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Watch: SURVIVOR!
Listen: UNIT WAS ON NOVA FM TODAY!!! WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!
OK...i knew Ethan was gonna win b4 i tuned in tonite...so it kinda ruined the surprise. Actually..ICQ fucked the surprise for me. I found out on there.
But overall - i found the episode interesting. The lil studio twist at the end was smart, i would never have guessed that they were in a studio..except for the fact that when Kim last spoke b4 the vote...she didn't speak into the mic properly. That was a give-away.

Also in the non-exciting news department: Hanson made a guest apperance on Sabrina the teen witch - Isaac Hanson has the dorkiest hair around. If u want pics...go visit hansonhotel.com.

Happy b'day to Jon Tu - You're a dude :)

Thought for the day: Damn i wish i re-taped that Raw Spice special on channel ten...

Cya round kids! *muah*

YO!
Listening to: Strong enough to break - Hanson & Mis-teeq "One night stand"

Damn i'm in a good mood.

For those who don't know...i was away last weekend with Rach, Justin (Tospol) & lisa at my beach house.
We had tons of fun - got sunburnt and all that - I now have peeling shoulders as a result of that. LOL.
Yesterday i went to chaddy with the same ppl - we went b'day present shopping.
Do you know how hard it is to find a good b'day present for a guy?insane! But at the what's new shop they have some interesting calenders of fat women (actually that was barf material) and the "Adults only" section proved quite interesting. Male Chasity belts are my new favourite things ;) Justin (Tospol) is getting on for his birthday - But i don't think Rach will like the sound of that...lol..just joshing ya kids!

*Thought for the day : "Chopdicks anyone?"*

*Eves*

You know...i don't think people understand the concepts of flirting.
Especially when it comes to me.
FOR EXAMPLE: I may be having an innocent conversation with...a guy *SHOCK HORROR!* and just because i'm leaning against him (...my leg might be next to his), batting my eye lashes does not mean i'm flirting. I could be having a very real and serious conversation..but not about what u think.
And people...observing - because they can't hear what we're conversing about...don't need to jump to conclusions because of what they see.
Just because i may have had a little too much champagne...does not mean i'm drunk cos i'm flirting with two guys at once! HONESTLY! I AM NO SLUT...and i wasn't perving on them...it was the other way round from what sources tell me.

ok maybe i've said too much.

mood: It'z Hillarious Daarrrllling!
listen: HANSON - live at the fillmore - IF ONLY. & Cleopatra - You got it & Mis-teeq
Thought for the day : I AM NOT COMMERICIAL!
Song that i relate to the most today(which includes this morning at 1:30am): Everywhere by Michelle branch

Wellll i had a great time last nite. And ya know..i was feeling really good..then i had to go and read my horroscopes!
And these are my yearly horroscopes...so it was full of all this dread and "don't take risks..especially near water" bullshit.
And it doesn't mention anything about my up and coming love life...so i'll assume that itz still not existant!

She's his yellow brick road
Leading him on and letting him go
as far as she'll let him go
Going down to nowhere

She puts on her make-up
the same way she did
yesterday hoping everythings the same
But everything has changed

In my mind
Everything we did was right
Open your eyes i'll still be by your side
How could i ever have been so blind
You give me something to sleep to at night...

I'm listening to this song right now..and i understand it differently now. You know how you relate to a song from a particular view..and then someone else listening to the song and they have a completely different understanding of the song.
I like that. That;s why music is universal.

BYE kids

*muah*

MOOd: GREAT!
Listen: DE NADA - lOVE yOU aNYwAY & SOUL SOUND BY DA SUGABABES

NEW YEAR'S EVE! woohooooooooo!!
i'M GOINg to rach's..should be good....I got my champang...itz from last year..when i turned 16 my dad gave it to me. It's probably not really good stuff...but this is a worthy occasion to finally break out the bubbly.

"I'm a punk rock pop queen!
Brown paper magazine
Hotter than you've ever seen
everywhere and inbetween

I'm a ten ticket thrill ride
don't you wanna come inside
a five star triple threat
hardest of the hard to get
No one's little red corvette
ain't seen nothing like me yet

It took six whole hours
and five long days
for all your lies to come undone
and those three small words were way too late
cos you can't see that i'm the one!!!!"

