What is people's facsination with my love life? You know, the non-existant love life.
I think people make too many assumptions of me. For instance, they think I've dated and been with a lot of guys. Well I haven't, but that's the impression some people have of me. I don't know where people get that kind of impression of me from. I guess sometimes I can be a little full on, but I'm interested by this now. First impressions - I want to know what people first thought of me. I don't care what they think now (well I do - depends on who's making the judgments).

So I guess your wondering where this, new found topic came from? Well Jon and Matt left me at the mobile shop at La trobe - I swear it's becoming a "day-care centre" for bored youths. So I was hanging out with Gavin, he's the dude who works there.
And he told me he was very "curious" about my relationship with Jon. I think Gavin was thinking that I would confess to him my undenying love for Jon right there and then - but sadly, that will never happen (sorry Jon). Gavin was asking me lots of questions, basically quizzing me on my own life - of course everything related back to love. And i don't think he was hitting on me. Cos when he mentioned the "God, godly" fellow I guessed right away that he wanted to be a minister. That was somehow..not as reassuring as it should have been. But here I was talking with Gavin, and in the way he worded questions - he made it clear that his impressions of me was that I dated alot of guys.
The conversation wondered off a little bit, somehow the idea of soul mates came up - and he kept saying that i was the kind of person who 'believes in love' or if i were in love, i would be "deeply" in love. But i 'kindly' told him, that love isn't real - and it's only lust, inaftuation and obsession. Well - that's what I know of it anway :)

But getting back to the suggestions about me and Jon - well I find it weird, that in our Australian culture - for a male and female to be just friends - doesn't happen. That it's impossible because, well- just because it's seen as strange, not the norm. This idea actually came up in a media discussion on ideology. Well you know, it's true. That alot of people think "Oh you two look friendly *wink wink, nudge nudge*" when all it is ..is hanging and being an idiot with one of your good mates. Because it can be taken the wrong way, people think that your flirting, even when your not. Can people even tell the difference between flirting and not flirting? It's just..normal interaction with the opposite sex - what's the big deal?! Ya know, i could like a guy for a week - then instantly go-off him - but then a week later flirt with him and it not mean anything. Cos flirting isn't slutty. Everybody flirts - just some are better at it than others. It's like dirty dancing. You can dirty dance with a stranger at a fricken party - and it won't mean anything. Not that i go around dirty dancing - or as lisa likes to call it "slutty dancing."

Songs 4 the blog
Oops I did it again - Britney
Criminal - Fiona Apple
Freak like me - Sugababes
Rock'n' roll machine - The Donna's
Come On - Josie and the pussycats
Playas gonna play - 3LW
See ya - Atomic Kitten

Songs to get down and boogie to
Bootylicious - DC (remix only)
Hella good - No doubt
4 my ppl - Missy E
Strange love addiction - Supreme beings of lesuire
Run away - Nivea
Caramel - City High
One night stand - Mis-teeq

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Playlist
Lil Bow wow - Take ya home
Sash - Ecuador!
SUGABABES - Freak Like Me
Hoobastabk - Running away
Vanessa Carlton - A thousand Miles
Robert Miles vs. Darude - Children of the sandstorm
Drowning pool - Bodies

Hey all - obviously if ur reading this u must be as bored out of ur brains as I am. yay. *sarcasm* lol
Well - alot happened yesterday - and i'm dead tired.
First off, i had a fight with someone over the net, but i won't go into it here because, i don't feel like dragging that up again.
And secondly, i went out last night. With Lisa. And, i have to say - my mother is waay to protective of me. She didn't want me staying out and crashing at one of lisa's friend's friend's house. LOL..did ya get that? lol
So she called up a taxi for me, and i was home by 2.30 am. Well b4 that whole fiasco, i was having a good old time with lisa at crown waiting for her friend, kirstie. And she's really cool, btw. so - we were at crown for..too long. And i so felt, slutty. I didn't think i looked it, i mean i was wearing my giant black -Italian- coat. But i was dressed for a good night, ya know - i was wearing a little make up and my hair was..fucked beyond repair - but thats beside the point.
So while me and lis are trying to kill sometime, we get the idea to try and see if i could get into the casino with my...la trobe ID card.
We tried twice and i got knocked back..twice. So we were wandering around, and then decide after awhile to try Barcode.
So the guy, checked my id..and he let me in. So we spent about ten minutes in there- seeing that it was just a bar..with arcade games, and u can get betta games at the galatic circus, so..we left there and continued to wonder round the place.

So..at almost 12 or sumthing like that..kirstie rolls up with her friends, and we go to the spy lounge which is just walking dist from crown. And its on king street - yay for dodgy locations. We lined up, and finally after all my "i'm not gonna get in" talk...we get to the front of the line. and the chick..who was the door bitch for the night..Or female bouncer is a nicer term - she said she couldn't just accept my la trobe card. So i offered her my medi-care card, lol..cos i have my own being 18 and all.
She asked me a few questions - like my date of birth - and i had a mental block for ten seconds - lol..i couldn't remember my b'day. Then she asked me my middle name - and i got in. so..there we were in the spy lounge. And i must admit, i liked this place better than barcode. It was packed. like..you couldn't move at all near the bars. But it was cool. The music was good..and the r&b room - which was like..this loft...was mad. ppl were dancing all over the place. And the music was cool Overall i would of like to have stayed longer and do a bit of dancing, not standing around with my handbag, but oh well..i won't get into the argument over the phone with my mom locked in a bathroom cubical.

So now..i'm gonna get my L's. cos..i need it to get in overaged places. lol..but honestly..i'm scared shitless about driving. I guess thats prolly why i've put it off..for..ooh i dunno..two fucking years..well...close to that anyway.
anyhoo..i'm gonna. go catch some Zzz's...i'm still tired.. meanwhile - who was watching rage last nite? Some mad video clips - lots of classics..like offfspring..nirvana..foo fighters...ever clear. it was mad. OK..i'm going now. TA TA