Wow its been a year. Need to clear away the cobwebs and dust this blog. Honestly, the last year was one of my worst years. I've had enough - I've reached my limits and I'm sick and tired of fucking stupid people. I should find that t-shirt mark s once made me for christmas - it read "so many stupid people so little time" with a picture of a girl kicking a guy in the nuts. That's so me.

I feel like i'm trying to go back a decade with my music tastes (i know technically its not the start of the new decade till 2011). Maybe because thats when music was exciting to me, I'm finding everything dull again and i've had writers block since 2006. I was watching season 1 of the henry rollins show on dvd earlier today, and it was filmed in 2006 - and i was thinking "shit, that was like 4 years ago. Where have i been?". And I know the answer to that. I've been here, having fun not worrying about worrying and stressing myself out over stuff that just doesn't matter. I'm gonna go back to the way things used to be. Every year is just another step in the right direction. I'm a very ambitious person, and I think that got lost in the past 2 years. I won't sit back and let things happen. I am the only one that can make them happen. I am a very lucky person - i've always somehow had the universe on my side and I've always gotten what I've wanted in life. Somehow I'm gonna get what I want again - i'll steal my luck back if I have to.

so pace the stairs to your apartment:
Taking back sunday - set phasers to stun
As cities burn - our world is grey
phantom planet - california