- josie and the pussycats "Three small words"

sorry..itz playing on my mp3s..i couldn't help myself :)

i just can't be stuffed writing anymore after this...LOL..i'm in a singing mood now!

cya!

Ok....ya know..i've been in a pretty good mood lately since christmas.
And now some idiot has just blown it by writing something so evil in my guestbook. And you can all guess who this demon from hell is...Yes it is THE Tom Anderson.

You will pay for your crimes.

Now i'm not even gonna mention the "pop act" cos i am against all and everything they promote - which is bad hair, bad music and they copied n'sync! Nice try guys...but u really fucked up there. N'sync has FIVE dudes in the group...not four poncy lil choir boys.
And come on..Joey from n'sync is much taller and has cooler hair than that lil guy from "HN" (*note - i didn't say the name of the band...i just used the intitals*)
And many people know of my hateful dislike of this australian pop act. Notice how i said "POP ACT" meaning..they are just another worthless wanna be boy band..and like so many others they will just fade away.

Fuck...tom u really know how to piss me off. Kudos to you.

Ok b4 i say anything else..and make more a dick head of myself online...i'm going.

*muah* --*eves*

(ha! - I called Tom an idiot and a demon from hell! Score!! )

(hehe--Oh and i saw lord of the rings yesterday...and if u wanna know the ending..just find a copy of the first book..and flip to the end. No point actually reading it all when u can watch it on the big screen!)

I have a confession to make....I didn't go to the interview.
I won't go into details...because it was such a risky decision to make...i had like 30 seconds and i just though "Fuck it."
So I did. Well...I didn't fuck it...not litterally...I just decided not to go, so i walked out of the building and hopped on a tram to Balwyn to go to work.
So now that i have my results(i'm not telling :P) I now have to wait for those damn uni's to make up their minds and send me a yes letter.

I was at a party last nite. Phil's 18th. It was very cool. Evelyn was very tipsy. Not drunk, tipsy.

i wonder....do any of u people reading this mind clicking on a link for me and joining some lil club....you don't have to actually do anything...just join it For Me.

Click Here

thanks! *muah********

*Cough*
Rmit interview tomorrow..i'm scared shitless. One hour long...i don't know how i'm gonna get thru it.
Thank god for walkman's *smiles*
Listen: J.lo - murder remix of I'm real..Nivea- Runaway & Britney Spear's Overprotected
Mood : Undecided..if u didn't know

Why doesn't anyone update their webpages these days? Itz kinda...unfair to users. And to the people who like to surf the net and check the same webpages daily. I know i do that...i like..go to the same ones...every time on the net. And normally...one of those sites are updated. But to me it seems that no one can be stuffed to put the effort in, the internet has become a chore. It's not longer fun, some people think of updating as annoying and time consuming. Well it is..that's why my site is so...empty. But i like my blog :)

And some sites keep disappearing...like...runawaytrain.net - that like...disappeared..that or my server is a bitch.
But the thing is...sites are a pain in the ass to update..but for your daily vistor's itz great. So think about other people...who depend and rely on ur webpage - not just ur own silli reasons and excuses..Because ..there is no excuse for not up dating. Unless you were out of the country. That old excuse "I was busy at school" won't fly wit me. Cos i did all my updating..at school. so. :P
but i guess that's just the joys of having ur own laptop computer...which i actually don't have anymore...But i do have pictures :)

Monday was an interesting day. I was..still sick. So i was taking Monday off...and starting work on Tuesday.
I'm working wit lisa at her mum's store in balwyn. Dare u you to come visit. muahaha :)
So on monday morning...like 6-6:30 my own mother comes yelling -"OMG YOU SAT ON YOUR PLATE"
what she means is...my othordontic plate...cos u know..perfect teeth like mine come at a price, So i got up and we found bits of it on the ground and on the couch. I was like "Shit..i didn't break it." Then it occured to me..that i had left my plate on the coffee table (hygenic i know..:P) and my dog was inside and she came up to me, then i realised my dog had found my plate and tried to bite it.
So that is why...it was in bits.

