MOOd: GREAT!
Listen: DE NADA - lOVE yOU aNYwAY & SOUL SOUND BY DA SUGABABES

NEW YEAR'S EVE! woohooooooooo!!
i'M GOINg to rach's..should be good....I got my champang...itz from last year..when i turned 16 my dad gave it to me. It's probably not really good stuff...but this is a worthy occasion to finally break out the bubbly.

"I'm a punk rock pop queen!
Brown paper magazine
Hotter than you've ever seen
everywhere and inbetween

I'm a ten ticket thrill ride
don't you wanna come inside
a five star triple threat
hardest of the hard to get
No one's little red corvette
ain't seen nothing like me yet

It took six whole hours
and five long days
for all your lies to come undone
and those three small words were way too late
cos you can't see that i'm the one!!!!"

- josie and the pussycats "Three small words"

sorry..itz playing on my mp3s..i couldn't help myself :)

i just can't be stuffed writing anymore after this...LOL..i'm in a singing mood now!

cya!

Ok....ya know..i've been in a pretty good mood lately since christmas.
And now some idiot has just blown it by writing something so evil in my guestbook. And you can all guess who this demon from hell is...Yes it is THE Tom Anderson.

You will pay for your crimes.

Now i'm not even gonna mention the "pop act" cos i am against all and everything they promote - which is bad hair, bad music and they copied n'sync! Nice try guys...but u really fucked up there. N'sync has FIVE dudes in the group...not four poncy lil choir boys.
And come on..Joey from n'sync is much taller and has cooler hair than that lil guy from "HN" (*note - i didn't say the name of the band...i just used the intitals*)
And many people know of my hateful dislike of this australian pop act. Notice how i said "POP ACT" meaning..they are just another worthless wanna be boy band..and like so many others they will just fade away.

Fuck...tom u really know how to piss me off. Kudos to you.

Ok b4 i say anything else..and make more a dick head of myself online...i'm going.

*muah* --*eves*

(ha! - I called Tom an idiot and a demon from hell! Score!! )

(hehe--Oh and i saw lord of the rings yesterday...and if u wanna know the ending..just find a copy of the first book..and flip to the end. No point actually reading it all when u can watch it on the big screen!)

I have a confession to make....I didn't go to the interview.
I won't go into details...because it was such a risky decision to make...i had like 30 seconds and i just though "Fuck it."
So I did. Well...I didn't fuck it...not litterally...I just decided not to go, so i walked out of the building and hopped on a tram to Balwyn to go to work.
So now that i have my results(i'm not telling :P) I now have to wait for those damn uni's to make up their minds and send me a yes letter.

I was at a party last nite. Phil's 18th. It was very cool. Evelyn was very tipsy. Not drunk, tipsy.

i wonder....do any of u people reading this mind clicking on a link for me and joining some lil club....you don't have to actually do anything...just join it For Me.

Click Here

thanks! *muah********

*Cough*
Rmit interview tomorrow..i'm scared shitless. One hour long...i don't know how i'm gonna get thru it.
Thank god for walkman's *smiles*
Listen: J.lo - murder remix of I'm real..Nivea- Runaway & Britney Spear's Overprotected
Mood : Undecided..if u didn't know

Why doesn't anyone update their webpages these days? Itz kinda...unfair to users. And to the people who like to surf the net and check the same webpages daily. I know i do that...i like..go to the same ones...every time on the net. And normally...one of those sites are updated. But to me it seems that no one can be stuffed to put the effort in, the internet has become a chore. It's not longer fun, some people think of updating as annoying and time consuming. Well it is..that's why my site is so...empty. But i like my blog :)

And some sites keep disappearing...like...runawaytrain.net - that like...disappeared..that or my server is a bitch.
But the thing is...sites are a pain in the ass to update..but for your daily vistor's itz great. So think about other people...who depend and rely on ur webpage - not just ur own silli reasons and excuses..Because ..there is no excuse for not up dating. Unless you were out of the country. That old excuse "I was busy at school" won't fly wit me. Cos i did all my updating..at school. so. :P
but i guess that's just the joys of having ur own laptop computer...which i actually don't have anymore...But i do have pictures :)

Monday was an interesting day. I was..still sick. So i was taking Monday off...and starting work on Tuesday.
I'm working wit lisa at her mum's store in balwyn. Dare u you to come visit. muahaha :)
So on monday morning...like 6-6:30 my own mother comes yelling -"OMG YOU SAT ON YOUR PLATE"
what she means is...my othordontic plate...cos u know..perfect teeth like mine come at a price, So i got up and we found bits of it on the ground and on the couch. I was like "Shit..i didn't break it." Then it occured to me..that i had left my plate on the coffee table (hygenic i know..:P) and my dog was inside and she came up to me, then i realised my dog had found my plate and tried to bite it.
So that is why...it was in bits.

So i called the ortho at 12...then realised i had to get a bus at 12:27 to ringwood so i could get a train to Glenferrie by 1:50.
I got to the ortho right on time...and i had to get another mold of my teeth..which was..disgusting.
But the annoying thing was that i had to wait TWO hours b4 i could go and...get my plate fitted. So i was at ally tunes..brought some singles...Fiona Apple's criminal...which was a buck..fucking good buy considering it is a rare single now.
And got me Lucy Pearl's Dance tonite single...which is a great track to groove to. Very cool.
I ended up going to the city...walked around, window shopped. Looked at alot of cd's. HMV is my fave store for wasting time in. You can spend like an hour in there..looking at stuff.
I brought the Janet jackson son of a gun single...but i'm thinking maybe i should have brought one of the other cds i had my..eye on.
I got back to kew...got my plate..then i quickly jumped on a tram got to the station...waited for a train..got the train...arrived at ringwood and then waited for a bus that would take me all the way home to warrandyte.

It was a long and tiring day.

I bored u all..BUt i dun care :P

hehe..
i am still sick.
more of a cough now.
I shall survive though.
But i missed out on the antioch weekend.
So i'm kinda pissed off.
But i'll get over it.
Meanwhile...i have been very bored lately.
My days have consisted of internet shit, and watching tv.
BUT the beatles special on rage was good..until i realised..i should have programed my vcr to tape an extra hour longer.
And on SBS last nite, Cannibal the musical was entertaining..so entertaining that i fell asleep...unintentionally of course.

anyhoo...see you kids later *muah*

Mood: Sick - but i'm not feeling that bad...kinda in a good mood though.
Listen: Janet Jackson.Feat Missy E & Carly Simon - Son of a Gun & NOVA 100 radio - cos itz fucking cool.
Read: House Atreides - one of the dune books....and a magazine.called Vibe - with Aaliyah on the cover...brought back memories.
Watch: Dark Angel - damn good series..and i can't wait till the final episode where they take down manticore! AND SPICE - the spice girl home video Volume 1. hey...i was bored!

