I have see Harry Potter twice. I think my eyes are fucked.
I saw it last nite at the 9 pm session at Doncaster...yay...and i saw it this afternoon...with rach and lisa. I don't want to see it again. Not that it was bad or anything, but cos...i'm not one to see a movie...twice at the cinemas..i think the only other movies i've seen twice at the cinemas were Toy story - and Austin Powers Spy who shagged me - But when i saw them the second time..i didn't go the fricken next day again..i kinda...went weeks after i had seen em the first time.

I am so tired...but i can't sleep. at all. I have lines under my eyes...FRICKEN LINES! i'm getting old....old age is catching up with me. i mean..i'll be 18 next year...damn that's scary. I don't wanna think about it just yet.
This week has just been crap. I've been sick...then i got a lil cold. and i can't sing...cos when i do..i sound off. lol..or like i'm singing thru my nose..and that's just nasty.

I AM PISSED OFF THOUGH. and if u didn't want to know why...i'm gonna tell u anyway.
Friends are everything. Everything! and some ppl abuse that, alot. They forget people who have always been there, will always be there no matter. They forget that people do care about them, that there is always some one who is worried for them. There will always be a friend to sympathise with you, always a friend who will hug u or stay up late talking on the phone with you if your sad or just want to talk.
I hate the people who think that no one gives a fuck about them. People who seek attention, by hurting them selves, because they think their screwed up in the head. Some people are honestly depressed though, others just do it for the attention. And it's those that i find hard to understand.
oK I DUNNO..but i might sound kinda bitchy here, i mean people are honestly depressed...ok...but those who do it for attention, make them selves depressed. I believe that everyone has problems. We all have issues and we all deal with them differently, i guess itz my opinion, i just don't like the way in which some people deal with their problems.
It's not good to screw with someone else's head just cos u have some fucking problem, cos you'll bring them down with you. Or use people because you want the attention.
I remember when i was in grade...six or five...i can't remember...it was primary school years...anyway...and i was accused of using someone. The Fact of the matter was i got used in some stoopid way and the chick who accused me just manipulated the story in her favour. It was so stoopid and childish, because all this girl wanted in the end was the attention of my best friend at the time..because she felt that i was taking her away from her. I won't go into the details cos their a little hazy, despite the fact i can still remember what i was wearing that day...ick. LOL...i can remember what i was wearing but i can't remember the rest of the details. Good one eve ;)
Ok..so this lil story maybe had no refernce to what i was talking about..but there is the beginning proof - Someone using someone else to get attention. In my case it was the attention of another person, but still the principal of it is there.

Did anyone understand that..or did i just waste my time?

I'M IN! JMC ACCEPTED ME! SOOOOOOO...i will be offered a place in the first round offers!
The letter said that i met the pre-selection requirements and itz allllllllll gooooood now.
Ya know...if i can meet JMC's standards...NMIT obviously has issues...I mean itz the same fucking course but different providers.
*NMIT! SUCK SHIT!*

woohoo..

ok..at least i can get some joy this week....I am sick as a dog. I have a head ache...i have a cold..i was sick earlier this week..and i'm still feeling grogy and crappy.. *Sympathy plz*

anyway..i'm going... *cyas*

I got nuthing to say...