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30th December 2001:
"Live like this"
He never exsisted
Only a shadow in my mind
The tales and stories were mock-ups
a cruel lie to tell us all

I knew a greater being existed
beyond the depths of history
books with thoughtful words,
buildings with empty meanings.

The higher power was true
in the realms of my imagination
They swore us salvation
And all we got was the future

If man is a dying breed,
what are we doing to stop it?
Leaking poision into the generations,
the human rats of the world,
An Oceania worth the populace,
dragged to the end of its resources.
Yes he intended for us
to Live like this.

30th Dec 2001
"Fool to you"

A broken heart that was never meant to be broken,
mine was an easy target,
vunerable to all things new
I was bound by curiosity
and hurt by my lack of...

Knowledge and want of these things
led me to this place,
Where i'll never find peace while i'm tortured like this.

I was easy game
Prey right for the killing.
I was a willing victim,
I let myself fall for those irreplaceable first kisses
-which never came.

I'll never be a fool to your kind again.

A broken heart always leds to tears,
mine wasn't torn by your cruelty,
But by your lack of...
I never cried those tears
Only conterfeit tears to fool your kind
into believing me.

I had captured your attention,
I never lied or told false,
You never said and you were never honest.
It was your kind i never knew.
It's my heart and secrets I never told
It's your head i never understood.
I let your inconsistancies pass me by.

I always wondered if-
I always played with "if only"
of dreams and thoughts that would never happen or begin.

You'll never understand the full workings of my emotions,
I grow intelligence and awearness of your actions.
Because i was your fool - i'll never trust myself near you again.
And it's pathetic how you'll never know...
I won't be another fool to you.

copyright - Evelyn Hamlett, 2001-2002

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