I learnt the truth at seventeen
that love was meant for beauty queens

OK..how is it possible. That..I ..Evelyn C. Hamlett is going through a difficult and emotional time. That's just not possible for the seemingly happy young girl who just turned 18.
Nooo..i have to make things extremly difficult. By - and ur gonna love this - I LIKE TWO GUYS! ok...i'm a horrible slut who's never slept around with anyone...Ok..so i flirt with one of them..alot. And..shit..he drives me insane. He's like...sleazy but in a good way! and i kno guys wit a one track mind u kinda have to be careful with. Maybe he's just playing with me, but i can't say i don't like it.
The other guy - is nice and a dude. Ya know..i would say..i'm more attratcted to his personality more. And plus..i like his slippers.

The most depressing thing I can do, i read my horoscopes for the day online. And since i want the most accurate horoscopes, i'll check out three different sites for the most reliable one. MSN site is a personal fave of mine because of the mood thing. But today, it just didn't cut it for me. My horoscope was ruined by the fact that it told me, i would go all..lovey dovey over a guy. Well..it hasn't happened. And i'm still single..so that says sumthing about the msn horoscopes. The other two sites, were kinda..critical of me today. Nothing good was to come out of today, so I was told by two different websites.

I need to go out. And see some friends. I'm feeling sad. I need a hug. Cos i want to see my close friends, and forget about the troubles of uni and pressures of normal home life.

I'm gonna go join the uni radio station. That's it. I'll do it...next week. And i'll get my I.D - cos i need some Alc...

Playlist
Michelle Branch Goodbye to You - *as seen on buffy last monday!*
Jimmy Eat World - Crimson and Clover
The Donna's - Rock and Roll machine & checkin it out
Usher - U turn & You don't have to call
Incubus MTV unplugged - Clean
Jamiroquai - Where do we go from here
Ashanti - Foolish
Counting Crows - Catapult
P.diddy feat. Usher - I need a girl
Goo Goo dolls - Here is gone
Alicia Keys - how come you don't call me?
No doubt - Hella good *****recommend*****
Silverchair - Luv your life