Greeting: yo....
Mood: Not happy Jan
Listen: Fiona Apple - Sullen Girl
Watch: DarkAngel - and watching my life turn to shit...but that;s not a tv show...just an over dramatic portrayal of my current situation.
What has me so...down...Well i'll fucking tell you.
I just recived in the mail..two loverly letters from RMIT and NMIT....hmmf.
Rmit said...something..i can't remember..but it was along the lines of thanks but no thanks. At least they weren't mean...unlike NMIT...who said "We will not be inviting you for an interview, as you do not meet the selection criteria."
"The Selection criteria..blah blah...for this course are : Demonstrated academic ability, demonstrated involvement in the music industry, demonstrated pro active apporoach."
Well forgive me for not including any of this in my fucking application form...So i guess...already having done a VET MUSIC INDUSTRY COURSE..doesn't count....and RECORDING MY OWN FUCKING DEMO....doesn't count...neither does a few performances i did...or the PROMOTION OF A WEBSITE THAT MAKES LOTS OF AMERICAN MONEY...didn't count either...PRO ACTIVE THIS NIMT *holds up evil rude finger*
Fuck.
Well at least rmit didn't diss me. to be honest...i thought..OK..rmit..itz gonna be tough to get into it...their biast bastards over there. No hard feelings. BUT i wanted to do this music business course desperately. And now my last chance to get into it is with JMC acdemy..or Vic uni- if i apply...But no interview at all...how can they fucking judge..they've never seen me..perform...they haven't heard my recordings..which sounds fucking ace on CD might i add.
I guess maybe i was aiming alittle high..that such a *GREAT* Tafe provider like NMIT would accept me..I mean..an interview wouldn't hurt.
That's what stings about this whole thing...not even an interview. They judge you by application..and i spent ages on my application..i wrote this really neat thing..and it was cool. and i'm shot down before i can even get off the ground.
Well...JMC academy is my next aim...and i'm gonna impress the fucking socks off em.
And i don't care what i have to do...but i'm gonna break into this music industry one way or another.