So i called the ortho at 12...then realised i had to get a bus at 12:27 to ringwood so i could get a train to Glenferrie by 1:50.
I got to the ortho right on time...and i had to get another mold of my teeth..which was..disgusting.
But the annoying thing was that i had to wait TWO hours b4 i could go and...get my plate fitted. So i was at ally tunes..brought some singles...Fiona Apple's criminal...which was a buck..fucking good buy considering it is a rare single now.
And got me Lucy Pearl's Dance tonite single...which is a great track to groove to. Very cool.
I ended up going to the city...walked around, window shopped. Looked at alot of cd's. HMV is my fave store for wasting time in. You can spend like an hour in there..looking at stuff.
I brought the Janet jackson son of a gun single...but i'm thinking maybe i should have brought one of the other cds i had my..eye on.
I got back to kew...got my plate..then i quickly jumped on a tram got to the station...waited for a train..got the train...arrived at ringwood and then waited for a bus that would take me all the way home to warrandyte.

It was a long and tiring day.

I bored u all..BUt i dun care :P

hehe..
i am still sick.
more of a cough now.
I shall survive though.
But i missed out on the antioch weekend.
So i'm kinda pissed off.
But i'll get over it.
Meanwhile...i have been very bored lately.
My days have consisted of internet shit, and watching tv.
BUT the beatles special on rage was good..until i realised..i should have programed my vcr to tape an extra hour longer.
And on SBS last nite, Cannibal the musical was entertaining..so entertaining that i fell asleep...unintentionally of course.

anyhoo...see you kids later *muah*

Mood: Sick - but i'm not feeling that bad...kinda in a good mood though.
Listen: Janet Jackson.Feat Missy E & Carly Simon - Son of a Gun & NOVA 100 radio - cos itz fucking cool.
Read: House Atreides - one of the dune books....and a magazine.called Vibe - with Aaliyah on the cover...brought back memories.
Watch: Dark Angel - damn good series..and i can't wait till the final episode where they take down manticore! AND SPICE - the spice girl home video Volume 1. hey...i was bored!

I do have a sore throat..it was pretty bad the last few days, but itz better now. BUt i can't go on the antioch weekend...cos i'm still not feeling 100%...i'm more like 60% better..and that's still not good enough. I bet i'll have a cold by tomorrow...but who knows...but my voice has gone all crappy and i can't sing - so i'm just resting it.
The past two weeks has kinda been..crapola..cos i have been sick. So i'm hoping i get over it all now..so later on i won't be sick.
Well..i guess that's just wishful thinking.

I was listening to the Ataris CD yesterday...the new one...end is forever. Not bad at all..i do like the ataris, but they seem to write alot of songs about chicks. Or as my brother put it to me...Fat boy band singing about chicks.
The music is very emo...but ya know..itz good..and the songs are...cute.lol. i know..sounds funny for a band like the ataris..but some of the songs are very cute..But I do like the song I.O.U one galaxy...lol.

I'm trying to think of more to write....the only thing i can think of right now is how damn hungry i feel...but i can't be..cos i just had lunch like 30 mins ago.....
I like that remix of "I'm real" by J.lo...itz very cool..worth a download. And itz playing on my mp3 now...and a good new band is 'The Calling' download the song "Where ever you will go" ..and "Adrienne" cos itz got a nice sound.

And make sure all melbourne kids listen to Nova 100 cos that damn radio station plays some good shit....lots of rock and good tunes...actually they play alot of commericial dance/trance stuff...i've heard them play Sash a few times...and kudos to them for playing Smashing pumkins...

ok..i'm going now.

I have see Harry Potter twice. I think my eyes are fucked.
I saw it last nite at the 9 pm session at Doncaster...yay...and i saw it this afternoon...with rach and lisa. I don't want to see it again. Not that it was bad or anything, but cos...i'm not one to see a movie...twice at the cinemas..i think the only other movies i've seen twice at the cinemas were Toy story - and Austin Powers Spy who shagged me - But when i saw them the second time..i didn't go the fricken next day again..i kinda...went weeks after i had seen em the first time.

