I need time, love, joy..i need space, love, i need me..
Say hello to the girl that I am
your gonna ahve to see through my perspective
i need to make mistakes to learn who i am
and i don't wanna be so damned protected
There must be another way
cos i believe in taking chances
but who am i to say
what a girl is to do gotta need some answers

What am i to do with my life? you will find it out don't worri
How am i supposed to know what's right? you just gotta do it ur way
I can;t help the way i feel
all my life has been so over protected

I tell them what i like, what i want, what i love
But everytime i do i stand corrected
Things that i've been told i can't believe
what i heard about the world i realise i'm over protected
There must be another way
cos i believe in taking chances
but who am i to say what a girl is to do
gotta need some answers

What am i to do with my life? you will find it out don't worry
How am i supposed to know what's right? you just gotta do it ur way
I can't help the way i feel
all my life has been so over protected...
----Britney "over protected" - darkchild mix is cool.

I thought i'd..type out almost all the lyrics - just for u :)
Hehe...not much is happening. I got a B for my cinema studies essay..and a C+ for my anthropology :P well..i'm just waiting for the media essay back now..and then i'm sweet.

The other week..some dude..called mike, 20 yrs-old, started talking to me on icq. But it was so obvious that, he had no idea about chat. And i know i shouldn't get fustrated by it, but i can't help but get pissed off by some ppl's lack of..skills. It's bad of me, but hey it happens. Not that i'm the greatest at the chat lingo..cos i'm not. I just know..the basics. And i know about all types of ppl since being exposed to icq random chat for..a few years.
You know how, on icq it's message based. Well, this, Mike person, would send his message, but then after he sent it, send two more messages with annoying smiley faces on them. I dunno about u, but this at first i thought he was being friendly. After the first slow hour of chatting to him all these smiley faces got annoying. Really annoying. it was like, message..second message, third message :) Now i dunno about u..but that was over kill for me. And on Icq..the lil icon for the smiley face...is fucking annoying. It's the kind of face..that..you just wanna punch a few times to break it's smile..cos it's got that pissy lil pixle smile.
So getting to the point - he starts talking to me again. And i'm thinking...do i know this guy - then i recongise the smiley faces..and i think - oh god..this guy again *rolls eyes* So he starts talking.he's "confused and sad" and i use my sarcasm on him - which he didn't get..my "poor baby" line. hehe. So he tells me, that he thinks his gf is cheating on him. I'm thinking to myself..it wouldn't surpise me..u suck! But i'm still..trying to be helpful in a none helpful way. In other words - i wasn't feeling very sympathetic. so i was like..how do u know she's cheating on u...why do u think she is cheating on u...he didn't get the last question. Good thing too..cos i was planning on insulting him with that one. He then says, "should i get another girl friend?" to which i replied - "f it will stop u from whinning to me about it...yes."
He got pissed. and said - "WELL FUCK YOU MAT" *mat? is that mate? stoopid male speeling* "DON'T COME BACK TO MY LIST AGAIN" and i think he blocked me or deleted me cos he quickly disappeared off my icq. He is now on my invisible list..which he will probably stay there for..awhile. until icq stops fucking up when i delete contacts anyway.

Yes, well..i'm a harsh bitch. But fuck - i'm tired and i've only spoken to him once. He was just looking for someone to chat to..to pour his lil bleeding heart out on someone..and he picked me...and unfortunately i've been a sarcastic bitch to him since we chatted over the net all those weeks ago.

Playlist
Britney - Boys & Overprotected darkchild remix
FAO - The next time
Sash - Oxygen
Hanson - 2002 album clips - OOHHH JOY....think ben folds five - and ur somewhat close to hanson's new sound.