I do have a sore throat..it was pretty bad the last few days, but itz better now. BUt i can't go on the antioch weekend...cos i'm still not feeling 100%...i'm more like 60% better..and that's still not good enough. I bet i'll have a cold by tomorrow...but who knows...but my voice has gone all crappy and i can't sing - so i'm just resting it.
The past two weeks has kinda been..crapola..cos i have been sick. So i'm hoping i get over it all now..so later on i won't be sick.
Well..i guess that's just wishful thinking.

I was listening to the Ataris CD yesterday...the new one...end is forever. Not bad at all..i do like the ataris, but they seem to write alot of songs about chicks. Or as my brother put it to me...Fat boy band singing about chicks.
The music is very emo...but ya know..itz good..and the songs are...cute.lol. i know..sounds funny for a band like the ataris..but some of the songs are very cute..But I do like the song I.O.U one galaxy...lol.

I'm trying to think of more to write....the only thing i can think of right now is how damn hungry i feel...but i can't be..cos i just had lunch like 30 mins ago.....
I like that remix of "I'm real" by J.lo...itz very cool..worth a download. And itz playing on my mp3 now...and a good new band is 'The Calling' download the song "Where ever you will go" ..and "Adrienne" cos itz got a nice sound.

And make sure all melbourne kids listen to Nova 100 cos that damn radio station plays some good shit....lots of rock and good tunes...actually they play alot of commericial dance/trance stuff...i've heard them play Sash a few times...and kudos to them for playing Smashing pumkins...

ok..i'm going now.

I have see Harry Potter twice. I think my eyes are fucked.
I saw it last nite at the 9 pm session at Doncaster...yay...and i saw it this afternoon...with rach and lisa. I don't want to see it again. Not that it was bad or anything, but cos...i'm not one to see a movie...twice at the cinemas..i think the only other movies i've seen twice at the cinemas were Toy story - and Austin Powers Spy who shagged me - But when i saw them the second time..i didn't go the fricken next day again..i kinda...went weeks after i had seen em the first time.

I am so tired...but i can't sleep. at all. I have lines under my eyes...FRICKEN LINES! i'm getting old....old age is catching up with me. i mean..i'll be 18 next year...damn that's scary. I don't wanna think about it just yet.
This week has just been crap. I've been sick...then i got a lil cold. and i can't sing...cos when i do..i sound off. lol..or like i'm singing thru my nose..and that's just nasty.

I AM PISSED OFF THOUGH. and if u didn't want to know why...i'm gonna tell u anyway.
Friends are everything. Everything! and some ppl abuse that, alot. They forget people who have always been there, will always be there no matter. They forget that people do care about them, that there is always some one who is worried for them. There will always be a friend to sympathise with you, always a friend who will hug u or stay up late talking on the phone with you if your sad or just want to talk.
I hate the people who think that no one gives a fuck about them. People who seek attention, by hurting them selves, because they think their screwed up in the head. Some people are honestly depressed though, others just do it for the attention. And it's those that i find hard to understand.
oK I DUNNO..but i might sound kinda bitchy here, i mean people are honestly depressed...ok...but those who do it for attention, make them selves depressed. I believe that everyone has problems. We all have issues and we all deal with them differently, i guess itz my opinion, i just don't like the way in which some people deal with their problems.
It's not good to screw with someone else's head just cos u have some fucking problem, cos you'll bring them down with you. Or use people because you want the attention.
I remember when i was in grade...six or five...i can't remember...it was primary school years...anyway...and i was accused of using someone. The Fact of the matter was i got used in some stoopid way and the chick who accused me just manipulated the story in her favour. It was so stoopid and childish, because all this girl wanted in the end was the attention of my best friend at the time..because she felt that i was taking her away from her. I won't go into the details cos their a little hazy, despite the fact i can still remember what i was wearing that day...ick. LOL...i can remember what i was wearing but i can't remember the rest of the details. Good one eve ;)
Ok..so this lil story maybe had no refernce to what i was talking about..but there is the beginning proof - Someone using someone else to get attention. In my case it was the attention of another person, but still the principal of it is there.

Did anyone understand that..or did i just waste my time?

I'M IN! JMC ACCEPTED ME! SOOOOOOO...i will be offered a place in the first round offers!
The letter said that i met the pre-selection requirements and itz allllllllll gooooood now.
Ya know...if i can meet JMC's standards...NMIT obviously has issues...I mean itz the same fucking course but different providers.
*NMIT! SUCK SHIT!*

woohoo..

ok..at least i can get some joy this week....I am sick as a dog. I have a head ache...i have a cold..i was sick earlier this week..and i'm still feeling grogy and crappy.. *Sympathy plz*

anyway..i'm going... *cyas*

I got nuthing to say...

OMG! IT ROCKED!!

I impressed the socks off em! GO me!!!
Plus the chick who interviewed me slagged off NMIT! ha! :P

sorry..in case ur not up to speed *please read earlier posts* I had my jmc academy interview.
But i got lost on the way there! hehe...i kinda...got off the tram four stops after Bank street...so i kinda..walked the rest of the way there. BUT i still made it on time..so it was all good. But i was all...ick after walking that far.
ANYWAY! that's all i wanted to post..and that my parents are old hicks...who would rather lock me up in a convent that let me go to merricks...but that's another story..for another day..

yo...
Mood: NoRmal - lol sorta like what i said to Al when we were giving each other Dark Angel characters..and Al said i can be Normal...and i said "I'm NOT normal" lol..so...yeah well after i had said it..i realised how strange it sounded, Lisa's Original Cindy by the way..we've been calling her Original Lisa. :)
Listen: D I D D Y!! muahahaha...and Son of a gun...fucking ace shit girlz and boyz.
Watch: Michael Jackson's 30 year anniversary concert thing...the jackson five played..and rocked. And damn Usher's got some smooth moves...i wanna see a Dance off with the two...i'm betting on Usher.

I got an interview tomorrow with jmc academy..i'm nervous as hell! but hey! i shall survive.
And RMIT were kind bastards to send me a letter informing me of an interview for their Advanced diploma in business Marketing...so obviously they probably felt obligated to send me one..since they knocked me back the first time. But i think everyone who applied for this got sent a letter...so i shouldn't feel special.

Oh did i mention yesterday was my last exam EVER. well for high school anyway. I was talking with carlos last nite..cos he had the same exam...itz weird..i feel like i should be studying! But there's nothing to study for any more..i haven't kicked into relaxation mode yet..i'm still on a fricken timer...anyway..i'm gonna have to go to school this week..i gotta go to careers and find out about these S forms and get me a tax file number cos otherwise i'm stuffed.

I was watching Rikki Lake last night...yes i was bored..cos it was either that or Night Man on channel 9...and honestly american tv shows have no shame..the acting and storylines are as bad as VIP.
And on Rikki the theme was "I'm 12 and smoke weed...so?"
And to scare these kids from smoking, they sent one 12 yr old kid to a jail...to spend like a night or sumthing...and this kid litterally had these huge convict guys yelling at him all at once telling him off for smoking weed. They scared the shit out of him..he went from some wannabe tough lil dude..to a fricken wet rage...the kid was so fucking freaked out.
And what they did to the other two kids on the show was different..it was nothing in comparision to what this lil 12 year old went through in the jail...but it was kinda like a shock treatment..showing these kids the harsh realty they'll face if they keep smoking weed and shit.

ah wellz..i know i just bored the shit outta you all...stay tune for next time though....i'll make sure i have something amusing or angry to write.

