What is people's facsination with my love life? You know, the non-existant love life.
I think people make too many assumptions of me. For instance, they think I've dated and been with a lot of guys. Well I haven't, but that's the impression some people have of me. I don't know where people get that kind of impression of me from. I guess sometimes I can be a little full on, but I'm interested by this now. First impressions - I want to know what people first thought of me. I don't care what they think now (well I do - depends on who's making the judgments).

So I guess your wondering where this, new found topic came from? Well Jon and Matt left me at the mobile shop at La trobe - I swear it's becoming a "day-care centre" for bored youths. So I was hanging out with Gavin, he's the dude who works there.
And he told me he was very "curious" about my relationship with Jon. I think Gavin was thinking that I would confess to him my undenying love for Jon right there and then - but sadly, that will never happen (sorry Jon). Gavin was asking me lots of questions, basically quizzing me on my own life - of course everything related back to love. And i don't think he was hitting on me. Cos when he mentioned the "God, godly" fellow I guessed right away that he wanted to be a minister. That was somehow..not as reassuring as it should have been. But here I was talking with Gavin, and in the way he worded questions - he made it clear that his impressions of me was that I dated alot of guys.
The conversation wondered off a little bit, somehow the idea of soul mates came up - and he kept saying that i was the kind of person who 'believes in love' or if i were in love, i would be "deeply" in love. But i 'kindly' told him, that love isn't real - and it's only lust, inaftuation and obsession. Well - that's what I know of it anway :)

But getting back to the suggestions about me and Jon - well I find it weird, that in our Australian culture - for a male and female to be just friends - doesn't happen. That it's impossible because, well- just because it's seen as strange, not the norm. This idea actually came up in a media discussion on ideology. Well you know, it's true. That alot of people think "Oh you two look friendly *wink wink, nudge nudge*" when all it is ..is hanging and being an idiot with one of your good mates. Because it can be taken the wrong way, people think that your flirting, even when your not. Can people even tell the difference between flirting and not flirting? It's just..normal interaction with the opposite sex - what's the big deal?! Ya know, i could like a guy for a week - then instantly go-off him - but then a week later flirt with him and it not mean anything. Cos flirting isn't slutty. Everybody flirts - just some are better at it than others. It's like dirty dancing. You can dirty dance with a stranger at a fricken party - and it won't mean anything. Not that i go around dirty dancing - or as lisa likes to call it "slutty dancing."

Songs 4 the blog
Oops I did it again - Britney
Criminal - Fiona Apple
Freak like me - Sugababes
Rock'n' roll machine - The Donna's
Come On - Josie and the pussycats
Playas gonna play - 3LW
See ya - Atomic Kitten

Songs to get down and boogie to
Bootylicious - DC (remix only)
Hella good - No doubt
4 my ppl - Missy E
Strange love addiction - Supreme beings of lesuire
Run away - Nivea
Caramel - City High
One night stand - Mis-teeq

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