Ok..i'm posting again
But this time i'm in the mood for a good rant.
Right..well some ppl know i've had this thing for hanson since 97' i was in year 8 then.
And i was obsessed right up till year 10...well not fully obsessed..i just would scream when ever i saw them on tv.
I know i'm not the only girl to do this...or fan...but you get so attached to the music...but then the image of the band..and Hanson are three very nice blonde guys...come on..they've grown up! And today..i saw real pictures..of them wit girlfriends. Now these have to be the first REAL pictures of them holding hands wit girls...now i know guys are guys...guys date chicks..itz very normal..and I haven't be obessed for a long while...i mean i don't care...but when i saw those pics...i felt jealousy, disappointment and at the same time i thought...well that's just how things are....and i was happy for them. But their gf's are gorgeous...ya know..beautiful ppl date beautiful people. Its weird...fans create images and situations in their heads...their impressions...from being friendly to romanticing about them. And if you've read some of the hanson fan fiction on the net...omg...some of it is just tasteless..BUT not that i read porn..or anything. not that all hanson fan fiction is porn..ok i'll just leave that there.
But if u want to know what itz like for a fan...see the movie almost famous, because that film hit home with some of the themes.
I know what its like to be a fan, and maybe the term fan comes from fantasy, fantasing, fantasies...because that what fans do. They dream alot, and thats how the obession grows. Sometimes its not healthy, but just think..alot of fans in america are saving them selves for the taylor hanson, or Ike or Zac to drop everything and whisk them away like in a fairytale situation...but the underlying truth that every fan knows is, that it's not gonna happen. And that's what hurts the most.