*eves*

Greetings from another dimension!!!

actually i'm at home....again. Still studying like mad...while this week the majority of people are finishing their own exams. I mean...rachy finished on the 9th! Alistaire finished today...lisa will finish on friday...and damn..I'm still going with two exams left!
I kinda almost wish i had them finished and done with already..but nah..i need this time desperately. Today was like study study study! I've learnt what an pain in the ass biz man is....and i've also re-learned all of unit 3 and bits of unit 4...so now i actually understand the concept of DEREGULATION..no thanks to Ms. Sulli...but hey..i'm not gonna start on how bad a teacher she is.
If any of you wanted to know...DEREGULATION is the removal of government barriers on industries and allows for more competition- which in turn is supposed to benifit the consumers so they get quality services at better prices. FOR EXAMPLE...the electricity industry...if any of you ppl have bothered to watch advertisments on tv and not flick channels..you would know that just recently the electric industry has been deregulated..meaning more damn electric companies for us.

OK...let's continue...
Listen: Ash - Candy & Burn baby burn...mauahhaa
Mood: not happy..but i'm not sad either...and i'm not bored...that must be a good thing.
Watch: Anna Anaconda on the abc. Southpark and Quads! And I watched passions today...cos itz a 2nd religion now..the damn show is addictive!

Meanwhile..the purpose of this visit..is to advertise my buddy Tospol's fantastic website. And it is pure..amazing...very cool. It puts my website skills to shame..then again...every webpage on the net makes mine look like a piece of poo. (Can't say shit...itz a curse word...)
http://www.tospol.f2s.com
So PLEASE go have a look..it will be worth your while..and have a lookie at the message board...itz all good ppl.

cyas *eves*

Greeting: yo....
Mood: Not happy Jan
Listen: Fiona Apple - Sullen Girl
Watch: DarkAngel - and watching my life turn to shit...but that;s not a tv show...just an over dramatic portrayal of my current situation.

What has me so...down...Well i'll fucking tell you.
I just recived in the mail..two loverly letters from RMIT and NMIT....hmmf.

Rmit said...something..i can't remember..but it was along the lines of thanks but no thanks. At least they weren't mean...unlike NMIT...who said "We will not be inviting you for an interview, as you do not meet the selection criteria."
"The Selection criteria..blah blah...for this course are : Demonstrated academic ability, demonstrated involvement in the music industry, demonstrated pro active apporoach."
Well forgive me for not including any of this in my fucking application form...So i guess...already having done a VET MUSIC INDUSTRY COURSE..doesn't count....and RECORDING MY OWN FUCKING DEMO....doesn't count...neither does a few performances i did...or the PROMOTION OF A WEBSITE THAT MAKES LOTS OF AMERICAN MONEY...didn't count either...PRO ACTIVE THIS NIMT *holds up evil rude finger*

Fuck.
Well at least rmit didn't diss me. to be honest...i thought..OK..rmit..itz gonna be tough to get into it...their biast bastards over there. No hard feelings. BUT i wanted to do this music business course desperately. And now my last chance to get into it is with JMC acdemy..or Vic uni- if i apply...But no interview at all...how can they fucking judge..they've never seen me..perform...they haven't heard my recordings..which sounds fucking ace on CD might i add.

I guess maybe i was aiming alittle high..that such a *GREAT* Tafe provider like NMIT would accept me..I mean..an interview wouldn't hurt.
That's what stings about this whole thing...not even an interview. They judge you by application..and i spent ages on my application..i wrote this really neat thing..and it was cool. and i'm shot down before i can even get off the ground.
Well...JMC academy is my next aim...and i'm gonna impress the fucking socks off em.

And i don't care what i have to do...but i'm gonna break into this music industry one way or another.

Hehe..this is fun....writing every so often..in fact..i think i'm obsessing with this blog. But at least it gives me something to do.
Well EXAM NO. 1 is over and done with. No more english study now...i'm on to drama for wednesday..so itz all good.
Knowing me i'll prolly be more nervous and freaked about the drama exam.

I think i need a counter on this page...but i dunno where i'd put it....

OK KIDS..if u read this...and like it or have comments...find the guestbook on my webpage [www.geocities.com/evesygal]
And sign my guestbook...leave me a comment..ya know. Just so i know..itz not just me i'm writing for.

I like writing, Because maybe it's the only time i can be truly honest with myself.
Once my pen hits the page, every word that comes out is me. The pen is an extension of myself, it becomes my thoughts and feelings.
And i love the look of ink...black wet ink still sitting on a page, waiting to soak into the thin paper layers.
I think i just like the idea of my pen, bleeding ink, bleeding words onto paper...something that can be treasured and last forever till someone finds the words scribbled across it. Words have sentimental value, i'd like to think mine are worth something.

I am an idiot.

Firstly....JMC academy sends me a letter telling me to arrange an appointment time for an interview.

Then i decide over the phone without putting any serious thought into my decision, that i didn't want to do the contemporary music course anymore, just the music business.
I totally chickened out! Just cos i didn't want to do an audition! and i'm afarid to call them back and say i do want to..but i got scared at the thought of performing. I totally suck!
I mean..i could have a career..I mean, i know i'm not the greatest singer - but at least i'd have a shot at doing something with my voice, and now i've just screwed it over. I mean, i guess i can always do the course later on - but i think i'm regretting my 10 second decision and it is now kicking me in the ass. Did i just seem to forget that...performing - is something i want to do - I remember watching people performing and thinking to myself "That's what i want to be doing!" And i've just let another opportunity go.
Geez..well i have an exam to study for.

And that's it...I'M CHANGING THE NAME OF THIS STOOPID BLOG!

I'm thinking of changing the name of this blogger. I mean. Spill is just boring...ok..maybe Spiller would be cool.
Actually i'm thinking of calling it "I'm not a chicken" but hmm...i mean, i just need some thing a little more me..not that i'm a chicken...itz just one of those quotes that will never go away.

Video stores are annoying. They over price over night videos..and what's up with those three day video loans? i mean..wtf.
And i'm waiting for civic video to call me when that damn Cabaret video comes in. And it should have been returned yesterday! I mean! Some ppl are just annoying when they don't return videos on time..i mean other people want to borrow them! They never think about other people...they think, oh i'll just keep it one more night/ or I'll just forget to return it. Hello! video fines! they are there to remind me people to return videos on time. duh. I mean who wants to pay an extra 7 bucks next time you borrow a video.
And you would think video stores would have multipul copies of certain videos not just those annoying crap videos. Like they'll have a million copies of Babe, but only one copy of Rear window*hitchcock film i studied in yr 10*. Ok, Babe wasn't THAT good.
And why would they stop making copies of the film Cabaret? I mean! It's a fricken Goldmine...schools study the film...students don't want to have to wait on a reserved copy list till the goddamn film become avaliable. I mean half the people at school own pirate copies of the film. Fuck copy right if u can no longer buy the film.

ok. I'm done ranting.

