I can't believe it...today, was my offical last day of school.
But it doesn't feel like it...i feel like i have unfinished business, well considering i still have two modules to complete for Vet music..
It's weird, i mean today has been fun. Everything has been going well...and i mean.. school is finished...well i have exams..but after that i'm done...forever.
These past few days i've been remincissing...taking a trip down memory lane. All these memories that i;ve forgotten over time, are coming back to me. Like going to the lib to play on my comp...the time i was using a lib computer and the disk got stuck and i pulled it out and the disk was missing the metal part. or the times like swimming sport, going to the zoo in year 7. The house drama play from 96...truth or dare..i had a semi main part...French classes with leanne and nat. 205 bus (154 bus now) with Racheal B and Rachel J. Slumber parties, all the times i slept over at Vanessa's or morgan's house all the parties. The time i was at morgan's house and we made a cubbie house. lol. The time i purposing spilt the contents of my coke can on Jo rain...then she got me back with a tub of yogurt. Or in yr 7 party, the red fizzy drink that got all over my blazer and the huge fit i cause over it...yes i was a drama queen.
The hanson obession..when it started...yr 7 talent quest - dancing to "wannabe" that was mad. Marshmead in 99! Work experience, finding out that taylor hanson cut his hair...that was like..massive.
I don't think i can actually hate anyone...i'll think of mlc and i'll have fond memories of those laptop computers..the dungeon...when it really was in a hole downstairs in the wood building. Sitting in Nic building eating lunch and playing Uno by the lockers.
I have years of memories...everything seems so long ago. The years feel like...they've gone so quickly. Like it hardly took any time to get here. But now all i have is the future, and i don't know what's going to happen. That scares me...but i'm excited by it because i'll have new opportunities, new experiences outside of school. Going from school..which is structured..to Uni or tafe..which i'll have to adapt to a different situation..create my own structure. School has always been easy, wake up early - get bus, go to school...do school...get bus home.
In the past, i've always known what was coming...i always knew i had school the next year..i knew where i was going. Now i;m finishing and i don't know where i'm going yet...i like to plan ahead..so i know what i'm doing and so i'm organised...but i won't know till much later.
It'll be sad leaving behind something i know so well...but i'm glad. I'll miss mlc for about three weeks...then i'll be over it. MLC has been good to me...the atmosphere...it's where my friends are. It's something we'll always come back to..and you can't say you won't. The mlc community has always been tight, and now..i am an old collegian...i know i'll keep coming back to the place that made me...prepared me for what's to come next. The MLC years are coming to a close...and now things can only get better.
Listen to me kids - In whatever you do...no matter where you end up, whatever job or career path your on...make sure you always kick-ass.
**So denied, so i lied
are you the now or never kind
in a day, and a day love
i'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had
are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name on the line
along with place and time
Want to stay, not to go
i want to ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon
All my time is frozen in motion
Can't i stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon**
::Here's to the night:: *Eve6*