I am so tired...but i can't sleep. at all. I have lines under my eyes...FRICKEN LINES! i'm getting old....old age is catching up with me. i mean..i'll be 18 next year...damn that's scary. I don't wanna think about it just yet.
This week has just been crap. I've been sick...then i got a lil cold. and i can't sing...cos when i do..i sound off. lol..or like i'm singing thru my nose..and that's just nasty.

I AM PISSED OFF THOUGH. and if u didn't want to know why...i'm gonna tell u anyway.
Friends are everything. Everything! and some ppl abuse that, alot. They forget people who have always been there, will always be there no matter. They forget that people do care about them, that there is always some one who is worried for them. There will always be a friend to sympathise with you, always a friend who will hug u or stay up late talking on the phone with you if your sad or just want to talk.
I hate the people who think that no one gives a fuck about them. People who seek attention, by hurting them selves, because they think their screwed up in the head. Some people are honestly depressed though, others just do it for the attention. And it's those that i find hard to understand.
oK I DUNNO..but i might sound kinda bitchy here, i mean people are honestly depressed...ok...but those who do it for attention, make them selves depressed. I believe that everyone has problems. We all have issues and we all deal with them differently, i guess itz my opinion, i just don't like the way in which some people deal with their problems.
It's not good to screw with someone else's head just cos u have some fucking problem, cos you'll bring them down with you. Or use people because you want the attention.
I remember when i was in grade...six or five...i can't remember...it was primary school years...anyway...and i was accused of using someone. The Fact of the matter was i got used in some stoopid way and the chick who accused me just manipulated the story in her favour. It was so stoopid and childish, because all this girl wanted in the end was the attention of my best friend at the time..because she felt that i was taking her away from her. I won't go into the details cos their a little hazy, despite the fact i can still remember what i was wearing that day...ick. LOL...i can remember what i was wearing but i can't remember the rest of the details. Good one eve ;)
Ok..so this lil story maybe had no refernce to what i was talking about..but there is the beginning proof - Someone using someone else to get attention. In my case it was the attention of another person, but still the principal of it is there.

Did anyone understand that..or did i just waste my time?

I'M IN! JMC ACCEPTED ME! SOOOOOOO...i will be offered a place in the first round offers!
The letter said that i met the pre-selection requirements and itz allllllllll gooooood now.
Ya know...if i can meet JMC's standards...NMIT obviously has issues...I mean itz the same fucking course but different providers.
*NMIT! SUCK SHIT!*

woohoo..

ok..at least i can get some joy this week....I am sick as a dog. I have a head ache...i have a cold..i was sick earlier this week..and i'm still feeling grogy and crappy.. *Sympathy plz*

anyway..i'm going... *cyas*

I got nuthing to say...

OMG! IT ROCKED!!

I impressed the socks off em! GO me!!!
Plus the chick who interviewed me slagged off NMIT! ha! :P

sorry..in case ur not up to speed *please read earlier posts* I had my jmc academy interview.
But i got lost on the way there! hehe...i kinda...got off the tram four stops after Bank street...so i kinda..walked the rest of the way there. BUT i still made it on time..so it was all good. But i was all...ick after walking that far.
ANYWAY! that's all i wanted to post..and that my parents are old hicks...who would rather lock me up in a convent that let me go to merricks...but that's another story..for another day..

yo...
Mood: NoRmal - lol sorta like what i said to Al when we were giving each other Dark Angel characters..and Al said i can be Normal...and i said "I'm NOT normal" lol..so...yeah well after i had said it..i realised how strange it sounded, Lisa's Original Cindy by the way..we've been calling her Original Lisa. :)
Listen: D I D D Y!! muahahaha...and Son of a gun...fucking ace shit girlz and boyz.
Watch: Michael Jackson's 30 year anniversary concert thing...the jackson five played..and rocked. And damn Usher's got some smooth moves...i wanna see a Dance off with the two...i'm betting on Usher.

I got an interview tomorrow with jmc academy..i'm nervous as hell! but hey! i shall survive.
And RMIT were kind bastards to send me a letter informing me of an interview for their Advanced diploma in business Marketing...so obviously they probably felt obligated to send me one..since they knocked me back the first time. But i think everyone who applied for this got sent a letter...so i shouldn't feel special.