Cya later kids.

yA know what...I have nothing to write. So plz feel free to read the last few blogs and the archives.
I'll post something long later.
But for now, go download "You belong to me" the Jason Wade version...and if u don't know who Jason Wade is...u suck.
Also down load elmo and the goo goo dolls "Pride" cos it's so georgeous!

see ya all later kids *muah*

I can't believe it...today, was my offical last day of school.
But it doesn't feel like it...i feel like i have unfinished business, well considering i still have two modules to complete for Vet music..
It's weird, i mean today has been fun. Everything has been going well...and i mean.. school is finished...well i have exams..but after that i'm done...forever.
These past few days i've been remincissing...taking a trip down memory lane. All these memories that i;ve forgotten over time, are coming back to me. Like going to the lib to play on my comp...the time i was using a lib computer and the disk got stuck and i pulled it out and the disk was missing the metal part. or the times like swimming sport, going to the zoo in year 7. The house drama play from 96...truth or dare..i had a semi main part...French classes with leanne and nat. 205 bus (154 bus now) with Racheal B and Rachel J. Slumber parties, all the times i slept over at Vanessa's or morgan's house all the parties. The time i was at morgan's house and we made a cubbie house. lol. The time i purposing spilt the contents of my coke can on Jo rain...then she got me back with a tub of yogurt. Or in yr 7 party, the red fizzy drink that got all over my blazer and the huge fit i cause over it...yes i was a drama queen.
The hanson obession..when it started...yr 7 talent quest - dancing to "wannabe" that was mad. Marshmead in 99! Work experience, finding out that taylor hanson cut his hair...that was like..massive.
I don't think i can actually hate anyone...i'll think of mlc and i'll have fond memories of those laptop computers..the dungeon...when it really was in a hole downstairs in the wood building. Sitting in Nic building eating lunch and playing Uno by the lockers.

I have years of memories...everything seems so long ago. The years feel like...they've gone so quickly. Like it hardly took any time to get here. But now all i have is the future, and i don't know what's going to happen. That scares me...but i'm excited by it because i'll have new opportunities, new experiences outside of school. Going from school..which is structured..to Uni or tafe..which i'll have to adapt to a different situation..create my own structure. School has always been easy, wake up early - get bus, go to school...do school...get bus home.
In the past, i've always known what was coming...i always knew i had school the next year..i knew where i was going. Now i;m finishing and i don't know where i'm going yet...i like to plan ahead..so i know what i'm doing and so i'm organised...but i won't know till much later.

It'll be sad leaving behind something i know so well...but i'm glad. I'll miss mlc for about three weeks...then i'll be over it. MLC has been good to me...the atmosphere...it's where my friends are. It's something we'll always come back to..and you can't say you won't. The mlc community has always been tight, and now..i am an old collegian...i know i'll keep coming back to the place that made me...prepared me for what's to come next. The MLC years are coming to a close...and now things can only get better.

Listen to me kids - In whatever you do...no matter where you end up, whatever job or career path your on...make sure you always kick-ass.

**So denied, so i lied
are you the now or never kind
in a day, and a day love
i'm gonna be gone for good again

Are you willing to be had
are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line
along with place and time
Want to stay, not to go
i want to ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is frozen in motion
Can't i stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon**
::Here's to the night:: *Eve6*

I am pissed off...you would not believe how fucking shitty i am right now.

Ms. Duncan is such a stoopid fucking cow.

I just got a message on my answering machine (i was busy listening to the radio..so i didn't hear the phone ring) and it said that something else had come up so my appointment with her got moved from 2:30 to 3:15.....so..i have to wait...even longer. and i won't get home till later this afternoon..and it really screws me over..and OMG SHE IS A BITCH!
She doesn't even realise how far i have to travel to get to school...omg bitch..of course she doesn't give a shit..as long as i'm there on time...

URGHHHHH....well i guess..at least this gives me more time to practise..and take my four minute monologue..to five minutes...and of course my blocking is fucked..i keep screwing it up.
Drama is the devil...ok it's not...Ms. Duncan is the devil.

Oh on a brighter note. Hitz fm is back on air 89.9 tune in kids cos it's cool...and after i got the message from dana duncan..they played michelle branch..so..i was happy.

And yesterday i went to school also, but for singing...and on the train i wrote a few things, so i'll shall write them out and post them here on blogger for your enjoyment.
Make sure you keep checking out mp3.com/studio_414 cos it is good, and i've had 144 plays so far. So keep listening, more will be coming eventually...
Oh and Aaliyah's Rock the boat is at number 23 on the billboard charts(usa) and MICHELLE BRANCH is right under her at 24! *applause* excellent stuff..and go buy those cds. Aaliyah's album is really..very very good.

ok..cya *eves*

*I don't know who's side i'm taking
but i'm not taking things too well
I can see inside your aching
But is it too early for me to tell

I try to help you out through the hardest of times
Your heart is in your throat
And i'm speaking my mind
Though it looks as if it's over
I'm still not over you

Cos I still love you like i did before
I know it for sure
That you still feel the same way I do
If only she knew... *
-If only she knew , by Michelle Branch

Hi kids...just a few lines from a song i'm listening to right now.
And it's a cool song...i like it!

So...what's up in my life? Oh nothing much..just..dealing with a few minor issues, such as "Men are the scum of the earth..."
I won't go into my reasons for it, cos i might bore you all to death, and that really wouldn't be a good thing :)

Tospol's baptism was beautiful, really nice. He's such a dude :) the party was good too! and rach is a funny bunny when she's...tipsey. She slapped me! well..i guess it was pay back for the time i once slapped her...but that was a long long time ago..and i was on a high! so don't blame me...blame the sugar.

Almost time for school again, and i haven't started the serious study yet. My drama is just..lacking in drama. i've been working on my voice, but it's kinda hard..when you don't have a voice some days...and the cold i had at the start of the hols..has come back.
Evil..i hate being sick. And i'm going to school tomorrow for a singing lesson..and i'll be there on thursday also...
Ms. Duncan is gonna kill me..she'll like bite my head off or something mean like that...or make me feel like dirt...or like crap cos i can't act...my blocking is out of whack..and my voice is too soft. Then she'll tell me that we went over this time and time again..when actual fact...we never did.

I'm feeling very musically creative at the moe..but i haven't put anything down yet. I feel like..i don;t know how..or where to begin.
I'm getting bored again..i'm gonna go..read some buffy transcripts. Cya *eves*

I am a bad girl.

No i'm not...i just think that for once, i'm beginning to see *what* i want. I've always known *who* i want.
But it still feels like this hazy fog, that i'm stuck in. I can't see clearly. Or i'm afraid to venture out into it, scared that something shitty will happen to me.

