I haven't unpacked yet. Im too tired...drove half way home..my legs hurt, my hands hurt. my toes hurt...and i'd rather curl up in bed and cry myself to sleep because i'm still not over anything. and i can't look at that damn puppy without thinking about the pet we lost.


i feel older today. I feel like im still somewhere else...like my body is here but my head is still in Goulburn. and maybe i want it that way. im glad to be back...maybe i'll feel better tomorrow...i need some sleep. I reallly need some sleep. I'll tell you about my day later.

Well you know...not much happening. Just ate food...all i seem to do is eat. I've had macca's three days in a row already and i don't wanna repeat that today. I've already decided that when i get back to melbourne, there are several important things i need to do.
I shall list them here for you to read:

- go to the dentist and cos i think some teeth need pulling!
- go to the beautician cos my eye brows need some shaping - but other than that they look okay.
- call myer and find out when my next shift is
- go to myer and find out why my discount card expired LAST WEEK!
- email jim and orgaise some studio time at swinny
- go out with lisa and have dinner somewhere...we made plans last night...
- go to jackie chan's restaurant @ donnie for yum chaaaaaa mmm...
- get cookie's b'day present (if im lucky i might be getting tickets off a friend for taste of chaos - if not then im fucked haha yeah yeah i bet i know what ur thinking "that would make a fucking beautiful present for cookian )

B4 i leave Goulburn i need to:
-get copies of my ads
- do the mid-dawn compliation(which i should be doing now)
- finish off my cup -o-soups.
- possibly do laundry
- order breakfast at the motel
- order dinner at the motel
- get as much room service as possible cos im not paying for it
- Panel on saturday for the outside broadcast
- Buy bottles of mount franklin water cos Goulburn water tastes like someone shat in it, then pissed in it,then spewed in it, then boiled it, then spat in it.

kanye west - jesus walks
daughterboy jao
don't phunk with my heart - BEP

mmm..maccas...hello kitty toys. awwwweeeesomeee..
i'm at the station still. 25 mins till the hot 20. yep, tonite will be my third night co-hosting. its fun you knowww...i guess cos i just sit there and giggle alot...but its easy. im not freaked out about doing it or anything. im gonna order dinner tonite from the lil restaurant at my motel. mmm..make the radio station PAY! lol. I'll be panelling for the OB on saturday - so i won't be back in melbourne till either saturday night or sunday day. hmm..well i'll try for saturday night you know...my dad is coming up here on the saturday arvo on his way home from thredbo and jindy so he'll be here around 1 or 2...which is good for him. i don't care as long as i get home this weekend sometime. I want to meet our new puppy...yes..my mum went impulse shopping the other day - and came home with a miniature schnauzer last thursday. Apparently its very cute and tiny - but i have to get home b4 my sister officially names it cardigan. hmm. yes she's crazy. AND my sister took my hanson ticket right...NOt even a message or a call saying thank you or telling me about the gig. All i know about it was that "it waz awsum" cos aubrey replied a day later to a message i sent to her. FUCK. anyway. i heard some hanson on barry bissel's countdown...yes barry is still around! lol picked it up off the satellite...which is where certain shows get streamed to stations in case the cds don't make it on time...but this station doesn't do barry, but i listned to a little of it when i was compiling the mid-dawn shift. almost 10 hours of music and sweepers and promos from 8-6am. yep and i threw in a few diff songs...like bloc party..and my chemical romance. They play better music on the night rotation than they do during the day!
haha! rossco was giving me shit on the radio about tonite! he thinks i have no idea about what im doing! how insulting...yet how true! lol...haha
anyway im feeling lonely..maybe i'll give YOU a call.

Crusty Dippin' Chunks

I'll tell you this kiddies - kfc tastes sooooooooooooo good. I've been asked to stay on at the station for saturday.i think its because they'll need some one to do all the dirty work for the outside broadcast. i'm gonna try amd score some free shit...might be a bit late getting a copy of the coldplay album but...damnut. Anyway im having a great time in Goulburn. This weekend i went up to Jindabyne which is past Cooma and about an hour away from Thredbo. It was reeeally nice - and great to see water...cos Goulburn has none. So yeah I met up with a few other Swinny kids, pete, michelle and dave (dave drove me up - he is increidibly nice - in fact one of the nicest most polite people i know). So that was fun, we got alittle smashed - cheap drinks and all that jazz. Cable tv is also good - watching alot of films. SO anyway the weekend was great - also met the old swinny boys who work at snow fm and 2XL - so that was great. they were telling us soooo much, i now know everything - but the bad thing about that nite was that they didn't shut up at all. Chris was just going on and on and on and on so much that i was like falling asleep. We ended up crashing in chell's hotel room - like three of us on her king size bed and pete on the couch. It wasn't until the next day that michelle realised that the couch folded out into a bed lol!

i've found that people in radio love to talk about themselves and give you advice - they LOVE it. don't have to have an ego - but when they find someone else who is radio inclined - like us swinny kids, they just go off. They love us - cos we'll fricken listen. and they lovvvvvvvvvvve that. Well im co-hosting the hot 20 tonite, exciting eh. in 20 mins! arghh!!! i'd better go and get stuff..i dunno lol. shouldn't be too hard, just gotta prepare in my head - ah well..cya kids.