the beautiful girls - let's take the long way home
the used - i caught fire
jimmy eat world - futures

myspace is fucked. So i'm writing here lol. I've got to be on air soon on eagle. Doing the hot 20 tally room thanks to tully park tavern. 48 triple2 93 5 is the number i have memorised. if people feel like it they can call up and bother to vote or request a song. hmm...things are busy here in goulburn. Im staying up here one extra week. I spoke with Rossco today - he misses eagle and his hot 20. I told him that i'd swap shifts with him lol...i'd do mornings in jindy and he can do hot 20 here. lol. Im getting into the hot 20 more now, it's good. I had fun last night and i usually do. But something isn't right for me. Im fully planning on coming back to melbourne after my 5 weeks are over here. I want to do all that uni work - do my production and write those essays and do interviews. I want to play a few gigs with the band - but things are moving out of my control now. Things are moving quicker than i'd like them to. Its funny how im back here again though - after all this time - its odd how things work out...and its even more odd that things happen when you least expect them to. Half of what has happened this year I would never have ever expected - i mean its not every day when all your career dreams come true - its not every day that you fall for someone - its not every day that life seems to just work out. BUT the problem here is that I'm not happy about staying for an extra week. I am trying to look on the positive side of things, like interviewing taxi ride the band and doing lots of stuff...but honestly even i can tell when something isn't right and i've been walking around like an emotional wreck for days now. I should be more excited than this - more enthusiastic than this. But I'm not. I guess if i think about it too much it will do my head in. But i don't think i'll end up staying here for longer than needed. I'd rather work in canberra or somewhere else...a night time music show is my ideal gig. I know music like no body's business - i've always been up on music and charts and videos and artists. i think this is just one small stepping stone to my next gig - whatever happens- happens.