if u do get it - i'd have to leave this weekend. pref sunday.

Playlist:
James Blunt - You're Beautiful
M.I.A - Bucky Done Gone
Kelly Clarkson - Because of you
The Postal Service - Sleeping In
Fiona Apple - Not about love

I almost got blown away today. This weather is craaaazy shit. At Swinburne- between the BA building and the swinburne walk from the station, there is a wind tunnel. It's crazy, like every time I cross through there to get to BA, some part of me gets messed up by the wind. But Today was crazy - like Pete, Liam F and Myself were on our way to Maccas sometime after 4pm for lunch after our Tutorial - and I just remember walking down the stairwell and hearing this strange howling sound. And Pete just opens the door and gets blasted by this crazy wind. Like stepping out into it was dangerous, and people were like being physically pushed along by this wind. I know that I almost knocked into Liam cos it was so strong. It could literally have blown us away to fricken camberwell lol.
And the fricken radio studio was boiling - i swear i was fricken sweating up a storm under my three layers of clothes. I mean I always knew that room was hot - but it was unbelievable today. I just wanted to get out of there and hang outside. I skipped the 2 dollar bag of crap today and went for a not-so-satisfying custard tart. which incidently cost me 2 dollars.

Anyway, my day was almost uneventful. And I learnt stuff in radio today. That was cool. I can beat match now. And I can use news boss - i even showed michelle how to use it..and i only learnt it today. How fucking cool am I?

Okay your right. I'm not very cool at all. I'll keep trying. i'll be become a try-hard. and the no one will like me. Fuck you all.

www.seafm.com.au

just a reminder.

next time we'll go to reddish

is it cos im cool?

daft punk - around the world
her space holiday - something to do with my hands
brand new - secondary
funeral for a friend - the getaway plan
mxpx - everything sucks (cos all i ever needed was to eat popcorn with you)

and for those who like their music dirrty...

pussycat dolls - don't cha
timbaland & magoo - love 2 love ya
koffee brown - quickie
J-kwon - tipsy
ludacris - stand up

AND the obligatory Amerie song - 1 THING

WELL KIDS - i could post another sad bastard blog about how i'm feeling all down and upset about the shit thats been going down. BUT that would be just too depressing even for me. Despite what i feel now - Im more determined than ever now to be in this band - and if they wanna throw me out of the band they'll have to do it with me kicking and screaming. Cos im not going fucking anywhere.

So last nite was supposed to be the night "we'd be clubbing" ice cube and dmx style - but like it didn't happen. Almost happened. Instead i picked up the girls and we went to the tempy and met up with da boyz. Well that lasted about ten minutes, because the tempy is pretty quite and underconstruction on a thursday night. So we went to the irish pub Flanaggan's down at the donnie hotel. Which I don't mind - and there were more ppl there than at the tempy. The tempy will actually be really cool once it's renovated - but right now its a hole. Literally.
So at Flanagan's morgs got all drunk - lisa drank lemon lime and bitters, and i drank coke. after alittle gambling and Al making only 15 cents on the pokies ..we left for maccas and then I left after that and didn't get home till 1am with the car. Considering my car curfew (my parents care more about the car being out late than me) was at 11 according to my dad and 12.30 according to my mum - neither one of them has said anything about my 1am return. Im alittle miffed that i didn't get my alcamhole - but like i got to see friends and that made me feel 100 times better than any alcoholic high could.

I feel like what im doing isn't worth it anymore - because people who i respected don't respect me enough to tell me to my face what i'm doing wrong. Instead they choose to talk behind my back, make plans to replace me - tell others that my backing vocals aren't working out - that i don't know this, and i won't do this and that. I don't feel like i'm being heard - and i feel like i've just been gutted from the inside out because these people care enough about the band to be good - but don't care enough to tell speak to me. I don't feel like i'm part of the band - because well...im not. I'm just there and do what i'm told. The only one i speak to is james but his attitude of late has been giving me the shits and i have no allies in the band whatsoever. cookie doesn't count cos he's not in the band - he's just always there. But even so, last nite was between me and james and the others could have spoken up - told me to stop being stupid and given me their opinion - but they didn't. and quite clearly it shows that i've got nowhere to go. I want to give this band my full commitment - but i honestly don't know whats going to happen. I've been learning the songs - and i now have to go out and buy some head phones cos none of mine fit into the bass synth. So im waiting for my dad to get back with the car so i can head down to JB or somewhere and get sum. might msg cookie about the keyboard stand. Thinking of borrowing one for the gig - but i might end up having to pick one up this weekend reguardless. Everything costs money, and i have a limited supply. James forgets that i hardly work at myer cos im a casual - he forgets that i can't save, not because i spend it all - but i don't earn enough to save with all my costs of mobile bills, and public transport costs, (which is quite alot even on concession cos i have to travel zones 1,2,3 almost everyday during uni), uni stuff like books, minidiscs for class and cds. He thinks only of what he wants to happen and after last night he gave off the impression that he didn't even want to help me out. I mean where am i gonna find a stand for a a fricken two octave keyboard ..it's a fucking midget of a keyboard..it'll probably fall off the stand when i'm playing it anyway..i'll have to buy some blue tack also...
I don't blame deniz for questioning my commitment to the band - even im not that sure. I know i want to be in it, but everything is so up in the air and with uni...i want to stay in melbourne, heck i'd love to stay in victoria - but the point of my course is to get a job and that could mean moving well away from here. And while the thought scares me, i have to do it - but i'm also excited about it. But i guess i could also be getting ahead of myself - i may not actually get a job at all....but i want to think positive. About all aspects and honestly - if i didn't want to be in the band i wouldn't turn up every week. I just wish they'd ALL talk to me about it...because im sick of hearing everything from james.

