Do you wanna see something? Well...do ya? Punk
*I know what some ppl on da net are like.. So please don't steal - cos otherwise i will hunt you down and gut you like a fish :)*
30th December 2001:
"Live like this"
He never exsisted
Only a shadow in my mind
The tales and stories were mock-ups
a cruel lie to tell us all
I knew a greater being existed
beyond the depths of history
books with thoughtful words,
buildings with empty meanings.
The higher power was true
in the realms of my imagination
They swore us salvation
And all we got was the future
If man is a dying breed,
what are we doing to stop it?
Leaking poision into the generations,
the human rats of the world,
An Oceania worth the populace,
dragged to the end of its resources.
Yes he intended for us
to Live like this.
30th Dec 2001
"Fool to you"
A broken heart that was never meant to be broken,
mine was an easy target,
vunerable to all things new
I was bound by curiosity
and hurt by my lack of...
Knowledge and want of these things
led me to this place,
Where i'll never find peace while i'm tortured like this.
I was easy game
Prey right for the killing.
I was a willing victim,
I let myself fall for those irreplaceable first kisses
-which never came.
I'll never be a fool to your kind again.
A broken heart always leds to tears,
mine wasn't torn by your cruelty,
But by your lack of...
I never cried those tears
Only conterfeit tears to fool your kind
into believing me.
I had captured your attention,
I never lied or told false,
You never said and you were never honest.
It was your kind i never knew.
It's my heart and secrets I never told
It's your head i never understood.
I let your inconsistancies pass me by.
I always wondered if-
I always played with "if only"
of dreams and thoughts that would never happen or begin.
You'll never understand the full workings of my emotions,
I grow intelligence and awearness of your actions.
Because i was your fool - i'll never trust myself near you again.
And it's pathetic how you'll never know...
I won't be another fool to you.
copyright - Evelyn Hamlett, 2001-2002
What do u think about dat? Write me evesygal@yahoo.com
*muah*
Saturday, January 26, 2002
Wednesday, January 23, 2002
i'm gonna put up some stuff...i should have done a long time ago.
It's all just basically stuff i've written over the past year..ya know, poems, song ideas, thoughts, rants, etc.
September 01'
Fate - (rant)
I got into a convo with lisa (while at ruffy lake) and she asked me what i thought about Fate.
And it got me thinking, about what my definition of fate was.
So i believe that life presents us with opportunities and offers us "Yes or No" choices, Which can led you in different directions.
And It's the decisions we make that affect our lives. Fate can take you places and led you to people. You might meet someone, and itz fate that got u there.
For example! When I arrived extremly late to see a Drama play earlier in 2001...I arrived at the same time as someone else. Who i started talking with and sat next to during the play. Now..this guy was yr 12 marcellin boy who was studying drama. And in the interval we stayed and chatted and the guy was also doing media and photography for his project. The whole time i was thinking "Do you want to come to my formal" and "FUCK Evelyn! Get his phone number!" But ya know..i could have asked..but i didn't. I let the damn opportunity pass me by. All he said was "Yeah i'll see you at the next play" So obviously..he could of asked me for my number..but didn't. Well of course..MLC didn't book the same night as marcellin for the next play..so i've never seen him again.
But that was fate. There was this guy..who i had something in common with and i could get on well with. I was presented with a golden opportunity, but i didn't take it.
See..i could have had a boyfriend by now...or him as a formal date instead of having a drunk rach ask Tom for me(it wasn't my idea).
Ringwood (thing)
Ringwood makes me sick. It's like box hill, but less chinese groceries and there isn't a morning glory in ringwood.
It's like a hole. I hate holes. Their like ruts you can't get out of. Their like pot holes in the road, ones that you fill up and fix, but after awhile it creeps back again. A shotty hole once more.
More later Kids *muah*
It's all just basically stuff i've written over the past year..ya know, poems, song ideas, thoughts, rants, etc.
September 01'
Fate - (rant)
I got into a convo with lisa (while at ruffy lake) and she asked me what i thought about Fate.
And it got me thinking, about what my definition of fate was.
So i believe that life presents us with opportunities and offers us "Yes or No" choices, Which can led you in different directions.
And It's the decisions we make that affect our lives. Fate can take you places and led you to people. You might meet someone, and itz fate that got u there.
