I am a bad girl.

No i'm not...i just think that for once, i'm beginning to see *what* i want. I've always known *who* i want.
But it still feels like this hazy fog, that i'm stuck in. I can't see clearly. Or i'm afraid to venture out into it, scared that something shitty will happen to me.

I found this on one site that i was visting...i was bored...who cares what the actual site content is ppl...grow up and get over it.
But i found this piece was relevant
Strangly enough, i found it...comforting isn't exactly the word i'd use. But it made me think, and see that maybe once i get it out...tell the person i like..that i like them, that even if they don't like me the same way back...i'll live.

I am officially a bored teenager. I mean it..i couldn't get more bored than this. I'm 17! i should have a social life...well i do...sometimes. I went out the other night, with lisa. That counts.

And considering i've been feeling kinda down lately....maybe theres only one thing left for me to do...

Go shopping. I need shoes.