I'm feeling alittle under the weather today. You know, its the usual shit for me. Good thing i didn't have that shift at myer today - otherwise i probably would have ended up throwing up on a customer and that would have been very very bad...ah well. customers suck. I'm so over myer and working - i'm so anti-myer is not funny. Honestly its a bad attitude and one that could get my ass kicked if i don't fix it up. I just wish i was anywhere but at myer. and im sick of getting screwed around by them. but they sent my group cert. in the mail so i can do my tax now.

My family is expecting a Japanese student this coming Thursday. So that shall be exciting - and awkward. oH FUCK. I was supposed to go to a 21st tonite! WHOOPS. just remembered that exact second ago. hmm oh well. I'm reading white ninja right now...very funny. I saw star wars with lisa last nite - that was fun. we scared the ticket girl at the cinema. haha...memories.
and im downloading ep 7 of family guy season 4, which is turning out to be pretty good so far. If you haven't seen the puking scene - i suggest you all watch it now. Also i've been listening to some new music, mostly all the cds cookie lent me...
The bravery, nine inch nails, finch...yeah its all fucking good.

And my most favourite cd - Her Space Holiday "the young machines" ...one of the best records i've ever heard, its like happy emo electronica. its sweet as and i was told that missing link was getting more of HSH's records in so im gonna go visit and pick up whatever they've got and the anadivine records which i've wanted for awhile now.

anyway im gonna read sum more of the new harry potter book while i wait for episode 7 to finish downloading....

I want to hurt something - I want to strangle my father and take a knife and thrust it into the back of his bald head. I want blood. Because someone FUCKED UP - and ruined my night. yes. that's what my murderous rage is all about. Let me tell you what has happened so far tonight that has made me uncontrollably angry.
Firstly, the plan was to see star wars and go out for dinner with lis + carlos and co. Well, after waiting half an hour and realising that no one was coming home with a car on time - i decided that i would bus to the restraunt instead. So just before ten to 7, I made my way down to the little bus stop near my house. Figuring that if i was early - i would get the bus at 7 then get to blackburn rd just b4 7.30. Well...no bus turned up and at 7.25 i made my way back home to beg my father for the use of the saab. After finally getting in the car and driving down the drive way, I realised I had no P plates on the car. After turning the backseat, front seat and the glove compartment apart - i also realised that the plates were not in this car. Oh no, after storming my way back to up the drive way and into the house and asking my dear sister if she knew of the whereabouts of the p'plates, she promptly told me that she saw two sets of P'plates in the honda.... OKAY now this is where i got fucking angry. WHAT THE FUCK ARE TWO SETS OF P PLATES DOING IN THE ONE CAR? I know that I didn't take the plates from the saab and use them in the honda..cos the honda has its own set...so what are they doing in the other car....WELL. MY dad claims ignorance as usual saying "I'm not the one who looks after the P-plates" ...which that means if he sees them still stuck on the car's back window or front, he'll take them off but leave them on the backseat or somewhere that's not in the glove box. Once after one of these times i found a missing P plate hidden between the side of the backseat and the door. SO since Fred would never own up to this time, i figured the only other idiot who uses P plates is my brother. So i left him an angry message on his mobile: "Hi Redmond, it's Evelyn. Did you take the P plates from the saab and put them in the Honda? If you did THEN I FUCKING HATE YOU"
Since he's not actually here to defend himself - i can;t assume it was him. But fuck there are some idiots living under this roof...and i'm sick of it. Physically sick of it. I want to crack someone's skull open, I want to fucking destroy something. I've already screamed alittle, stamped my feet and kicked a door...and my own revenge so far has been eating half of the chocolate pastries...fuck i'm evil. Nah if im really provoked i'll usually go break something or mess something up...i already steal my dad's spare change on a regular basis...DAMNIT
this is supposed to make me feel better but it's not. It's making me worse. FUCK. i even put make up on and now i have to take it off? DAMNit. now mum's home and giving me shit...FUCKING HELL. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK..fucking VCUNT SLUT BITCH WHOREE EEEE FUCKING IDIOTS! fffffffffffffffffffffffffaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!
FUCK OFF

finch - insomniactic meat

How am I not myself?

colours - utada hikaru (live in budokan)
honest mistake - The Bravery
nivea feat youngblood + lil jon - Okay
Brave Captain - All watched over by machines of loving grace
and the i heart huckabees soundtrack