I found this on one site that i was visting...i was bored...who cares what the actual site content is ppl...grow up and get over it.
But i found this piece was relevant
Strangly enough, i found it...comforting isn't exactly the word i'd use. But it made me think, and see that maybe once i get it out...tell the person i like..that i like them, that even if they don't like me the same way back...i'll live.

I am officially a bored teenager. I mean it..i couldn't get more bored than this. I'm 17! i should have a social life...well i do...sometimes. I went out the other night, with lisa. That counts.

And considering i've been feeling kinda down lately....maybe theres only one thing left for me to do...

Go shopping. I need shoes.

I'M SORRY!! I'VE LEFT THIS FOR SO LONG....OK...SO A WEEK OR MORE OF NO UPDATES!

MY BAD!

i've just been, busy....ok actually i've been doing nothing at all! i've been home, but i just keep forgetting about this.
Yes, So where to begin.

Today, i did nothing...but i got a call from lisa, and we went to some lil Diamond creek festival thing. The fireworks were fantastic, the bands were..good. The rides were fun...hehe..
So it was, an adventure to remember.

Things have been going on alot lately. Alot of things have just turned to shit...some things i shall tell you..some things i won't.
But all you should know is..i'm a bad bad bad girl. I have done something, or i have been doing something...misleading...but i'll dig my self out of this hole.
Boys *not men* are the scum of the earth. nuff said.

I've been reading the buffy tv transcripts lately. Their very cool, and considering i like..haven;t seen that many buffy episodes, it kinda fills me in on what i've missed, especially the early episodes.

Movie of the moment is "Hercules Returns" it's hillarious the second time you watch it. It's clever...in a way, and it makes for an interesting film. It begins with the three main characters...who i don't know their names...and the opening of an old theatre and screening of "hercules" ..but they realise on the night that the film is all in italian and has no sub titles, so they dub the voices. Now it leads to some interesting lines and interpretations. So overall its a good Australian film...

damn..it's 11pm already. I gotta find a video, i'm taping eskimo joe on rage tonite. So..yay.
write more another nite. Cyas
*eves*

hey all, wassup?

my computer just beeped at me....
Well its finally friday! LAST DAY OF TERM!
I can't believe i've made it this far, year 12...last year of school ever. It's going to be weird moving into uni life. Like school is very structured and you know every year you'll be doing the same thing.
Then year 12 is like, (for me anyway) i don't know what i'm doing...next year seems scary, because it'll be like starting all over again.
Uni is like, venturing into the unknown. And the thought of that scares me and being away from friends. And i don't want to lose contact with any of them, because it's your friends that help make you who you are, and they keep you grounded.
And every now and then, itz always good to have some one bring you back to reality.
I think i'm getting all..mush. moosh. mushy moosh. yep.

Is anyone else finding this week the most emotional and stressful week of this year? So far i have just been, unbelievable. Work everywhere. I'm a mess. lol. I just did my english SAC...and i finished it really early, so i..kinda fell asleep, in class.
I have a media sac coming up. but that's open book, and i know what i'm talking about.
And i have to see ms. Sullivan to get some stoopid biz man stuff, i have drama. I'm royally screwed for that. I don't even know if itz worth turning up to class. I could fake sick. But that' s like..such a year 10 thing.
And i should go down and see the dude in the dungeon and talking about some vet music thing and the mymlc.net stuff. But i don't have enough time. cos we have speech night singing in like 15, and by the time i get down to the computer dept, i gotta leave again.
And i have some printing to do...so i should finish that now.

*baby i want something else, i'm not listening when you say..Good BYEEEEE...*
- semi charmed kind of life - third eye blind...

I'd just like to say, thank you to people reading this. You make my day, by just knowing someone can be bothered to read it.
Sprocket vomit! lol...i love that, i found it on a band name generator.
Ah life, so complex. yet so simple.
Well i'm gonna go finish drama journels,cya...later.

*eves*
There i go, there goes my world.

*sorry just an extra note...How cool is the name "Sprocket Vomit" i'm thinking of changing the blog name. So tell me what you think!*

hey all...

i got back from drama camp on Sunday, it was very good. I don't know why i was so worried! it was great. I had a blast :)
I've been feeling really enuthsed by it, ya know, I'm like "miss enthusiastic for drama" sorry my spelling really bad at the moe, i just cant be stuffed fixing it anymore.
Well my week has started off OK. Monday was a very ordinary day, today, well being a Tuesday, so far not much. But i have a singing lesson coming up, so that will be exciting. Also i have a Biz man SAC which i know i'm gonna totally stuff up. I wasn't in a homework mood last night, too tired.
I've almost finished my Vet Music work for the year! YAY! woohoo!!! so i'm very happy bout that. I just have to study for a few SAC's now and then i'm done for, basically this term. And tomorrow is my last PE lesson, EVER! I'm jumping for joy.*jumps for joy*
hehe. :)
I'm gonna go, Everyone PLZ check out my MP3.COM site. The url is in my past blogs. There is a new track up, and itz very cool...so download it! And if you can, spread the word...i want to get my "pretty eyes" song higher on the POP Vocal's chart!!!
But thank u, cos i've made it to 200 and something, so that's very good!

so i'll cya all l8ter.
byes.

ALOHA! it is wednesday...don't believe what the blog says..itz all american...i'm not american...haha

The media screening was fantastic! Some really great films were shown, some were hillarious darling! and others were thought provoking and interesting. Overall it was really good, and the mulitmedia and other photography was excellent.
In aussie words "It was a Top night!"
Well tomorrow afternoon, i will be going to DRama Camp...finally...i hope its worth it. It will be hard, but hopefully fun. I should try and be positive about it, but at the moe, i'm still leaning towards negative...i dunno i guess drama isn't my thing anymore.

And in vet music we were giving out solos in the songs we are doing for speech night, and i got a little solo! yay! so it'll be good, i'm looking forward to it. I think i prefer singing to acting any day!
yes, well aren't i the mulit talented one...*sarcasm...if u didn't get it*

well i'm gonna go and do something productive. Cyas all later *MUAH*
ev

Hi all !!!!

Itz 7:11 pm Tuesday night...I'm still at school....waiting..killing time here...
I'm going to the VCE media screening, it'll kick ass.
Lots of good films and stuff, itz all good.

i'm sitting here with Frances, my good buddy...
YAY...we went for a walk b4, ya know...skipping down glenferrie rd.
the usual thing u do. LOL

Drama camp is this thursday till Sunday, which will be scary. I'm scared.
In fact i'm terrified, i'm all nervous and itz not good.
I swear i'm so freaked by this i'm growing grey hairs. Stress less ev.
And i have to perform

This is Ev's friend Frances. She smells goood....like an Angel....mmm give me some Angel now!!

OK..thanks frances....as i was saying, i have to perform again on thursday, b4 we go on the camp.
I have nothing to perform, i'm like stuck. Like i've hit an invisible brick wall but i keep on trying to walk through it.

ok i'm going now, more later...maybe when i get home.
CYAS!

