:: I wanted to be like you
i wanted everythingso i tried to be like you
and i got swept away

i didn't know that it was so cold and
you needed someone to show you the way
so i took your hand and we figured out that
when the tide comes i'll take you away

if you want to i can save
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares

i'm sinking slowly
so hurry hold me
your hand is all i have to keep me hanging on
please can you tell me
so i can finally see
where you go when your gone

if you want to i can save you
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares

all you wanted some body who cares
if you need me you know i'll be there

if you want to I can save
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me so i can finally see
where you go when your gone ::

::All You Wanted - by Michelle Branch::

Hey ppl, if anyone is bothering to read this. I hope someone is. otherwise itz just a waste of my time.
I am on a major low. I was at this lil gathering/party last nite. And i didn't go wit rach...itz the kinda thing i would go with rach...cos of the ppl there. And everyone at this lil party was very very cool. But i went from nervous...to a plain bored/depressed low for no reason at all. I sure as hell wasn't any life of the party last nite. I had no life...i was like...lifeless.
And i'm all depressed and sad and lonely...i guess i could say for no reason at all...cos u know how been a teenager is like. One day you love life, and the next your cursing it for being so bloody depressing.
Ok, maybe i do have a reason for being on a tiny lil low. Itz not biggie...just nothing i'm gonna write here in case certain ppl read it.
or if a certain person reads it..which i doubt they will..anyway. But i've decided that i'm not gonna wait for shit to happen.
I hate it when, a few weeks ago i was really..i dunno...u could say..Satisfied with life, i was happy. And now i feel..just weird. I dunno...(i dunno about alot of things today..lol)
i guess its dumb and stoopid just sitting around, letting everything just turn bad. Its my fault though, for not doing anything.

I think i've hit a boring patch in my life. Nothing seems to entertain me. And i mean that.
I'm bored with the internet...i'm bored with computer games...and my favourite Spider solitaire. I'm even getting bored with TV...which almost never happens.
i'm bored with school...i'm just very bored. and i don't know why...lol...maybe itz some weird thing that can be cured with...pills. or simple medication like...a mars bar. Mars bar's cure everything...especially headaches.

oh wellz...i gotta go do some drama h/w (grrr)

cya kids