Friday, August 31, 2001

I swear i'm gonna shoot this computer. if it fucks up on me one more time, itz going bye byes.
I just wrote like...half a blog, and my computer just screwed up on me. Maybe a good bashing will get it working properly again, but then again, i probably fucked it up by kicking the shit out of it while it was in my school bag.
I've noticed lately that i swear alot, like alot..like more than i usually do. At the moe, i'm fave word seems to be shit. Damn, i've gone back to the basic bad language. Shit was one of my first evil words that i learned while still in primary school. Ah those were the days...
Do you know, that one holiday. i dunno about a year or more ago, while i was wit my family up at our holiday house, my mother met up wit a family that she taught at school who were staying up in Dramana (sorry me can't spell...but itz the nicest beach..) and me and my bro walked around wit the son of the family and a few other peeps, and every time one of his friends swore, he like apologised to us saying that ya know, excuse the bad lang, since ur mom's a teacher u prolly don't swear. my bro and I were like, wtf? i'm a compulsive swearer. That was weird...and i think i'm a bad influence on my parents, cos now they've started swearing, occasional "FUCK OFF U IDIOT" in the car, ya know..road rage. lol. And my mum told me off cos i said "Suck shit" to some guy, and she said it wasn't lady like. Ooooh kay...
ANYhoo!
I've just read my horoscopes...and i thought that a deeper analysis was needed to fully understand it.

Aries Mar 21 - Apr 20
Fri August 31, 2001
Neptune and the Moon cast a dreamy spell over all you do today; social gatherings will have a glamorous edge. This is the perfect night for a first date and an even better night for rekindling an old flame. Be sure to dress the part... pay attention to the little details and spoil the object of your affections with your thoughtfulness and creativity.
*courtsey of msn.com.au*
Ok First of all. what was Neptune and the Moon doing anyway? why were they conspiring to cast "a dreamy spell" over me today. Well obviously it worked since i'm still half asleep. I like the idea of social gatherings having a glamourous edge, but wasn't that LAST WEEKEND when i went to a party dressed as a beauty queen? *for those of u wonderings...yes i looked damn gorgeous..so did rACHY and Lisa - we kicked beauty queen ass*
Ok, so itz the perfect night for the first date...I don't have a date, and i'm not about to get one in the next 5 minutes.
And duh! state the obvious..."be sure to dress the part" if i was going out, i think i'd wear something other than jeans and tee shirt.
"Little details" ok...well, um...these come in with the annoying questions "will my ass look big in this?" or "should i wear my hair up, or down" or "fishnets or no fishnets..that is the question" BUT then again, if they mean the little details..in other words the minor meaningless details of the date that no one pay any attention to because no one cares! "Spoil" my date? nah uh...itz the other way round, and they should feel special that i agreed to leave my night of pigging/lazing out in front of the tv for them.
"Thoughtfulness and creativity" when ever that comes in.
OK maybe i wouldn't be as negative, if i had a date...or a social life right now.

Oh I hate year 12.

Thursday, August 30, 2001

greetings: HI HO!
mood: like a fizzy drink gone flat....
listen: Show me the money!!! * by the architechs*
work: i got an appointment with the dragon of drama..the Ms. Dana Duncan....ARGHHH!! must learn all my lines..must learn all my lines...

If someone was to buzz me on icq and ask "Sup?" I would reply with "Notta"
cos notta lot goes on around here on the very blue level three of centenury building at mlc.
And my horoscopes for today are confusing me, first it says on one site that ya know..all romance is good blah blah..and on another site itz telling me completely weird shit like, i'm confused. WELL DUH! I AM NOW AFTER READING THAT SHIT!

How cool is that 5ive song? dude..itz got me dancing round in my chair. And that "They might be giants" i luv them, they kick ass.
Fuck...how sore are my shoulders! i did Yoga yesterday and i felt so relaxed and stretched from it. And now, like my upper arms slightly hurt. No biggie though, i mean, i'd think the whole strap thing they do would hurt more the day after...lol...for those of u who don't know the strap thing, um...don't worry.
I had a conversation on the phone last night (yay) and i was talking with my good friend lisa. It really made me think, not of anything HUGELY important, but it made me think. which is always a good thing, making me think. LOL

yes i'm gonna go now, i have more important things to do ...like talk with rach..then learn my lines. LOL

*cyas*
luv eves









Tuesday, August 28, 2001

*Try again*
- if at first u don't succed, pick your self up and try again -

I'm sure everyone has heard of the shocking plane crash involving r&b queen Aaliyah.
All our thoughts are prayers are with her and the other 8 people involved in the crash. As unfortunate as it was, we must always remember the good, Aaliyah for her music and acting talents, and the other people involved in the accident will be remembered for their contributions, etc.
As for me, i'm still getting over the shock. I am a fan of aaliyah's music, but i'm not the biggest. But i can tell her death has hit the music industry and fans hard. Fans on the net are in shock, upset that they've lost their r&b songtress. Aaliyah's music and personality has had a lasting affect on people, and will always be remembered for that.
I know that i was affected by her death, who wasn't? it was huge news, distressing and upsetting as it was, everyone i've spoken to has been shocked by the accident.

Today i decided that i'm only going to listen to Aaliyah's music, so i pulled out her first album, the two singles from it and the "try again" and "we need a resolution" singles, which i am currently listening to here in my vet music class.
So that's my kind of tribute to her, and my whole web page has gone black.

i was gonna keep this short, because Lisa is intimidated by reading long paragraphs. LOL
no matter what happens, keep smiling people :)

***luv eves***

Monday, August 27, 2001

*i only just turned 15
i'm filled with hopes and dreams
i turn the radio on
and i hear the strangest song

I'm afraid of britney spears and christina Aguliera
Backstreet boys and n'sync
i don't know what to think *

*"I'm afraid of britney spears" - by Live on release*

Hey dudes...i'm having second thoughts about the name of this blog.
Spill or not spill. I'm thinking itz more along the lines of, like "adolcent fantasies" or "troubled teen"
or "My so called life" or something like "m&m's", "annoyance" or maybe "angry teen"
I dunno..they kinda all suck.
Hang on "Evelyn's guide to self-indulgence"
i just thought of that one...cos..i'm eating nutella...straight from the jar....yummmm....

i finally saw the movie "she's all that" last nite...i went to the video shop on a mission...and i rented it out. And itz one of those early teen movies...early i mean as in..after clueless by b4 american pie.
rachel leigh cook is the coolest actress...her and anna paquin..But of course, no one kicks more ass than christina ricci. but she's not in this movie...so ANYHOO...
But it was an interesting movie..i mean, the storyline wasn't orginial, the characters were your average sterotypical trendies and jocks, but i did like the way th film was made, production wise. AND the scene transitions kicked ass.
i also rented out "drowning mona" which is a very cool film. see i've wanted to see drowning mona for awhile, cos when it was at th movies, i wanted to see it but my friends wanted to see urban ledgends: final cut..which pretty much sucked.

ok..i'm gonna go watch "she's all that" again and eat something more fattening than nutella. Cya all later.
*eves*
oh yeah..and saturday night rocked...