I think some people think i complain too much.
I know that when I feel like i've been hard done by, or when I feel upset - im gonna want to vent. If im upset by something - its too hard to bottle it in. I've done that before and its never made me feel better. Its only ever upset me more, made me more angry than if i'd had just let it all out in the first place. Im really trying to keep it together - and yeah I might react to some things wrong. But when someone is one thing to ur face, and something completely different behind ur back, there is only so much crap you can take. And i've had my fill. I'm not gonna defend myself - no need to do. I don't need to justify how i feel to anyone. If you don't get it, then you don't get it. Simple. No matter how much i might try to make u see my point of view, you just won't. I like to be right. I don't like it when someone hurts my ego. no one does. but i won't take someone else's shit lying down anymore. I find it funny when someone can't define or pick on simple moment when i've done them wrong. Some people i can pick heaps of moments and incidents. its unbelievable what i can remember about some people. I can pick one moment when i was pissed - or when i was happy. Thats how i remember things. i guess im not as numb as i used to think.