Track 8 : Anything But Ordinary
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

That was the first Avril song I heard. It was recommended to me by Alistair. So all credit goes to him for enlightening me with avril's music. Its a good song, very catchy. And the lyrics are very honest I think. Thats what i like about these singer/songwriters. The music is so honest and emotional. OK..well maybe not always honest these days. At least these singer/songwriters are in a league of their own..i don't think anyone could say that britney spears music is honest. nah uh.

Back to Uni next week. NOOOOOOO. I don't wanna go back there. Is it possible to ever like what your doing? Uni just seems like a hassel at the moment. Another thing in my way. The thorn in my side. School is school.. any place where you learn is a bitch. But you could debate the learning thing. Maybe my head is so full of useless stuff that it refuses to learn any more. I'm a stubborn cookie.
I wish that I was motivated...damn..like that'll ever happen.

Yeah this whole world needs an Anthem
And I hope that everyone will sing along
-phantom planet 'anthem'

Sailormoon snes games rock! You should all download them..i have found a great site which has a far few of them. But I'm a little stuck on the sailor mercury part of the rpg game. Would you believe that i fought an enemy for over 15 long minutes. I almost fell asleep at the computer killing this monster was taking so long..in the end, i killed sailor mercury. oops.
And the harry potter game rocks! Lots of fun. I have a demo version..and now i'm itching to get the actual copy of it. Meanwhile..final fantasy 10 is supposed to be excellent.

I'm loving this N.E.R.D project that the neptunes are doing. It's absoultely mad. Some good funk,rap, hip-hop with a little edgy guitar and beats stuff going on. Very tasty. top shit..ya know. Makes ya wanna boogie. Fave songs, Run for the Sun, Brain, things are getting better and dirty girl. This is the kind of music i could get creative to. Ya know...create some backing tracks..in neptune style. If i'm influenced by any music at the moe..its neptunes and missy E.

TOP FIVE things for me get bored to
1. Sailormoon games that take forever to kill monsters.
2. Pride and predjuice - making of (its only about 20 mins sumthing long..and i keep falling asleep during it).
3. Internet is BORING AS HELL...that makes me wonder if hell really is boring.
4. TV
5. Blog. I'm bored. GREAT.

DVD'S - Pride and Predjuice - six hours of MR. DARCY & Toy story 2
tomorrow..tekken two video games..and jay and slient bob!

Now go listen to some phantom planet and it'll make you feel like..the world isn't so bad after all.
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