never say never

Well I never thought i'd get this far into my day and just want to die of boredom. I'm tired, I can feel a headache developing and i have to speak on the wireless in 24 seconds.

Okay crisis over.

Well i got very fired up last night, probably about nothing. I just feel so helpless from this far away - and i hate to say it, but I do feel left out. I don't think I should be left off - or out of something just because i am not there...that and i feel like my opinions and thoughts on some topics will be ignored. I put hard work into everything I've been doing lately and all I want is some acknowledgement for my efforts. Then again, what does everyone want most of all? To be acknowledged, praised, adored and accepted. thats what i want. except the accepted part although Julie thinks that i'm obsessed about other's opinions of me because I am obsessed by clothing brands and trends. I agree with her to a point - but its not one of the things i think of when im getting dressed in the morning.


listen:

Nelly furtado - promiscuous
gnarls barkley - crazy
rouge traders - we're coming home