I'm loving the new episodes of Family Guy - can't wait to buy season 4 on dvd,...if i don't download it all first! hahahaa. anyway. yes it seems big pond have put a great big black X next to our name and are now slowing down our broadband. Apparently we've (I've) downloaded too much and despite having unlimited broadband, we've seemed to have reached the limit. So I'm still online -they've just slowed us down alittle...but im still on the Bit torrent...last weeks episode of naruto was cool...but im waiting for the good shit to kick in. But okay - im in the wrong...i did download way too much recently. I went alittle crazy with the Laruku music videos and mp3s...BUT IT WAS WORTH IT. and the hikki making of videos - i now know how utada hikaru made the Traveling music video...and the awesome thing was it was subtitled. SO it was worth it.
Well I'm gonna go drink green tea, eat some buttery pastries and watch tonight's season finale of the o.c - peace out.

Well glumbert.com is one of my favourite destinations - since finding the hilarious dance, white, boy dance video - i've found something else alittle less awkward yet still very amusing. Its got special effects and everything - its Azn eminem!
Also I've found these cute dolls called Dollfies - their fully posable but you can buy different wigs, eyes and clothes for them. very cute - in fact theres one website that has a whole heap dressed as Hyde from L'arc en ciel...its also alittle disturbing cos the Hyde doll is with the Gackt doll - not for those who are homophobic. which is pretty much all my guy friends...just watch the first link. Also for those who like their sprites - Naruto - GO!

anyway. well...Jackie Chan's Kitchen was alright today...went there for lunch with a few of da boyz and lis. A tad expensive, but we did eat alot. well me and lis started b4 the boys got there...they were soo late and damn we were starving. But it was good, except that jackie chan himself wasn't there...nor were there any pictures alluding to the fact that he owns the restraunt. Its just like any other yum cha.
I'm watching the video of Hyde when he met megumi - who is his wife...how odd...meeting ur future wife on television. It was one of those awkward moments - where neither one of them knew what to say or what to do...and everyone else keeps interfering...its certainly amusing when hyde gets a slap upside the head for his poor performance. lol

I got my hair done last night - it took four hours of sitting in a chair with coloured goop on my head - but its done. lol and it looks awesome. But sorry, I don't have a picture so you'll just have to imagine it. But there's red in it. and my nails match my hair...yes i did plan that one. I think sitting at home all day long is making me nutty.
I'll post pictures when i work out how to get the email working on my phone...or if i find the crappy digital camera...and put batteries in it. ANYWAY. last night after i finally got my hair done, cookie picked me up from south yarra at like...8 something and we drove to brunswick street and went to the Evelyn Hotel which was very cool. We saw nevereleven play and i got some cute badges that say "I fancy the guitarist" and "I fancy the singer" ...cookie refused to wear one. BUT so we saw nevereleven and they were good, i think they get better every time i see them - but the band that played after them, In The City, were amazing. they like wiped the floor with nevereleven's butt...oh they were good. We coulda stayed around to see Augustus but since cookie had work the next day we left early and had a wonderful drive home in the fog. and when i say wonderful drive - i actually mean DANGEROUS drive, because we couldn't see a fricken thing. anyway, i can't find any blogskins i like...so this changing and updating of my blog might take alittle longer. But i might change the name of it finally, so we'll see.

I want to post a picture of our new puppy up here - but i'm too stingy to start an email account on my mobile phone - mostly cos i know its gonna cost me more money, and i'm sick of paying those jerks more money. They trapped me into this 79 dollar cap plan + monthly fee and i'm paying like 100 dollars a month. I can't even afford to get my nails done :( haha...who cares. ANYWAY. I have a plan to get my hair done on Thursday night,
then I'm gonna show lisa my hair cos she NEEDS to see it while it still looks good.
BUT this is what I was thinking of : It's of course a picture of the
Lovely KODA KUMI Japanese pop star who offers fantastic "fan service"in each one of her music videos...Not that i go for that kind of thing, i'm more interested in her outfits and CRAZY dance moves than to be tempted by the seductive qualities of an overly attractive jpop star. That and I'm female...So see her hair - That's sort of what I had in mind...the pink and red, i was thinking of also purple at one stage, but might let that one go for now...so that;s kinda what i was thinking, but the only problem is that my hair isn't that straight...so i might have to do alittle rethinking on the cut...Oh well. YEAH i bet you all wanted to know the logistics of my hair and hair cuts...but sadly that's all i have for you today. Yes I'm bored out of my mind...well not totally. It's weird how sometimes you just can't get a person out of your head - anyway time for the obligatory playlist:

Everyday Is Exactly The Same - Nine Inch Nails
Lip Gloss and Black - Atreyu
Juneau - Funeral For A Friend
Secret Letters - HYDE (my new rock god - see www.myspace.com/onlyclouds for more)
You make me want to be a man - UTADA (tom neville remix)


..i just checked the utada forums - 12 replies to my request for the making of the colours video! FUCK...see what happens over night..CRAZY stuff goes on without me!