For example! When I arrived extremly late to see a Drama play earlier in 2001...I arrived at the same time as someone else. Who i started talking with and sat next to during the play. Now..this guy was yr 12 marcellin boy who was studying drama. And in the interval we stayed and chatted and the guy was also doing media and photography for his project. The whole time i was thinking "Do you want to come to my formal" and "FUCK Evelyn! Get his phone number!" But ya know..i could have asked..but i didn't. I let the damn opportunity pass me by. All he said was "Yeah i'll see you at the next play" So obviously..he could of asked me for my number..but didn't. Well of course..MLC didn't book the same night as marcellin for the next play..so i've never seen him again.
But that was fate. There was this guy..who i had something in common with and i could get on well with. I was presented with a golden opportunity, but i didn't take it.
See..i could have had a boyfriend by now...or him as a formal date instead of having a drunk rach ask Tom for me(it wasn't my idea).
Ringwood (thing)
Ringwood makes me sick. It's like box hill, but less chinese groceries and there isn't a morning glory in ringwood.
It's like a hole. I hate holes. Their like ruts you can't get out of. Their like pot holes in the road, ones that you fill up and fix, but after awhile it creeps back again. A shotty hole once more.
More later Kids *muah*
Sunday, January 20, 2002
Helllooo my blogger friends...i've missed u!!!
Where have i been? I dunno..but i was very busy last week. I was at the city Mon and tues...then Wed i was hanging around shoppo wit my boo lisa and carlos. And i have learnt that some guys just aren't into chick shopping. And that they don't appreciate being dragged around shoppo going to every chick clothing store. It can result in some bad moods.
I met up with James on the tuesday in da city. Thanx for the blue "I SCREAM" sundae! appreciate it..considering the thing almost made me sick. But James is a very interesting person...and a little gross. he has a metal rod thing in his leg. I swear that boy get into accidents on purpose. But he's a dude..and he's smarter than he looks.
Tomorrow evening i believe that first round offers come through...so good luck to everyone! I hope u all get a place at uni!
Lisa visited me yesterday - we went for a walk in the 30 something degree heat. It was very hot.
But she stayed over awhile at my place and we cooked dinner. That was weird. She has a thing for being healthy all of a sudden.
Or more like..reminding me that i should eat more healthy...cos my junk food habits are baaaad.
I actually gave into my parents today - They finally got me to vac the car today. After months of nagging..i finally cleaned that god damn little piece if shit of a Honda. *if u ever see a car round Melb called JUMO..honk for me*
Its really weird how that car hardly breaks down...yet our Saab - which is newer than the Honda...always seems to fuck up at the most inapropriate times.
Ya know..i've been listening to some pretty funky shit lately....112 are fucking mad r&b - go download 'dance wit me' cos it'll have ya grooving all over da place. And Nivea's "Run away" is very cool also.
*muah*
Where have i been? I dunno..but i was very busy last week. I was at the city Mon and tues...then Wed i was hanging around shoppo wit my boo lisa and carlos. And i have learnt that some guys just aren't into chick shopping. And that they don't appreciate being dragged around shoppo going to every chick clothing store. It can result in some bad moods.
I met up with James on the tuesday in da city. Thanx for the blue "I SCREAM" sundae! appreciate it..considering the thing almost made me sick. But James is a very interesting person...and a little gross. he has a metal rod thing in his leg. I swear that boy get into accidents on purpose. But he's a dude..and he's smarter than he looks.
Tomorrow evening i believe that first round offers come through...so good luck to everyone! I hope u all get a place at uni!
Lisa visited me yesterday - we went for a walk in the 30 something degree heat. It was very hot.
But she stayed over awhile at my place and we cooked dinner. That was weird. She has a thing for being healthy all of a sudden.
Or more like..reminding me that i should eat more healthy...cos my junk food habits are baaaad.
I actually gave into my parents today - They finally got me to vac the car today. After months of nagging..i finally cleaned that god damn little piece if shit of a Honda. *if u ever see a car round Melb called JUMO..honk for me*
Its really weird how that car hardly breaks down...yet our Saab - which is newer than the Honda...always seems to fuck up at the most inapropriate times.
Ya know..i've been listening to some pretty funky shit lately....112 are fucking mad r&b - go download 'dance wit me' cos it'll have ya grooving all over da place. And Nivea's "Run away" is very cool also.
*muah*