Oh did i mention yesterday was my last exam EVER. well for high school anyway. I was talking with carlos last nite..cos he had the same exam...itz weird..i feel like i should be studying! But there's nothing to study for any more..i haven't kicked into relaxation mode yet..i'm still on a fricken timer...anyway..i'm gonna have to go to school this week..i gotta go to careers and find out about these S forms and get me a tax file number cos otherwise i'm stuffed.

I was watching Rikki Lake last night...yes i was bored..cos it was either that or Night Man on channel 9...and honestly american tv shows have no shame..the acting and storylines are as bad as VIP.
And on Rikki the theme was "I'm 12 and smoke weed...so?"
And to scare these kids from smoking, they sent one 12 yr old kid to a jail...to spend like a night or sumthing...and this kid litterally had these huge convict guys yelling at him all at once telling him off for smoking weed. They scared the shit out of him..he went from some wannabe tough lil dude..to a fricken wet rage...the kid was so fucking freaked out.
And what they did to the other two kids on the show was different..it was nothing in comparision to what this lil 12 year old went through in the jail...but it was kinda like a shock treatment..showing these kids the harsh realty they'll face if they keep smoking weed and shit.

ah wellz..i know i just bored the shit outta you all...stay tune for next time though....i'll make sure i have something amusing or angry to write.

*eves*

Greetings from another dimension!!!

actually i'm at home....again. Still studying like mad...while this week the majority of people are finishing their own exams. I mean...rachy finished on the 9th! Alistaire finished today...lisa will finish on friday...and damn..I'm still going with two exams left!
I kinda almost wish i had them finished and done with already..but nah..i need this time desperately. Today was like study study study! I've learnt what an pain in the ass biz man is....and i've also re-learned all of unit 3 and bits of unit 4...so now i actually understand the concept of DEREGULATION..no thanks to Ms. Sulli...but hey..i'm not gonna start on how bad a teacher she is.
If any of you wanted to know...DEREGULATION is the removal of government barriers on industries and allows for more competition- which in turn is supposed to benifit the consumers so they get quality services at better prices. FOR EXAMPLE...the electricity industry...if any of you ppl have bothered to watch advertisments on tv and not flick channels..you would know that just recently the electric industry has been deregulated..meaning more damn electric companies for us.

OK...let's continue...
Listen: Ash - Candy & Burn baby burn...mauahhaa
Mood: not happy..but i'm not sad either...and i'm not bored...that must be a good thing.
Watch: Anna Anaconda on the abc. Southpark and Quads! And I watched passions today...cos itz a 2nd religion now..the damn show is addictive!

Meanwhile..the purpose of this visit..is to advertise my buddy Tospol's fantastic website. And it is pure..amazing...very cool. It puts my website skills to shame..then again...every webpage on the net makes mine look like a piece of poo. (Can't say shit...itz a curse word...)
http://www.tospol.f2s.com
So PLEASE go have a look..it will be worth your while..and have a lookie at the message board...itz all good ppl.

cyas *eves*

Greeting: yo....
Mood: Not happy Jan
Listen: Fiona Apple - Sullen Girl
Watch: DarkAngel - and watching my life turn to shit...but that;s not a tv show...just an over dramatic portrayal of my current situation.

What has me so...down...Well i'll fucking tell you.
I just recived in the mail..two loverly letters from RMIT and NMIT....hmmf.

Rmit said...something..i can't remember..but it was along the lines of thanks but no thanks. At least they weren't mean...unlike NMIT...who said "We will not be inviting you for an interview, as you do not meet the selection criteria."
"The Selection criteria..blah blah...for this course are : Demonstrated academic ability, demonstrated involvement in the music industry, demonstrated pro active apporoach."
Well forgive me for not including any of this in my fucking application form...So i guess...already having done a VET MUSIC INDUSTRY COURSE..doesn't count....and RECORDING MY OWN FUCKING DEMO....doesn't count...neither does a few performances i did...or the PROMOTION OF A WEBSITE THAT MAKES LOTS OF AMERICAN MONEY...didn't count either...PRO ACTIVE THIS NIMT *holds up evil rude finger*

Fuck.
Well at least rmit didn't diss me. to be honest...i thought..OK..rmit..itz gonna be tough to get into it...their biast bastards over there. No hard feelings. BUT i wanted to do this music business course desperately. And now my last chance to get into it is with JMC acdemy..or Vic uni- if i apply...But no interview at all...how can they fucking judge..they've never seen me..perform...they haven't heard my recordings..which sounds fucking ace on CD might i add.

