and i said hey!

spice of life - beck mongolian chop squad
one way ticket to hell - the darkness
hit in the USA - beat crusaders
better version of me - fiona apple
hung up - maddonna

I think i don't need some things anymore. I was once dependent on others to provide me with their creativity and thoughts...and now i don't feel the need to satisfy that fantastical urge anymore. I don't feel like anything is missing from my life..i just feel content. no, i actually feel better than content. nothings perfect - i hate my job, i hate the unnerving reality that awaits me. i need to get my arse into gear now. but there are some things that i feel will be harder to leave behind. i'm putting certain things off, but oh well. if i was to stay i suppose i'd still be happy.