I swear i'm gonna shoot this computer. if it fucks up on me one more time, itz going bye byes.
I just wrote like...half a blog, and my computer just screwed up on me. Maybe a good bashing will get it working properly again, but then again, i probably fucked it up by kicking the shit out of it while it was in my school bag.
I've noticed lately that i swear alot, like alot..like more than i usually do. At the moe, i'm fave word seems to be shit. Damn, i've gone back to the basic bad language. Shit was one of my first evil words that i learned while still in primary school. Ah those were the days...
Do you know, that one holiday. i dunno about a year or more ago, while i was wit my family up at our holiday house, my mother met up wit a family that she taught at school who were staying up in Dramana (sorry me can't spell...but itz the nicest beach..) and me and my bro walked around wit the son of the family and a few other peeps, and every time one of his friends swore, he like apologised to us saying that ya know, excuse the bad lang, since ur mom's a teacher u prolly don't swear. my bro and I were like, wtf? i'm a compulsive swearer. That was weird...and i think i'm a bad influence on my parents, cos now they've started swearing, occasional "FUCK OFF U IDIOT" in the car, ya know..road rage. lol. And my mum told me off cos i said "Suck shit" to some guy, and she said it wasn't lady like. Ooooh kay...
ANYhoo!
I've just read my horoscopes...and i thought that a deeper analysis was needed to fully understand it.

Aries Mar 21 - Apr 20
Fri August 31, 2001
Neptune and the Moon cast a dreamy spell over all you do today; social gatherings will have a glamorous edge. This is the perfect night for a first date and an even better night for rekindling an old flame. Be sure to dress the part... pay attention to the little details and spoil the object of your affections with your thoughtfulness and creativity.
*courtsey of msn.com.au*
Ok First of all. what was Neptune and the Moon doing anyway? why were they conspiring to cast "a dreamy spell" over me today. Well obviously it worked since i'm still half asleep. I like the idea of social gatherings having a glamourous edge, but wasn't that LAST WEEKEND when i went to a party dressed as a beauty queen? *for those of u wonderings...yes i looked damn gorgeous..so did rACHY and Lisa - we kicked beauty queen ass*
Ok, so itz the perfect night for the first date...I don't have a date, and i'm not about to get one in the next 5 minutes.
And duh! state the obvious..."be sure to dress the part" if i was going out, i think i'd wear something other than jeans and tee shirt.
"Little details" ok...well, um...these come in with the annoying questions "will my ass look big in this?" or "should i wear my hair up, or down" or "fishnets or no fishnets..that is the question" BUT then again, if they mean the little details..in other words the minor meaningless details of the date that no one pay any attention to because no one cares! "Spoil" my date? nah uh...itz the other way round, and they should feel special that i agreed to leave my night of pigging/lazing out in front of the tv for them.
"Thoughtfulness and creativity" when ever that comes in.
OK maybe i wouldn't be as negative, if i had a date...or a social life right now.

Oh I hate year 12.

greetings: HI HO!
mood: like a fizzy drink gone flat....
listen: Show me the money!!! * by the architechs*
work: i got an appointment with the dragon of drama..the Ms. Dana Duncan....ARGHHH!! must learn all my lines..must learn all my lines...

If someone was to buzz me on icq and ask "Sup?" I would reply with "Notta"
cos notta lot goes on around here on the very blue level three of centenury building at mlc.
And my horoscopes for today are confusing me, first it says on one site that ya know..all romance is good blah blah..and on another site itz telling me completely weird shit like, i'm confused. WELL DUH! I AM NOW AFTER READING THAT SHIT!

How cool is that 5ive song? dude..itz got me dancing round in my chair. And that "They might be giants" i luv them, they kick ass.
Fuck...how sore are my shoulders! i did Yoga yesterday and i felt so relaxed and stretched from it. And now, like my upper arms slightly hurt. No biggie though, i mean, i'd think the whole strap thing they do would hurt more the day after...lol...for those of u who don't know the strap thing, um...don't worry.
I had a conversation on the phone last night (yay) and i was talking with my good friend lisa. It really made me think, not of anything HUGELY important, but it made me think. which is always a good thing, making me think. LOL

yes i'm gonna go now, i have more important things to do ...like talk with rach..then learn my lines. LOL

*cyas*
luv eves

*Try again*
- if at first u don't succed, pick your self up and try again -

I'm sure everyone has heard of the shocking plane crash involving r&b queen Aaliyah.
All our thoughts are prayers are with her and the other 8 people involved in the crash. As unfortunate as it was, we must always remember the good, Aaliyah for her music and acting talents, and the other people involved in the accident will be remembered for their contributions, etc.
As for me, i'm still getting over the shock. I am a fan of aaliyah's music, but i'm not the biggest. But i can tell her death has hit the music industry and fans hard. Fans on the net are in shock, upset that they've lost their r&b songtress. Aaliyah's music and personality has had a lasting affect on people, and will always be remembered for that.
I know that i was affected by her death, who wasn't? it was huge news, distressing and upsetting as it was, everyone i've spoken to has been shocked by the accident.

Today i decided that i'm only going to listen to Aaliyah's music, so i pulled out her first album, the two singles from it and the "try again" and "we need a resolution" singles, which i am currently listening to here in my vet music class.
So that's my kind of tribute to her, and my whole web page has gone black.

i was gonna keep this short, because Lisa is intimidated by reading long paragraphs. LOL
no matter what happens, keep smiling people :)

***luv eves***

*i only just turned 15
i'm filled with hopes and dreams
i turn the radio on
and i hear the strangest song

I'm afraid of britney spears and christina Aguliera
Backstreet boys and n'sync
i don't know what to think *

*"I'm afraid of britney spears" - by Live on release*

Hey dudes...i'm having second thoughts about the name of this blog.
Spill or not spill. I'm thinking itz more along the lines of, like "adolcent fantasies" or "troubled teen"
or "My so called life" or something like "m&m's", "annoyance" or maybe "angry teen"
I dunno..they kinda all suck.
Hang on "Evelyn's guide to self-indulgence"
i just thought of that one...cos..i'm eating nutella...straight from the jar....yummmm....

i finally saw the movie "she's all that" last nite...i went to the video shop on a mission...and i rented it out. And itz one of those early teen movies...early i mean as in..after clueless by b4 american pie.
rachel leigh cook is the coolest actress...her and anna paquin..But of course, no one kicks more ass than christina ricci. but she's not in this movie...so ANYHOO...
But it was an interesting movie..i mean, the storyline wasn't orginial, the characters were your average sterotypical trendies and jocks, but i did like the way th film was made, production wise. AND the scene transitions kicked ass.
i also rented out "drowning mona" which is a very cool film. see i've wanted to see drowning mona for awhile, cos when it was at th movies, i wanted to see it but my friends wanted to see urban ledgends: final cut..which pretty much sucked.

ok..i'm gonna go watch "she's all that" again and eat something more fattening than nutella. Cya all later.
*eves*
oh yeah..and saturday night rocked...

you know..i think i'm pretty dumb...
i could have just edited the post instead of posting another one with the correct link. duh ev...*slaps head*
Well aloha to people reading this. I know a few ppl bother, which is nice.
*waves to people reading this*
I've made 31 cents now on mp3.com...thank u to who ever is listening or downloading the songs! much appreciate it!
*BIG HUG AND KISS FOR EVERY DOWNLOAD*
cos ur making me money! lol hehe...anyhoo.
i gotta get ready soon...going to a party...one of those masquerade parties..where everyone has a mask..so i made one about an hour ago. I tell ya, itz so hard to find masks these days! i went to lincraft and all they had were..plain or ones covered in feathers...and i don't wanna go looking like a chicken...so i got a plain one..i just made it pretty. i had diamantes sticking all to my hands..i hate craft glue or PVA..cos it sticks..and peels off...eewww.