I guess maybe i was aiming alittle high..that such a *GREAT* Tafe provider like NMIT would accept me..I mean..an interview wouldn't hurt.
That's what stings about this whole thing...not even an interview. They judge you by application..and i spent ages on my application..i wrote this really neat thing..and it was cool. and i'm shot down before i can even get off the ground.
Well...JMC academy is my next aim...and i'm gonna impress the fucking socks off em.

And i don't care what i have to do...but i'm gonna break into this music industry one way or another.

Hehe..this is fun....writing every so often..in fact..i think i'm obsessing with this blog. But at least it gives me something to do.
Well EXAM NO. 1 is over and done with. No more english study now...i'm on to drama for wednesday..so itz all good.
Knowing me i'll prolly be more nervous and freaked about the drama exam.

I think i need a counter on this page...but i dunno where i'd put it....

OK KIDS..if u read this...and like it or have comments...find the guestbook on my webpage [www.geocities.com/evesygal]
And sign my guestbook...leave me a comment..ya know. Just so i know..itz not just me i'm writing for.

I like writing, Because maybe it's the only time i can be truly honest with myself.
Once my pen hits the page, every word that comes out is me. The pen is an extension of myself, it becomes my thoughts and feelings.
And i love the look of ink...black wet ink still sitting on a page, waiting to soak into the thin paper layers.
I think i just like the idea of my pen, bleeding ink, bleeding words onto paper...something that can be treasured and last forever till someone finds the words scribbled across it. Words have sentimental value, i'd like to think mine are worth something.

I am an idiot.

Firstly....JMC academy sends me a letter telling me to arrange an appointment time for an interview.

Then i decide over the phone without putting any serious thought into my decision, that i didn't want to do the contemporary music course anymore, just the music business.
I totally chickened out! Just cos i didn't want to do an audition! and i'm afarid to call them back and say i do want to..but i got scared at the thought of performing. I totally suck!
I mean..i could have a career..I mean, i know i'm not the greatest singer - but at least i'd have a shot at doing something with my voice, and now i've just screwed it over. I mean, i guess i can always do the course later on - but i think i'm regretting my 10 second decision and it is now kicking me in the ass. Did i just seem to forget that...performing - is something i want to do - I remember watching people performing and thinking to myself "That's what i want to be doing!" And i've just let another opportunity go.
Geez..well i have an exam to study for.

And that's it...I'M CHANGING THE NAME OF THIS STOOPID BLOG!

I'm thinking of changing the name of this blogger. I mean. Spill is just boring...ok..maybe Spiller would be cool.
Actually i'm thinking of calling it "I'm not a chicken" but hmm...i mean, i just need some thing a little more me..not that i'm a chicken...itz just one of those quotes that will never go away.

Video stores are annoying. They over price over night videos..and what's up with those three day video loans? i mean..wtf.
And i'm waiting for civic video to call me when that damn Cabaret video comes in. And it should have been returned yesterday! I mean! Some ppl are just annoying when they don't return videos on time..i mean other people want to borrow them! They never think about other people...they think, oh i'll just keep it one more night/ or I'll just forget to return it. Hello! video fines! they are there to remind me people to return videos on time. duh. I mean who wants to pay an extra 7 bucks next time you borrow a video.
And you would think video stores would have multipul copies of certain videos not just those annoying crap videos. Like they'll have a million copies of Babe, but only one copy of Rear window*hitchcock film i studied in yr 10*. Ok, Babe wasn't THAT good.
And why would they stop making copies of the film Cabaret? I mean! It's a fricken Goldmine...schools study the film...students don't want to have to wait on a reserved copy list till the goddamn film become avaliable. I mean half the people at school own pirate copies of the film. Fuck copy right if u can no longer buy the film.

ok. I'm done ranting.

Cya later kids.