i'm gonna put up some stuff...i should have done a long time ago.
It's all just basically stuff i've written over the past year..ya know, poems, song ideas, thoughts, rants, etc.

September 01'
Fate - (rant)
I got into a convo with lisa (while at ruffy lake) and she asked me what i thought about Fate.
And it got me thinking, about what my definition of fate was.
So i believe that life presents us with opportunities and offers us "Yes or No" choices, Which can led you in different directions.
And It's the decisions we make that affect our lives. Fate can take you places and led you to people. You might meet someone, and itz fate that got u there.
For example! When I arrived extremly late to see a Drama play earlier in 2001...I arrived at the same time as someone else. Who i started talking with and sat next to during the play. Now..this guy was yr 12 marcellin boy who was studying drama. And in the interval we stayed and chatted and the guy was also doing media and photography for his project. The whole time i was thinking "Do you want to come to my formal" and "FUCK Evelyn! Get his phone number!" But ya know..i could have asked..but i didn't. I let the damn opportunity pass me by. All he said was "Yeah i'll see you at the next play" So obviously..he could of asked me for my number..but didn't. Well of course..MLC didn't book the same night as marcellin for the next play..so i've never seen him again.
But that was fate. There was this guy..who i had something in common with and i could get on well with. I was presented with a golden opportunity, but i didn't take it.
See..i could have had a boyfriend by now...or him as a formal date instead of having a drunk rach ask Tom for me(it wasn't my idea).

Ringwood (thing)
Ringwood makes me sick. It's like box hill, but less chinese groceries and there isn't a morning glory in ringwood.
It's like a hole. I hate holes. Their like ruts you can't get out of. Their like pot holes in the road, ones that you fill up and fix, but after awhile it creeps back again. A shotty hole once more.

More later Kids *muah*