OMG! i thought i lost this blog for a second. Thank god for the god old trust EDIT button.
Making good use of it now...

dudes.. at the moe..i was listening to Michelle Branch...HOW GOOD IS SHE! omg.
And Hanson's Wake-up.

Now here i would like to apologise for one of my earliest blogs...like..one of the first 4 blogs.
I was talking about hanson...that won't happen again. sorry.

AND my low..when i was all sad and depressed over a male...That won't happen again either..cos itz pathetic and i acted immature and st00pid..only thinking of myself. of course. i guess i shouldn't use this blog to express my sadness...cos it makes other ppl sad (eg. Bec) and i dun want any guilt feelings...so itz all gonna stay good now.

HI BEC! sorry..i used u as an example up there...lol

WELL I'M GONNA GET OUT OF HERE..and get ready for the party...

*note: if u have any comments, suggestions for a chat topic, want my opinion on something, etc...Just click on the link up above, Yeah..the one that says CONTACT...that's it. the lil plus sign won't take u anywhere...and if that doesnt work..just find me at evesygal@yahoo.com THANKS *MUAH!*

LUV EVES

OMG...all that and the link DIDN'T work!!!
ok here it is TWICE:

www.mp3.com/studio_414

AND www.mp3.com/studio_414

righty-o!
have fun over the weekend kids...remember...SEAT BELTS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOGGER!
YAY!

Hey everyone....today is a grand day in the land of evil ev...
I have a huge annoucement to make:

STUDIO 414 IS FINALLY HERE!!!!



go click on the link...listen and love it kids! Lots of music..and more to come, so itz gonna rock!

AND itz only been up officially since yesterday..which was thursday..And already we've made 6 CENTS!! WOOHOOO!!!
now that's a cause for celebration!
yay..i've made 6 cents...actually 3 cents...i'm gonna have to split it.

Did you all love rach's lil blog on spill? it was very entertaining *applause for rach*
hopefully..maybe i'll make it a regular thing, get the others to do a lil blog. hehe..

we'll i'm gonna go waste some more time on something else, blog wit ya later.
Damn i'm in a good mood! hope it lasts for the rest of the day...i just hope i don't fall asleep in business management again, i swear ms. sullivan has evil eyes for me now. After that humiliation last class...lets just say...when i sleep..i don't normally like to attract attention to myself...

well kids, don't stop movin'

*eves*

I HATE LAPTOPS TOO....
hehe...well im not going to write a full-fledged essay on the problems and stuff that they cause...
BUT....yea....every mlc-ish person knows how fucking annoying they can be....what is wrong with pen and paper??
worked for ppl for millions of years...hehe :) egyptians and so forth....is that counted? seeing as its kinda cave-wall not paper...
NEwayz!!!!
*BIG HUGZ to you too sweets....no...i can do better....*BIG CUDDLY BEAR HUGZ AND A MWAH* hehe.. :) luv ya sweetz...
If amy is out there....
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :) and thanx heapz...i'll be back to myself soon....i hope...

Get happy ppl...

SEEYA! *RACH*..... :)

Today's introduction: I HATE LAPTOPS!!!

OK...this NEC is a piece of shit...Note to ppl out there...DON'T BUY NEC COMPUTERS...their pieces of shit!
You have been warned.

Where: I'm at school- wednesday lunchtime...
mood: i feel sick....blaaaa....
listen: Bardot - kick ass and N'sync POP - but the remix of it....ahhh
Site: blogger
Bad: I still have one more class left today
good: Itz an early DAY! woohoo!!!
extra goodness: GO TO mp3.com/studio_414 and listen to the ONE track up there. ITZ MINE! AND ITZ VERY COOL.
thanku very much
muchos gracias...(my poor attempt at spanish....i suck..maybe cos i don't do spanish..i only have this lil phrase book for lots of entertainment on bus rides with david)

Ok, well lisa told me to keep this short. So i guess the shorter the better...for lisa. Because she told me that long chunks of writing scares the shit out of her (not her exact words,i just fixed em)
Rach is here now...she's still sick...aww *BIG BIG BIG HUGZ* everyone...send ur love to rachy wachy! :) !!!

ok..well i suddenly cant be stuffed writing anything else...just cos......

rach just told me i was" awwww...your so cute"
awww.....
i think i'm gonna go.....do something.

MAKE SURE YA 'ALL GO TO MY MP3.COM WEBSITE....MP3.COM/STUDIO_414 !!!!!!

LUVVVVVVV eves***

ello people!
i am at school again!
and doing nothing...rach is here with me...she's feeling sick...aww *hugz to rachy*
be back later dudes with more chat from my music class!!!
byes

:: I wanted to be like you
i wanted everythingso i tried to be like you
and i got swept away

i didn't know that it was so cold and
you needed someone to show you the way
so i took your hand and we figured out that
when the tide comes i'll take you away

if you want to i can save
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares

i'm sinking slowly
so hurry hold me
your hand is all i have to keep me hanging on
please can you tell me
so i can finally see
where you go when your gone

if you want to i can save you
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares

all you wanted some body who cares
if you need me you know i'll be there

if you want to I can save
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me so i can finally see
where you go when your gone ::

::All You Wanted - by Michelle Branch::

Hey ppl, if anyone is bothering to read this. I hope someone is. otherwise itz just a waste of my time.
I am on a major low. I was at this lil gathering/party last nite. And i didn't go wit rach...itz the kinda thing i would go with rach...cos of the ppl there. And everyone at this lil party was very very cool. But i went from nervous...to a plain bored/depressed low for no reason at all. I sure as hell wasn't any life of the party last nite. I had no life...i was like...lifeless.
And i'm all depressed and sad and lonely...i guess i could say for no reason at all...cos u know how been a teenager is like. One day you love life, and the next your cursing it for being so bloody depressing.
Ok, maybe i do have a reason for being on a tiny lil low. Itz not biggie...just nothing i'm gonna write here in case certain ppl read it.
or if a certain person reads it..which i doubt they will..anyway. But i've decided that i'm not gonna wait for shit to happen.
I hate it when, a few weeks ago i was really..i dunno...u could say..Satisfied with life, i was happy. And now i feel..just weird. I dunno...(i dunno about alot of things today..lol)
i guess its dumb and stoopid just sitting around, letting everything just turn bad. Its my fault though, for not doing anything.

I think i've hit a boring patch in my life. Nothing seems to entertain me. And i mean that.
I'm bored with the internet...i'm bored with computer games...and my favourite Spider solitaire. I'm even getting bored with TV...which almost never happens.
i'm bored with school...i'm just very bored. and i don't know why...lol...maybe itz some weird thing that can be cured with...pills. or simple medication like...a mars bar. Mars bar's cure everything...especially headaches.

oh wellz...i gotta go do some drama h/w (grrr)

cya kids

Hi ho everybody!
Time: 10 am Friday morning at school...i am in my spare
Mood: bored
Listen: My winamp playlist....very cool and Michelle branch listening party - the whole album!
Watch: i was watching grosse point last nite, now that's a cool show.
extra: i have 11 unread messages in my kittymail.

Well since my new website has been actually very successful so far, i haven't had heaps of hits yet...but in time when i put more up there, i'm sure more ppl will bother checking it out.

Yesterday was a really cool day, cos i had two spares, so that was fun.
My business management class was boring, i love doing sac's (not) damn short answer questions are evil!
My Vet music class was just..as usual another chance to go on the internet and do nothing. But we choose the songs we wanted to perform for speech night. Turns out we're the "transition" item. So when everything is getting moved off the stage, we get to perform. Yay. Half the class wanted to sing "When we were young" by that god alwful aussie boy band Human Nature...i swear i was spewing. Some of the chicks in that class have no taste when it comes to pop. Even bsb is better. Anything Aussie that sings and dances with four boys who look...suspciously gay...is a NO NO.
I told them, that i hate that song with a fricken passion and they would not hear that evil song come out of my mouth. I am not singing that shit. Then they tried attacking me, saying "Well what if it was A hanson song..blah blah blah" so i just replied "But we wouldn't be singing hanson anyway..i wouldn't want to sing a hanson song..." Cos i mean...hanson and human nature are two completely different music groups!(yes they are! u all just can't get over the fact that their a finer specimen of the male species) And fuck..i wouldn't force them to sing something they didn't want to sing...so basically i was being extremly difficult. well fuck em. I have morals and beliefs...and singing a human nature song would go against my morals...so :P
But they finally decided that the spice girls "Goodbye" was also very appropriate...at least uk pop has some style and class. Not lik cheap Australian shit. Cos itz a well known fact, most pop music in Australia sounds cheap, like it was recorded in someone's wardrobe. which it probably was if the truth be known.
And you can tell where all the money goes...to Nikki Webster...she has to be the most hated 14 year old in australia. And yet she hit the no.2 spot...i tell ya..the record company is spending like mad trying to keep her at no.2.
But you can ask anyone...Anyone at all if they've brought a copy of her single, and most likely than not, they won't know anyone who's purchased it either.
Ok, so obviously i've strayed from my orginal topic...a lot. But hey, it was fun.
So yes...i get to sing a spice girl song, so i'm happy, because it really is a nice meaningful song, once you get past the bit that they "claimed" it was written for geri...but we all know the truth...they fucking hated her. and Mel G (back to B) is bitter that geri is making more than she is...well shit will happen when your record company dumps you.

OK..so after my "productive" music class.
Rachael came and "picked me up" LOL...and we went for a bit of a walk..deciding to go down the road.
So we got a tram, went to Macca's and remeber their 30 cent cones? Well their now 40cents! I was appalled.
I'm sorry, but instead of calling it the 30 cent cones, we now have to say "Hi can i have a 40 CENT cone?"
i know it isn't much..but itz the whole...Principal of the thing, i mean in aussie macca's culture..itz famous for itz 30 cent cone. And now macca's just stabbed us all in the back cos they wanted to make an extra ten cents off every soft serve cone.

So after we got our cones...which seemed very melty, we walked to Ally tunes...My fave cd store..cos all the singles are fucking cheap..and itz the best place for bargins and rarietys.
Rach wanted to go for a bit more of a wander around..so we walked past the swinburn student residents...and found a park! woohoo!
So walking along, on the other side, we found a playground. And we sat on the swings swingig forawhile..and afterwards my head felt lighter..and rach felt sick.
So we went back to school..and basically that was all the fun that was to be had...until it was time to go home on the bus....

Ok..i'm posting again
But this time i'm in the mood for a good rant.
Right..well some ppl know i've had this thing for hanson since 97' i was in year 8 then.
And i was obsessed right up till year 10...well not fully obsessed..i just would scream when ever i saw them on tv.
I know i'm not the only girl to do this...or fan...but you get so attached to the music...but then the image of the band..and Hanson are three very nice blonde guys...come on..they've grown up! And today..i saw real pictures..of them wit girlfriends. Now these have to be the first REAL pictures of them holding hands wit girls...now i know guys are guys...guys date chicks..itz very normal..and I haven't be obessed for a long while...i mean i don't care...but when i saw those pics...i felt jealousy, disappointment and at the same time i thought...well that's just how things are....and i was happy for them. But their gf's are gorgeous...ya know..beautiful ppl date beautiful people. Its weird...fans create images and situations in their heads...their impressions...from being friendly to romanticing about them. And if you've read some of the hanson fan fiction on the net...omg...some of it is just tasteless..BUT not that i read porn..or anything. not that all hanson fan fiction is porn..ok i'll just leave that there.
But if u want to know what itz like for a fan...see the movie almost famous, because that film hit home with some of the themes.
I know what its like to be a fan, and maybe the term fan comes from fantasy, fantasing, fantasies...because that what fans do. They dream alot, and thats how the obession grows. Sometimes its not healthy, but just think..alot of fans in america are saving them selves for the taylor hanson, or Ike or Zac to drop everything and whisk them away like in a fairytale situation...but the underlying truth that every fan knows is, that it's not gonna happen. And that's what hurts the most.

Hello...this would be my second blog...kinda..my spill ur guts...
not that i have much to spill...hehe..
Time is 8:36...and itz a tuesday..i have a spare class now..so i'm just waiting for 9 am to roll around...
cos i have a singing lesson! woohoo!!!
itz all good...
if u haven't noticed...i'll be at school most of the time when i'm writing this...
And if u have any comments, please send me an e-mail at: evesygal@yahoo.com
and soon i will have more up dates also on my webpage. I'm still new at all this stuff...so..bare with me here.
And i just have to say MICHELLE BRANCH ROCKS! sorry..i'm listening online and itz fantastic music...nothing kicks more ass than her music.

well i'm gonna go...ta ta for now...

Oh..it says it's Sunday....well here in Oz...it's Monday...about 3pm...

Hi welcome to my new blogger page...I've decided to call it spill....
it'll be my lil...spill page, where i just...spill my guts basically.
So not many ppl know about this yet...but they will..soon enough...
Kick ass dudes...
*eves*